A/N: I'm so sorry for the long delay on this chapter! I had hoped to have it out the day after Eren's but I haven't had the chance to properly write thanks to my internship... I shouldn't even be writing now, I've got 4 essays and 2 presentations to write up ^^" Please bear with me...

Edit: ohyes, use of language... so cursing is involved... also, I think I corrected most of the typos.

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Jean shivered lightly and sat up… cold. He looked around and remembered the argument he had earlier that night…. He was in his girlfriend's apartment, their relationship hadn't gone too well in the last few weeks and he was sure that it was on the verge of falling. His girl had always been so supportive for him but once the subject of acting came up she remained quiet… Even so, Jean still loved her, to each his own , right? But these days it was just getting worse… he had been practicing really hard for his audition, but his girlfriend had been so negative, unsupportive and even hateful towards it… Though acting was his absolute passion… He sighed and straightened his back, The couch wasn't very comfortable and his eyes felt a bit swollen. Even though he hated to admit it… he had cried himself to sleep… he hated arguments…. Even if he wasn't involved.. he hated it.

He got up and hissed lightly, why was everything so fucking cold? He quietly walked over to the thermostat and adjusted it. After which he sneaked over to the bedroom door and opened it quietly. He could see the bumps in his girlfriend's bed, still asleep… good. He shuffled over to the bathroom and got a quick, hot shower, all whilst making not too much noise. He changed back into the clothes he fell asleep in and got into the kitchen area, where he made breakfast for two… something he always did in an attempt to make things up, even if just for a little bit. He cooked some eggs, fried some toast and other things. He didn't write down a note or anything, he just wrapped the meal in some tinfoil and felt it on the counter. He ate his own breakfast and gathered the few belongings he had brought with him and left.

Whilst going on his way back home he noticed he had been texted multiple times by his mother. She knew about his current relationship and tried to help him when she could, though she lived a few cities away so she couldn't always physically be there for her sweet, dear baby. He opened the first. 'Good luck on your audition honey. I love you.' It said… he opened the second. 'No matter what happens, you're always welcome back home… honestly, I hope you get the part." It said. It was known that Jean's mom supported him in his acting, she knew how much he loved it. Jean tried not to choke up whilst reading the texts… He really needed some sweet words.

He walked into the train station and got on one of the trains… it lead to the other side of town, where his own apartment was. Once he got into the train and took a seat in one of the near-empty cars he put on his headphones and plugged them in his phone. After a few taps the music began playing and Jean turned it up, blocking out any and all remaining sounds. He got off the train once it reached his stop and made his way to his apartment…

He shuffled his way into his apartment, it wasn't at all big and it also was rather backdated… but hey, it was home. He dumped his coat and bag lazily in the hall and made his way into the living area… His apartment consisted of an open kitchen attatched to a living-sleeping area. There was a bathroom but no separate bedroom… It didn't bug him much though; thanks to his mother's decorating skills he learned how to make his bed look like an awesome couch and decorate the remainder of his apartment as well. Jean threw himself on his bed , letting out a depressed sigh. "Fuck my life…." He mumbled and stirred a bit, cocooning himself into the bed sheets. He still had a little bit… before he had to go again. He turned his phone to silent mode and before he knew it he had drifted off to sleep.

He woke up by his phone vibrating violently, and he shocked awake. He sat up and looked at the caller ID… Katie, great…. He awnsered his phone in a hoarse voice. "Hello?" He said, only to be yelled at. "Where ARE you?! I swear to god if you're going to that audition I'll rip out your throat and make earrings out of it." She said, she sounded furious. Jean sighed, he was so done with her right now. "You know, I love you a lot, but I need acting too…. Why don't you just give it a chance?! Can't you even try?" He said desperately. "Whatever your reason is, I 'm going… I can't give up acting Katie and this is my big chance…" He said, hanging up immediately and not giving Katie a chance to speak or to yell even more at him, she had done so enough already. Not much later, he got a text, from Katie, obviously. 'whatever, we're over. I don't care about you anyway, Never did.' It hurt to read that… it really stung in his heart. He wiped his face before tears could even well up. He took a deep breath and put his phone down. He stood up and got his bag again, throwing out any unnecessary items and filling up his water bottle. He quickly changed into some fresh clothes and gathered his belongings before heading out again.

He saw his bus come around before he reached the bus stop, He quickly ran towards it, crossing the street and almost getting his by a car in the process. He paid the loud curses from the driver no mind and got to his bus just in time and seated himself, it was rather quiet and calm in the bus… which calmed him slightly. After a while, he got out and walked a short walk to the Auditioning hall. He had to wait a while until he was called for, he noticed a few other men walking and screwing around as well… quite the competition… He sat down near one of the walls and cleared his mind. 'Come on Jean… you can't screw up now… you've got to do this. And you've gotta do it right!' he motivated himself whilst looking up at the high ceiling. Just when he had thought that… his name was called out and he stood up.

Showtime.

A/N: Bet you didn't expect me to get Jean a girlfriend, huh? yeah well, it happened... though obviously they just broke up. I might let Katie come back, she's not a complete ass, don't worry. though... I feel Jean needs somebody a little closer to him than the remainder of the cast *hinthint* if you've got suggestions, drop them in. ((It doesn't have to be a castmember per-se, it could also be a girl or guy from like... the costume department or something))