Pain
Summary: Pain without love, She'd rather feel pain then nothing at all.
Just watching him get hurt always destroyed me on the inside. I never understood why people couldn't just fly? Why did everyone want these regalia's? Why, if they only hurt people? Why did this flight always need to be filled with bloodshed? I don't understand.She brushed her hair into the two pony tails she was used too and bit her lip. How else would he recognize her? She sighed before placing her hands on the sink and bowing her head forward.
"Would it really matter if I held my hair up or down?"
Those were her musings at the beginning of the day. Later that night, she was watching them move around with their A.t's and she almost was jealous. She monitored their movements and sighed softly before looking away from them and up at the moon.
Yayoi? Yayoi…Come find me. Follow my voice.
She stood and it was like the hue in her eyes had vanished. She didn't hear the voices of her friends calling for her. She followed the voices before sighing in contentment. She came across a pond before she stripped herself of shoes and stepped into the water.
You want to be useful. You can be very useful. I will teach you to tune. Turn around.
She turned around and looked at the voice before biting her lip, and staring into the eyes of a ghostly creature, person? She reached for the outstretched before she was stopped by a hand on her shoulder. It was the familiar gloved hand of the Fang King. She looked at him the hue and iris returning to her eyes.
"Agito-kun…whats the matter?"
"We're leaving." She nodded her head and followed after him before smiling gently. Yayoi, had no recollection as what happened.
But it happened again.
A few weeks later, when she was alone.
And it was painful.
The twin ponytailed girl hit the floor at her practice and huffed a breath clutching her chest, as the organ underneath clenched painfully. She writhed on the ground, curled into a tiny ball as her body shifted into that of a tuner, her ears became sharper, her mind faster. She sighed softly when the pain subsided before she felt it come back full force. She grunted and then her body gave out and she slumped in the grass.
It all went black.
=w=
When she awoke, she was in the arms of someone she was familiar. She smiled softly when she opened her eyes.
"Agito-kun.."
"Fuck." He grunted carrying her to the house he was familiar with. She looked up at him and leaned against his neck gently. She smiled softly as he rummaged through her bag and unlocked the door to her empty house before carrying her up the stairs with little difficulty.
He opened the door and laid her on her bed. She looked up at him and he growled at her.
"Why?" He growled.
She looked at him, listening to his why. Why what? Why did she go through that?
"Because, I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all."
