Alice,
I hope things are getting better for you as my broken heart seems to know it will find you again. I went by the river today and found a daffodils that reminded me of the time we skipped you piano lesson to go swim down by the old lake, You told me that we wouldn't get caught and then you father came looking for us in the woods where you dragged me into the lake. I remember the way you looked at me with that grin of yours and laughed because you said my hair looked "Fuzzy" after that we just swam for a bit until we reached that meadow of daffodils. Eventually your father found us and forbid you to see me, yet it didn't stop you.
Rosalie seems to be recovering from the move pretty quick, her and her snotty friends are back on the prowl and I look at them with disgust when I realise she went from you to them, her standards have definitely dropped, I must stay. I will admit it is nice to be back with all the horses again, Its a good way for me to get away from the house and as I write this, I sit in a meadow that in my mind I have named, Alice's Meadow, I come here a lot just to think of you and I hope one day I can show you it. I really hope that this works out between us as I know it will. I promise my life on this Alice that if you want me, I will come, It may take a while but I am always there for you. No matter what happens.
Like you said, I will tell you of my day, mother has decided that it is time for us to do something with our life. She urges me to join the army whist she looks for a suitable man for Rosalie and as much as you want to believe I am a charming Gentleman, I am sorry to say the locals from Texas aren't thinking the same. I really miss you, It doesn't feel right. A few things happened around, some fights I got into but nothing major, The bad news is my father has been ordered to join the army again as he is now well enough to return, he has been given three days before we may not see him for a few months and mother is even trying to get me to leave with him I know I promised you, Alice that I would write back Immediately but I may need a few days to say goodbye to my dad. Don't worry I will beg my mother to not make me go with him. I am so sorry but please don't feel I have neglected you as I never will and you are my priority.
As ever, I love you
Here is a Poem I wrote for you Alice:
My Eternal love,
An endless game
You touched my heart
Please touch again.
Girl of life
You are my mind
Whilst listens to my every breath
You are very hard to find
and distance splits our bodies far
I am yours,
That's who we are
(Sorry you have always known I am bad at poems)
Jasper xx
