I do not own Glee. This takes place after Blame It On The Alcohol and Silly Love Songs.

Just in case you haven't realized it yet when things are written in Italics it means it's the conversation inside Kurt's head.


Kurt went back up to his room and slept some more after reading the note from his so-called "family." It seemed as if all he did anymore was sleep.

That's because you're useless. Why do you even go on living? No one will ever want you, you gross cow.

"That's not true," Kurt said aloud. "I'm going to prove to all of them that I'm not worthless." He contemplated changing into his blue, satin pajamas, but settled on an old pair of loose sweatpants and a t-shirt. I don't deserve to wear nice things. I don't deserve nice things at all. Why do you think none of your friends talk to you? What about Blaine? Nice things are for pretty people.

"Then I'll become pretty. I'll be fucking perfect. Everyone will want me," Kurt said, drowsily before he took some NyQuil and fell asleep.


Kurt woke up later that Saturday when he heard his family trailing up the stairs from the basement, chatting amiably about some of the players. Kurt heard bits and pieces of their conversations, mainly when they were talking about how great Finn is. It's always 'Finn this' and 'Finn that' nowadays. Whatever. Kurt doesn't need them. They'll be crawling back to him, just wait. But you know you want them to love you. You need them. "I don't! I don't need them!" Kurt said, rather loudly, to himself.

"Kurt, are you up there?"

"Yeah, Dad, I'll be there down in a minute."

"Are you on the phone? Who were you talking to?"

"No one dad, Mercedes had a question. I'll be downstairs in a second."

"Okay, anything you want for dinner?"

"No, I just ate a little bit ago, I'm not hungry."

"Okay, if you're sure."

"I'm fine."


I do plan on finishing this story, even if it takes me a little while, I'm posting another chapter later tonight, I think since this one is so short.

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