Hi again! I'm back with another updated I hope you guys didn't wait to long…makes me upset to have my faithful reviewers upset…which reminds me thank you all for the lovely reviews they made my heart warm…Aquarius Lily I love you you've been a great help…go read her kick ass stories…my favs are Shades of Red and Callous Motives GO READ…of course after this chapter smiles
Disclaimer: Oh and I do NOT own Death Note…you would know because L would be alive…Misa that little Gothic Lolita wannabe would have been killed earlier in the manga/anime and Raito would have jumped L, then would have mad hot bondage man sex with him…since you see none of these above then no I not own it.
Nusku: Oh I also forgot I'll be putting two original characters that my sister and I made up because I promised her I WOULD. So if you see the names Nymph and Rethe then those are the characters we made laughs
Nusku: Ok everything is set…on with the chapter
L: you shouldn't play to much Resident Evil or Kingdom Hearts……it gets in you way of writing nibbles on cheese cake
Nusku: blushes and gives annoyed sigh gomen L-san I'll try not to…can I have some cheese cake whimpers
Raito: To bad I took the last piece
Nusku: ass hole…on with the story…fucking Raito being a bitch curses under breath oh and I also tried to do L's POV so please like I said if's he's OC sorry…I'm tryingto keep him in character.
Ryuuzaki's POV\
Raito-kun's staring at me again. Ever since that time where I fell on him he stares continually without purpose. Putting all my focus on the poem in front of me, I ignored the open stare…still it's quit unnerving.
"I wandered through an open field, darkness covered the lanted (charred…burned) land, shadows danced a crossed the corrupted seeds, No longer was I in the light of my lord" I kept my gaze calmly down inspecting the poem its self without the teachers reading, it can be taken two ways it seems through the literal way you would have to dive within its depths…kind of like Raito-kun…
"I lost all hope, pieces of the lost souls wander this place like butterflies in a blood filled war field, they sing in woe wails of tragedy shattering the roaring of the stale air, oh my lord I fell from my passion once again" pieces of lost souls huh how ironic this poem is, falling away from ones own passion very ironic we humans beings do break easy but others harder then most but we still do shatter like those lost souls within their own darkness.
"As I journeyed along I came upon a man enclothed within the depths of a tree, haunted souls damned forever to be harmed by the lurking hand of Lucifer" the word lurking seems to be the key word here, how can a hand lurk within a realm of something soli-I was suddenly pulled out of my thoughts when I felt a hand find it's way onto my right thigh, moving my gaze away from the poem I sneak a glance at Raito-kun who seems innocently watching the teacher teach…sneaky bastard (I had to put it in).
"Ryuuga-kun could you please tell us what gender wrote this…and why did they write it" the teacher seemed to see my distraction no matter….I've read ahead.
"Her devotion for this man runs deeper then love of gender, love can come out of anything if the seed is planted correctly-I paused wanting the teacher to process the first piece of information, seeing a pale look on the teachers face I continued-she loved him as a human being not a man a human, she loves him because he gave her the courage to pick herself back up from her living hell…now she feels it's her turn that she save him from his depression…she feels it her duty since he has silently asked only for her devotion…her loyalty" I stopped at this point seeing all eyes on me…I kept my features blank or tried to say the least, that hand had moved more inward brushing my inner thigh…as I said I tried.
"Depression mmmm very good Ryuuga-kun but you forgot to answer my first question…what gender-by this time Raito-kun seemed to snap.
"He did answer your question sensei, he kept saying she, her all through the explanation" his voice made me shiver, why is this happening now….me thinks it was a 90 percent good idea to take off the hand cuffs.
The teacher was silent seeming to fume silently, until the bell rang thank what ever-all my thoughts were broken as I swallowed a moan. Raito-kun's hand was rubbing up against my clothed member…harshly.
"We'll finish Wander in the Woods tomorrow…remember to bring your own copy this time Shinta-kun" I could hear mumbling and rushed movements…to my horror everybody had left. But that damn hand wouldn't let me go.
"…Ra…rai…Raito-his tongue was already down my throat before I could even blink, then just as sudden as it came the hand and his lips were gone leaving me panting.
"Remember Ryuuzaki…that's all I want…your devotion" that's all he said as he left me there….he left me there with quit a problem…two in reality. Letting go of the breath I was holding, I glanced at his retreating smug figure.
"Raito-kun" I suddenly said making him turn his eyes bright with ownership…of me?
"If you want devotion you already have it…but the question is…can you be devoted to me" I left him there the smug look gone only replaced with what seemed like hurt….I meant every word…but in truth I needed to know.
"Are you going to kill me if I open myself up…Kira" I thought as I wandered out into the now tear filled sky. I don't mind the rain…it sooths me…walking out of the build, out of shelter I got lost in my thoughts. Kira seems to punish without thinking….Raito seems to want my devotion even through he already has it….Kira doesn't know that the first and worst punishment you can place onto a human being is to make them live with nothing...to make them live with their regretful sins…like the poem said.
"The cries of regret filled my ears; the tear of red fell upon my brow as I went deeper within the dark ruler's kingdom but I could hear the low filled calls of my lord…I've found him…but where are you…my lord my devotion is pure…please stay you there my lord".
"Ironic words" I muttered as the rain got harder slamming large drops onto the mother earth's face.
"What seems to be ironic is walking in the rain Ryuuzaki-kun…" a soft voice fluttered worming its way into mind thoughts making all them fall away…I know that voice. Turning I see the owner of that voice…Nymph….she was standing there without a jacket…like me.
"Am I seeing things that are have no logic because of the rain…because Nymph-chan is in a coma if memory serves right" the girl smiled her elfin face glowing because of the rain.
"Ryuuzaki-kun your right I am still in coma but you seem to think on a scale of science where I think on mystical terms…I'm here but I'm not here…how could I not be with the only man who will stand against Kira" her features are blurry almost making it seem she really was just a…apparition. She moved a garnet strand from her face when I noticed that she wearing the same cloths as when she was hit by that car.
"Forgive but this is improbable…." I tell myself but the hallucination laughs…her same bell like laugh…
"Understood…then I'll leave you then but be aware of this Lawliet….Raito-kun…watch for certain things…that will give you, your answer…humans have many different ways of showing their emotions…you should know this…don't look for guilty because he's sly and can hide it easily…look closer…for affection…."
Affection….why affection….why such a word and no-oh god
"Nymph cha-she's gone…the stop were she stood…she's gone….the rain has caught up with me it seems...Raito-kun will look for me…yes…yes Raito-kun is like that-
"Look for affection…..-
Then it all went black.
"Mother why can't humankind show their emotion without harming others"
"Because dear child…emotions are always conflicting…you can have two types of people in a room and one is a source of conflict…because people think different thoughts there's always going to be people who are unhappy…so sometimes its just good to ignore them"
"Mother…MOTHER"
Authors Note: Hiiii…sorry it took so long…I got sick when I tried to post this chapter…then I re-read it and didn't like it and redid it…and still didn't like it…even now I don't like it ssoooo ya…please tell me what you think…oh yes Wander in the Woods is a poem I created please do not look for a book that is like it because the only thing close if the Divine Comedy…so please don't steal...and yes Nymph is my creation…she's fun to play lol….
