Journal 4, Entry 47
April 10, 2006
I met them.
The Winchesters.
Not John Winchester, but Dean and Sam. They weren't what I thought they would be.
I've been hearing all sorts of stories about them. The hunters I run across love to run their mouths. And I thought women liked to talk. Give a hunter a beer and an ear, and you're sure to have a long night. They weren't ignorant, they weren't scared to do the job and they certainly weren't assholes. Dean looks like he has the potential to be one but I could see that he wasn't an ugly person deep down. I mean, he was trying to help me. Assholes don't help other people. And after living in America, you tend to run into plenty of assholes.
No, he's just had it rough. Sam seems awfully sweet. He seems like the one who could make a girl sigh. And oh, were they nice on the eyes. I mean I thought they would be decent but this was something more. There's something hidden inside of them. Something that I still can't put my finger on. Maybe it's because they also hunt. Having relationships with non-hunters is difficult. There are just some things that should stay a secret.
All the hunters seem to be so much older these days though. You don't run into anyone my age anymore. We're either all dying too fast or the amount of hunters being brought into this life are getting smaller in quantity. It's not necessarily a bad thing if there are less of us in this job but it just means more work for the rest of us. And what if we all die before more people are introduced? Who's going to stop the spirits and the demons? Either way, I'm glad I met them.
He's gone Tea. He was finally put to rest. Not that I had anything to do with it though. You know how I felt about him. There was just no way that I could do it myself, which is embarrassing really. It was the sixth victim of my inability to do what I should have done from the beginning. And the hardest part? I'm okay with it. I'm actually glad. It's such a relief to know that he's finally gone and that I don't have to worry about him. And I have two guys to thank for that.
Dean and Sam.
I wish you could have met them Tea.
