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Recap: She came in and saw me in a corner with my head between my knees sobbing hopelessly.

She asked, "Hey Bella, how you holding up?"

I looked at her and she somehow saw the answer plain on my face.

Alice went back downstairs, to yell at jasper some more I was assuming.

Bella's POV

I heard Alice approach jasper, which is pretty weird since vampires are supposedly to be extremely quiet. I sobbed till my eyes started to hurt from the constant rubbing I was doing. When I thought I wasn't going to cry anymore, I picked up my notebook and started to write a poem.

You and That Girl

The pain inside is burning her

Why can't you let her be?

Can't you see what remaining what you signify?

It means she would die

Die for you

And what do you do?

You stare

You don't even care

You stare

Stare at the girl you left scars with

The scars that will never heal

The tears

The tears that fall

Fall for you

Hazel eyes

Once hazel but now red from crying

Red from shedding tears

Now, every night

Around 13:09

You hear screaming

Non-stop for hours and hours

Months later,

You still remember that girl

The girl you tore apart

That girl that now lays at rest

In a field of black roses

For you.

While I was writing, I saw my tears soak though my pages I was writing upon. It was like in the tears you saw what I was feeling. The salt water literally turned black once it hit my pen's ink. I went onto the bed, put the notebook under my pillow and cried myself to sleep. As I drifted to sleep, I saw him.

My Dream:

I was at a local café, when I spotted jasper sitting alone, like me. I told myself I was going to finish my coffee and cookie and then leave. I brought out my notebook and started to compose a poem. I was lost into my words that I didn't hear him approach. I saw someone sat down and it startled me when he said my name.

"Bella?" he had said.

"Umm…yeah jasper?" I asked still startled.

He seemed pleased. "Do you want to go to the movies after you finish, and maybe you can come to my place? I have something I wanted to show you."

I wasn't startled anymore, I was excited! "Sure, just let me finish my coffee."

"Of course." He said politely.

I literally chugged my coffee down and put my notebook in my messenger bag, and we headed off.

I told him I didn't have my car with me.

He laughed and said, "Ha-ha, don't worry, come take a ride with me" He winked at me.

I felt all the blood rush to my cheeks. He laughed again. His laugh was nothing like Alice's; his laugh was human. (A/N: betcha didn't cee that. Jasper a human..Maybe you did xS) When we reached his car. I felt my jaw drop with a pop sound. His car was…was…sexy! It was a metallic blue Porsche! When I got in the exterior smelt amazing! The purring sound of his car was like a lullaby. It was so peaceful compared to my truck's roar. We reached the movie theatres around 1:00 pm. we saw the movie, "the Nightmare before Christmas" I found it funny when he did the "pretend-to-stretch-and-over-the-shoulder move. I smiled up at him and cuddled closer. When the movie ended it was still only 3:00 pm. When we got out he asked me,

"Do you still want to go to my place?"

I stumbled to say, "Yeah I still wanna go."

He smiled as we got into his car. We drove to his house in silence. It wasn't a long drive. When we got to his house I was quite amazed. He lived in a town house. (Of course he still lived with his parents) his parents were out this weekend so he lead me straight up to his room. The whole house was clean. With no dust at all. I was a bit freaked out! When we went up the stairs to jasper's room, I immediately calmed down. His room was a mess, just like mine! When I first went in I first saw all his drawings and in the corner a guitar. He was busy searching for something.

So I asked, "Do you play guitar?"

He chuckled, "yeah I do. In fact, that is what I wanted to show you."

"Oh really?" I was flattered now.

He led me to his giant bed and I sat I the middle. He went to go get his guitar and sat on the bed with me. I smiled deeply.

He looked directly in my eyes and said, "I practiced this song every night waiting to play it to you."

I blushed and nodded in encouragement.

When he played I immediately knew the song. It was Angel in Disguise by Cinema Bizarre. He sang the lyrics with it also. His voice was extraordinary! It was truly a gift from God. I didn't notice but as soon as he finished the song, I started to cry silently.

He put his guitar down and put his arm around my waist and said, "Bella are you alright?"

I managed to say, "Yeah, I'm fine. That was really amazing jasper. I admire that you played a song for me."

He smiled when he knew there was nothing wrong with me and said, "Of course I played for you. You are absolutely adorable!"

I blushed even deeper. I was going to be permanently pink on the cheeks.

He chuckled in response at my reaction and said, "While I was playing, I thought I wanted to try something…"

He held my chin closer to his face. My heart tried to jump out of my chest. Before I knew it, his lips were on mine…….

I awoke from my dream and started to cry again; Harder then usual. I thought, Stupid Bella! Why did you dream about jasper?! You know you will never have him. He doesn't even like you; after what he said to you in the living room. I started to scream and trash things around.

The last thing I saw was jasper at the door of Alice's room shocked, and Alice herself holding me by the waist. Then, I blacked out.

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