Author Note: Aaaand Chapter 3 =) 'Cos i'm bored mainly, but it was there so i thought 'why not!?' lol
A massive thanks to my dude and awesome Beta, Lord Jellyfish!! Without him i would be kicking myself for all the stupid mistakes i make!! You keep me on track, dude, so thank you =)
Now...onwards!!
Warning contains femslash don't like, don't read =)
Disclaimer: I do not own Hannah Montana or any of the characters!! ('Cos if i did, Jake Ryan would have been shot, or be gay with Oliver and Miley and Lilly would have been together from the start!! Also Lilly and Miley both would have had a fling with Mikayla!! 'Cos COME ON!! That is pretty damn hot!! XD)
Two-Timer
Lilly's POV
"Hey Lil!"
"Oliver? What the hell are you doing here?"
"What, can't your best friend drop by to see you for no reason?" I held his gaze as he smiled at me.
"Oliver."
"Alright, alright, I'm here to make sure you don't do anything stupid." I nodded as he gave in.
"Oliver, I don't need a babysitter, y'know."
"I'm not here because of… No Lils, we just thought if I stayed you wouldn't-"
"What?" I stopped him mid sentence; he looked at me, confused.
"Huh?"
"You said 'we'." His eyes went wide.
"Uh no I didn't. I said…me! Yeah that's it!"
"Oliver." I glared at him; I knew exactly what he'd done and who he'd meant.
"Lilly please!"
"No, Ollie! I trusted you! And you go behind my back like that! I mean what the hell?"
"Lilly please, she's worried about you! And so am I! I don't want you doing something that could hurt you or anyone else! Things are bad enough between you two without you going all Hitler on us!"
"Fuck's sake, Ollie! Don't you get it!? I have to do this! I have to show her that she can't get away with this! She hurt me bad, Oliver! And I just…I have to do something!" I felt the tears coming.
For the first time since I found out she had broken her promise, I wasn't angry, I just wanted to cry. I wanted to just let everything go and cry until it didn't hurt anymore.
"Oh Lils, I'm so sorry!" He looked uncomfortable, like he thought it was his fault.
But it wasn't. It's never his fault; he's too damn nice to ever hurt anyone. I know I shouldn't have shouted at him. He cares, I know he does…unlike some people.
"No, Ollie, no. It's not you, I just…" A sob shook my body and I flung my arms round him, catching him off guard as he stumbled backwards a few steps.
"Lils please don't cry! What ever it is, I promise we can get through it! All of us!" He hugged me back; a little awkwardly, yeah, but I knew he just wanted me to be okay again. But… it wasn't that fucking simple! God…he had no idea just how much I wanted his words to be true, but I knew that there was little to no chance of that ever happening.
Because…because she just didn't care. She didn't care about me at all; why else would she have broken her promise?
"I-I love her, Ollie, but-but I just don't see how!"
That was the honest truth.
I did love her. More than anything.
Even though I wanted to kill her, I knew I could never live without her.
"We'll find a way! But you gotta talk to her, Lilly! She was…she was pretty upset when I called her before, maybe she… god, I don't know, maybe she does care more than you think!" I shook my head; for god's sake, how could she?
No. No she didn't care. It was all just a front for Oliver, to make him think like that. Tomorrow everything will just go back to how it was; maybe she'd be even more popular! 'Cos people would feel bad for her that 'Crazy Truscott' decided it was time to scream at her, instead of Jake fucking Ryan or Amber and Ashley like she usually did.
"No, Oliver. I'm sorry, but I have to do this." I let go of him and stepped away, wiping my face with my sleeve.
Oliver stared at me. I knew he saw the determination in my eyes, the resolution that he'd never ever been able to change when it was firm enough. But he'd still try, I knew that.
"Lils please." He pleaded, but I just shook my head.
No one breaks Lilly Truscott's heart and gets away with it.
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Author Note: Sorry it's so short, but the next couple of chapters will be a lot long, so have no fear!! Lol okay, so what did you think!? Review and let me know, alright?
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