Well here is a new update sorry it took me so long ,i didn't feel like writing on this one.

And I don't own yugioh , too bad =(

Note from the author ; When Ashley is in a flashback she can see what happens , so she stands there like a ghost , and she hears the thoughts of herself that was in the situation.

I hope I explained good so you guys will understand.


Chapter 3 ; Not so innocence.

-Flashback-

'' I'm sorry sis but I have to do this '' I said.

'' Please ash don't , why are you doing this ?'' my sister asked me . she had short blonde curly hair and a skinny and sun tanned body , she had big chocolate eyes and small lips. Bakura tied her to her seat and put some tape on her mouth. He threw gas all over her and the house and dragged me outside. He walked back in and set everything on fire. He ran in to me and hugged me so tight I could feel all his body heat and I lied down my face in his chest , bakura was smirking when he heard the screams of my sister and so was I . After a while we ran away to a safe place.

'' We have to keep this a secret , for our whole life '' bakura said to me.

'' Of course bakura , what the hell , do you think that I would tell anyone ?'' I replied.

'' Marik '' he said.

'' No I won't tell him , neither ryou '' I replied annoyed.

His lips softly touched mine and he put his arms around my waist, he smelled like gas and he felt very soft.. I loved this psycho man … forever. I went with my hand through his hair and down his cheek . He grinned while we were kissing and he went down to my ass and grabbed it. I groaned quietly and opened my eyes , then my cold sea blue eyes looked directly into his piercing chocolate brown eyes. I melted away like butter on a toast . I felt so weak into his big muscled arms. '' But how could I be so normal about killing my sister, my own flesh and blood , how could I possibly do it ?''

-End flashback -

I woke up screaming , I looked around and saw that I was in a familiar room . This must have been my own room in this house. '' How could I kill my own sister that got the same DNA , how could I live with myself after . Was I really such a cruel and mean person?'' All those questions flew through my head. I softly touched my cheek and felt the tears coming from my eyes. I was crying , I was shocked , I was even scared of myself. Of what cruel monster I was. I have to talk to bakura , right now. I stepped out bed and figured out that I had another clothes on , I guess this is my pajama. I glared at myself in the mirror and felt disgusted and dirty. I felt like a cruel murderer and I asked myself why I was not in prison. Maybe that was the reason that I had been in that institution …. But what did marik do then ? Was he even worse? I walked downstairs to check out if someone was there, I looked around and saw bakura sleeping on the couch . He was the only one that was there. I walked over to him and saw his peaceful face . He looked so sweet and cute, like a little boy . I feel sorry but I have to disturb him . So I shook his shoulder. He slowly opened his eyes and looked at me with his piercing chocolate brown eyes. He sat up and looked curiously at me. It was like his face was saying '' sorry'' , so I sat next to him and glared sweetly at him. '' Where is everyone ? '' was the only thing I could come up with. I couldn't get the words .. ''killed'' and ''sister'' in my mouth, it was too hard to say .

'' At school !'' he replied.

'' Why are you not at school ? '' I asked him.

'' And leave you and marik alone , no '' he answered.

'' Bakura I have something serious to ask you '' I said , holding my tears.

'' Yes ? '' he replied.

I went closer to him , he was thinking I wanted to kiss him but I was about to whisper something in his ear.

'' Why did we kill my sister?'' I asked him sad. I felt that tears were coming from my eyes falling down from my cheeks. He looked shocked at me and put his strong arms around me. He hugged me tightly , when he did it I had to cry even harder. He lifted me on his lap and I grabbed his shirt and sobbed in his chest.

'' Why ? '' I screamed crying hysterically.

'' Because you hated her , and you said she ruined your life . You said you couldn't live with her !'' he replied worried.

'' How could I live with myself ? I'm such a monster , you have to kill me . I'm not worth living in this world , I only ruin people's life's .'' I yelled.

He grabbed my arm tightly but not hard , he didn't hurt me .

'' Don't say that , you are the only person in my life that I love and if you die my whole life will be ruined for ever , even when I'm dead I will still suffer because of you . So don't say that Ashley . Don't even dare to think about it. You are not a bad person you just made some mistakes and that's it '' he told me in a strong and hard way.

I looked at him with my shiny sea blue eyes , and he whipped the tears away.

