A/N - sorry I've been so bad at uploading! Had a lot to deal with at home and then with Christmas and what not, I promise I'll be better!
I woke the next morning to find Dahvie curled up next to me, still sleeping soundly. Awh, he's so cute when he's asleep. :') Am I really crushing on my best friend? This can not be happening. He's. Straight. Plus, even if he wasn't, why would he go for me of all people? I'm nothing special, I mean compared to him, I'm nothing.
Dahvie stirred in his sleep and started muttering under his breath. I didn't catch it all, but what I heard was about some girl or another. I couldn't help myself, I bit back tears as I slowly crept out of the room. I don't know where I was going but I had to get pout of the house. I don't know why I'm so jealous, after all it's just a dream right? Hang on what am I thinking?! He's my BEST FRIEND. Stop acting like you own him, like you're anything more than a friend to him. That's all we even can be - best friends.
I grabbed my cars keys and started the engine, I was going to a bar, I don't care where, i just needed to clear my head. 'Oh yeah cause alcohol always helps doesn't it Jayy' said a voice in the back of my head. 'SHUT UP!' I yelled out loud. People in passing cars were staring at me, I don't blame them. I had yesterday's makeup on and I was talking to myself, fabulous.
When I finally arrived at the bar, I walked in, trying to look confident. I felt all my confidence leave me as I saw Dahvie's girlfriend across the bar from me. Oh yeah that's another thing I forgot, he's not even single, and I'm still crushing on him. So I just stood there and starred at Chelsea. Great, could today get any worse? I sat on a stool on my own and ordered a drink. Chelsea came over, she was quite obviously drunk. 'Oh, hey Jayy.' She slurred, as though having trouble pronouncing her words properly. 'Hi.' I said trying to sound distant. She lent towards me, her breath stunk of vodka. I thought she was going to whisper something to me but instead she kissed me. On the lips. Dahvie's girlfriend was kissing me. I pulled away and yelled at her 'what the hell are you doing?!' She giggled and walked away. I instantly felt less like getting drunk. I downed the rest of my drink and walked out.
I went and sat in my car for a bit and clicked on my phone. I got a tweet, it was Dahvie. ' JayyVonMonroe you know, we look pretty cute together ;)' he'd put. I almost died with happiness. I turned on the engine and drove home.
(Skipping car journey)
'Dahvie?' I called as I walked through the door. 'Jayy!' He grinned, 'Where'd ya go?' he asked. 'The bar, Chelsea was there.' I replied. His adorable face dropped. 'Dahvie whats wrong?' I asked stepping closer and looking into his big brown eyes. He sniffed a little and looked down. 'She cheated on me, we broke up.' I pulled him closer into a big hug, and I had to admit, it felt so right to hold him so close. 'I'm ok.' He said bravely. 'I'm so proud of you Dahvs, I want you to know that. You handled this so brilliantly.' He looked up at me and smiled. I lent down slowly toward him.
Soon our faces were just an inch apart. His eyes fluttered shut and he kissed me. I could hardly believe it and at first I was too shocked to moved. Dahvie Vanity, my best friend who I love from the bottom of my heart, was kissing me. I pulled back. 'Dahvie, I can't.' He looked so disappointed but just nodded. 'I love you Dahvie, but I don't want to be Chelsea's replacement.' I said and ran out the room before he could see the tears streaming down my face.
