Hey everyone! I'm so sorry that it's a day late but I've been swamped with Revision and Homework I haven't been able to post till now. But come on 1 review. Please please review thank you to ThatSummerInWonderland for your Review I would also like to thank my beta RoseHathaway-Beilkov xx for Betaing this story and fixing my terrible grammar! But anyway this is Chapter 3 of 'I Can't Do This Anymore' from Lily's perspective please review and enjoy.
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Chapter 3
Lily's Pov
You have got to be kidding me! You have to be joking! 2 years! 2 fucking years Sirius has had feelings for Remus and he hasn't said a word! Sirius just said October! He's liked Remus since October of 4th year. That's 4 MORE months then Remus! What is it with boys and keeping feelings under wraps! The fact that Sirius likes Remus is no surprise to me. From the looks Sirius had been giving Remus recently I keep accepting them to walk through the great hall doors holding hands and walking as close together as they can, but 2 YEARS is taking it too far. Wait. If I can play this situation right I could have Remus and Sirius together before lunch then my expectation could actually happen. If it works I can't wait to see the Gryffindor Sluts faces that would be priceless. Remus is never going to make a move though so I need to get to Sirius. Sirius is more prove to rash thinking if I can convince him to just go up to Remus and kiss him this whole mess could be fixed easily! Right I've just got to say the right thing…I need to pretend I don't know anything
"So let me get this straight. You have been in love with Remus for the past 2 years and in those 2 years you have never once tried to tell or show him in anyway shape or form about these feelings and now you want me to magic up, and if either of you make any reference to the fact I'm a witch then I will hex you both into next week, a solution" I said. I know I have to be careful if I'm too cocky James or Sirius will pick up on something and I never break a promise!
"Pretty much" Sirius mumbled to the floor. I am starting to pity Sirius a bit. I mean It can't be easy being in love with one of you best mates. He can deny it all it wants but I know he loves him. I can see it in his eyes. This also makes me feel exasperated. I mean come on 2 years is a ridiculously long time to hide your feelings. But I am determined to fix this!
Sirius has finally looked me in the eye and when I look into his eye I can see a huge range of things, from desperation to a crazy plan in the corner of his eye, but above all of it the most prominent has to be pure undiluted love, not directed at me but, focused purely on Remus. It was a lovely sight. I decided to have a bit of fun with Sirius.
"You do know that you're really obvious right" I said mockingly and a smirk sneaking onto my face. I was right it was staring everyone in the face. There's like 5 betting pools going on about when it's going to happen. I even think the teachers have placed bets!
"What" he said panic laced into his tone and creeping into his eyes "how am I obvious?" he asked as the panic in his eyes became clearer.
How he asks! There never been something more in plain sight that this. I think even a few girls that pine after Sirius are secretly rooting for them just to stop the pining looks over the Gryffindor table.
"Sirius" I said laughing "In the past week alone I've caught you staring at him at least 10 times and it's only Wednesday"
It's true I caught him twice at breakfast yesterday and they were only there 15 minutes because they over slept! I could see a bright red blush creeping up his neck and onto his cheeks
"I don't stare at him" he said the blush taking over his whole face now. Yeah and Voldermort hands out candy at Halloween! {Note the Sarcasm}
"Yeah you do mate" James said with a smirk on his face. I'm impressed with James! He's kept Sirius's secret for a whole 2 years. He would have slipped up normally by this point.
"Oh shut up!" he mumbled avoiding mine or James eyes "Look we're not here to discuss how I stare at Moony we're here so that Lily can give me some advice on how to get Moony!" he said no longer mumbling and pointing at me. He did have a point. I know from experience that Sirius doesn't like big rambling speeches. I need something short and sweet that will wedge in his brain and he'll do instinctively.
"Okay look Sirius I am only going to give you 1 piece of advice and I'm only going to say it once okay. So are you listening Sirius" I said to make sure he was paying attention.
"I'm listening" he said. I could see him hanging onto my every word
"Just walk up to him and snog him" I said talking very slowly as if I was talking to a toddler to make sure it sinks in.
I sat there waiting to see if he was going to take my advice or not and then in the corner of his eye a little glimmer reared its head. A little glimmer that spread to every corner of his eye and I knew. I don't know how I knew but I knew that my advice had been taken to heart.
Sirius stood up and walked away. I turned to watch him leave with a smirk
"I can't wait to see the School's reaction to this" I laughed to James as I turned to look at him
"How do you know that Remus is going to…well snog back" James asked in a suspicious tone
"Oh come on! And you don't!" I smirked "Come on I want some lunch" I stood, turned and walked towards the portrait hole. I can't wait to see the slut's reaction.
END OF CHAPTER
There you have it Chapter 3. What did you think! Please Please Review. I have to go now. See u next week.
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