'' Thank you bakura '' I whispered , letting my face fall in his chest again. I felt safe , and I was beginning to feel happy, finally. It was like I'm finally happy, like I never was happy before. When I'm in his arms I feel like I can handle the whole world. Like there is everywhere peace , even in my head. And also in his. His arms were tightly around my waist , like he didn't want me to leave again. It felt a thing that I had always felt for him .. a simple word that means so much . A thing that you just shouldn't describe in just one word. The strongest thing in the world that everyone felt , and that gives everyone hope . The word '' Love '' would never fade away. I lifted my head and looked at him , his face was really peaceful and he was smiling , not smirking but smiling . A nice and sweet smile, he looked directly in my eyes and so did I . His beautiful brown eyes , watched mine cold sea blue eyes. Both our faces went closer, I could feel his warm breath in my face , our lips gently touched . His warm soft human lips on mine , I wrapped my arms around his neck and we both closed our eyes. He bit softly on my lip so would give him permission to intrude with his tongue , I opened my mouth and his tongue went in . Our tongues danced with each other , and it felt like this moment would never fade away. I felt like I was in heaven. He stroked my face and cheek , I went with my soft hands through his white snowy soft hair. After our kiss stopped I felt cold and kept glaring at him.

'' Why am I not at school ? '' I asked him suddenly.

'' You got kicked out , and so did marik '' bakura replied .

'' Could I go back in ? '' I asked him.

'' We could try to get you in again '' he replied.

'' Why did I get kicked out ? '' I asked him.

'' Throwing a stone to a teachers head and beating up a cheerleader so hard that she had to go to the hospital '' he replied.

'' Was she a bitch ? '' I asked him smiling.

'' Yes , I was happy you did it '' he replied grinning.

We both started laughing very loudly and didn't figure out that marik walked in .

'' What is so funny ? '' we heard a voice saying. We looked in the direction where the sound came from and we saw a sleepy marik.

'' Just something '' bakura replied rude. I looked at bakura and then back at marik , why was bakura so rude ? Just a second ago he was so sweet and soft and now he's so rude and acting cold.

'' You look so sweet when you are sleepy '' I replied smiling .

'' Thanks … you look charming, too '' he replied. I looked at bakura and saw some disgust in his eyes , was there something between those two that I don't know ? And has it something to do with me ? Marik doesn't seem to notice that bakura is acting like that. I gave bakura a very curious look and then jumped of his lap.

'' Hungry '' I said and then walked into the kitchen. Yes I really was hungry , so I took a apple and walked back into the living room. But when I came in I saw marik and bakura standing very close and watching each other very angry. I walked closer to them in silence and kept watching them very closely. 'What the hell is happening in here? 'I asked myself. Suddenly bakura lifted his arm and tried to hit marik , but marik stopped the attack and hit bakura in his stomach . I couldn't believe that they were fighting and I couldn't move , I was frozen because of fear. But fear for what ? That marik and bakura would kill each other . I have to stop them . After a few seconds I could move again and bakura and marik were fighting. So I didn't think of what could happen and jumped in the middle of the fight . I felt a fist coming into my stomach very hard and I smacked into the ground with a loud cry. They immediately stopped fighting and went over to me , bakura lifted me and put me on the couch.

'' Why did you do that ? '' he asked rudely.

'' Don't fight please '' I said crying from the pain into my stomach.

They both glared angry at each other and then looked annoyed at me, I tried to get up but marik pushed me back.

'' Don't force yourself '' he said.

'' Please , promise me .. I care about you guys '' I told them.

'' Okay we won't fight anymore , just take some rest '' bakura told me sweet.

He went with his hand trough my hair and went down to my cheek. He kissed the front of my head and went into the kitchen.

'' Are you okay ? '' marik asked me.

'' Yeah it doesn't hurt anymore'' I replied.'' But did you have any flashbacks ? ''

'' Some weird flashbacks '' he told me sighing.

'' Were you … in you flashbacks .. cruel and insane too ? '' I asked him

'' In some ,and in some not . '' marik replied.


Well that is the end..

Please review nicely and I will write on very soon

I hope you all liked it .. but if you think it's not like yugioh anymore tell me and I will change some things or do you like all the bad things she did in her life ? If you have any suggestions tell me , NICELY ^^

Bakura : Thanks for reading , and I'm a bit OOC but don't mind that … even I do have to care for my girlfriend sometimes .. right ?