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This is a short chapter, shorter than the two others. I will be finished with the 4'th one soon - I promise!
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The sun was shining bright, and I totally enjoyed every second of it.
For some time ago, when I got to know that I would become a full-blooded vampire, I were afraid that I wouldn't be able to see
the sun like when I did before. I would become a creature of the night, just like Mr. Crepsley. I looked forward to it, but still, there was this bad sad of it.
I lost my humanity completely. Then I wouldn't be able to act like a human, and go around
the streets in the warm, yellow sun. Not that did bother me, now that I were .. dead.
It was still hard for me to accept this fact.The fact that I were killed a month ago, by Steve,
who stood by the forest, and talked with a young vampire. It was hard to accept that Gavner,
Mr. Crepsley, Mika, Arra, Steve, Sam, Shancus, Kurda, Paris, and other of my friends were
dead, because I could see them here, with me, in this wonderful place called Paradise.
None of us did see Gavner longer. One day, he felt the soul of "Someone dear to me.."
- as he said, coming and spend the next week with him.. or her.
One day when I, and Mr. Crepsley talked about "old days" and the first time I went to
the Vampire Mountain, I came to think of Gavner's bright yellow boxer-shorts and his
girlfriend. I was curious, and who could tell me about Gavner's "little-secret", if it wasn't for Mr Crepsley?
The red-haired vampire refused to tell me anything. He said that I was "too young for these kind of stuff".
No way! - I thought - And then I spend the next 15 minutes to make
him realize that If I were a human now, I would have been over 25-28 years old.
He laughed and said that if he was a human, he would have been around 150-180 years old, but since he
actually is a vampire, he's only in his thirties. - And that ment that I were still
too young! Then he smiled sadly and probably though that it was his fault that I were still a teenager. Well a grown-up
teenager, actually, but that didn't change anything. And so, he told me about Liz - Gavner's true love. He told me everything
( well, almost, I guess he didn't tell me every little details (not that I wanted to hear them, of course!) but he did his best
telling the story just like he heard it) . I couldn't understand why it had to be a secret, but when Mr Crepsley gave a little hint,
I come to think of what he told me many years ago when I told him
about Debbie. Vampires and humans don't belong together. The humans die of old age, while the vampires can keep
on living six times as long as their partner. And, it's unsafe to tell humans about us, as they can contact the police
(not that that is a big problem - it's just troublesome). And vampires can't have children - thank you so much, Mr. Tiny -
while humans can, and sadly all these things makes it so hard for humans and vampires to live together, so the old princes
decided that it would be best if vampires tried to stay away from humans - for the clan's safety and the human man/woman's feelings. But Gavner and Liz did fall in love
for almost 30 years ago. He felt it from the start, the way she trusted him blindly, knowing that
he was a vampire. Mr Crepsley started on a sentence about how they bro- something.
I didn't give up and asked him seriously to tell me more, while I were hoping that I sounded
more adult than I felt like being. He told me then awful truth. Liz broke up with Gavner, even trough she still
loved him, because she didn't want to break his hearth. Liz was starting to get old, while Gavner was still a young man.
She left him a letter, and a present, before she ran away, and then sold the house, and lived in another country for the rest of her life.
I felt really sorry for Gavner. I had never though of his girlfriend, and how hard it had been for him to lose Liz. Mr Crepsley shared a secret with me
- he said that he though that the soul "Deer to Gavner" was Lizies soul. I had been more than ten years since she left Gavner,
and as he said, she was starting to get old. He told me not to panic, Gavner would come back soon, but he needed some time to be alone with Liz.
I acted like nothing had happened, and smiled happily, and then started laughing.
"What is it with you, Darren?"
"Nothing - nothing relly!"
"This was a great story, and since you're so good at telling stories.. Um.. now.. maybe you could tell me a little about you and Arra, Mr Crepsley?" I put on a fake angelic smile.
Mr. Crepsley's face got red like a tomato, like it allways did when I mentioned his and Arra's
romantic relationship.
"T-That story is unneaded." He was always getting so shy, when I asked him to tell me a little fact or two.It was almost incredible.
"Please? With sugar, icecream, shocolate and whatever you like on it?"
Mr Crepsley looked suprised.
"What is shocolate?"
"WHAT?! You've NEVER eated shocolate? No way! Tonight you will eat some, or I'm going to
force it in you're mouth while you're asleep!" - Hah! He wouldn't get away that easily!
"Is it relly THAT good? Well, if you insist, I might have a little taste!"
And so, I forgot to beg him to tell me about Arra and him. Mr Crepsley was right, Gavner had been with Liz, and now she had
desided to be on our side for some while.Liz was cute, nice and caring. Funny too - it wasn't strange that Gavner had fallen in love with her.
The only problem was that she was an old woman now. Still beautiful (she might have been even more
beautiful when she was young!) - but around 55 years old. Liz had died form breast cancer,
just like her grandmother. She told us everything that had happened. She didn't find another
man to live with.Her love to Gavner was too strong, and every time a man tried to ask her out she only though about Gavner, and how much she missed him, and refused to date anyone.
I knew how happy Gavner was about that. He still said "my Liz" when he talked about her, and he would have been very
upset if Liz had told him that she found another man, gotmarried with him, adopted/had children with him, and lived happily ever
after, and forgot about the young vampire. And when I say very upset, I mean VERY. That would have torned Gavner apart.
I asked Gavner about Arra/Larten but he reacted the same way. Kurda did that too. Mika
and Paris too. It was a s-e-c-r-e-t and nobody did know. Or at least, they didn't want to tell me about it. I were too nervous
to ask Arra, but I did want to know. She was a vampire, (maybe blooded by Mr Crepsley?!), and after I heard the Liz/Gavner story, I was veeery curious about
my mentor's wife. Yes. Wife! Guess who asked Paris about a little favour? Yes, you guessed righ! Finally I decided to ask Arra.
She got suprised, but then she just laughed heartly, and told me that it was a secret. But then she promised to tell me the whole story another time, when
I got older!! Oh gosh! I decided that I didn't want to waste my time, and just nodded and went
to complain to Kurda. At least he would understand me!
I had totally forgotten about the other me.. the little, scared, thirteen year old me.(Yeah, I know I were still twelve - but I always
say thirteen when I talk with others. And there wasn't that long to my birthday eather!)
I didn't want to kidnap him, and I didn't want to leave him in the mess, unknowing of
his best friends evil thoughs. But did I have any other choise? I didn't want him, or should I say me, to end up like me now.
Dead, without the life I guess I desirved. Without a normal life with my friends, and family. I went to mine and Mr Crepsley's room,
and though about what I would have done if I got the diary of the future me.
I tried my hardest to reme,ber everything, think the same way as the thirteen year old me.
It was so hard, after all the years I had spend as a vampire. I did no longer think about football, horror movies (Why should I?
I lived in a horror movie, in a strange way!)But after half-a-hour I finally "got into my head". I remembered everything, and though the same way as the younger me.
Then I fell off my bed in panic. Mr Tall wouldn't send the diary
fast enough to me, and even if he did, I would have though that it was a joke. After some time I would have done exactly what I
wanted to do from the start. I would have done the same mistake.
I would have stealed Madam Octa even if I didn't know about Steve's plans!
THAT could only mean one thing. The story would repeat itself!
I would become a half-vampire anyway!!
