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Austin's Point of view
When I woke up I couldn't help but stop smiling, thinking about last night at Ally's house. She invited me over to spend some time together since we both felt like we haven't spend much time together lately and the amazing time we had together last night were just impossible to forget.
Ally have always been the most special and amazing humanbeing alive on this earth. Everytime I think about the kind of strong friendship we have I always realize how blessed I am to have a girl like her in my life. She always understands me and no matter what decisions I choose to make, I know she will always be there for me.
In the beginning all I wanted was the two of us to always stay friends but then after being around her this much for almost an entire year, it's impossible to not admit that I have fallen for my best friend which is freaking me out since I don't know how Ally feels and the last mistake I want to do is to make her feel uncomfortable and awkward but luckily she haven't given me any signs of discomforts so far. By not making Ally feel uncomfortable I mean that lately I have been giving her signals by using body language and I guess she received the signals in a good way since Ally didn't hold back.
I'm still worried about the whole situation, Ally could accept us holding hands, giving each other intimate squeezes when we hug and have deep eye contact but still we never talk about it, we just had normal conversations like any other time about everything, just not about us. That's part that concerns me especially since I haven't talk about my thoughts with anyone. I have been holding these thoughts to myself just letting them grow with questions as more worried I get.
While I was eating breakfast I tried to figure out what I should do today, I figured out that Dez and I haven't been hanging out for since the movie night me, Dez, Trish and Ally had at my house. It's sad since Dez is my best friend since my childhood and I'm more than sure he is wondering why he haven't heard from me. We usually hangout almost everyday.
After breakfast I decided to call Dez. "Hey Austin! How are you doing? It's been a while buddy." He answered and sounded happy to finally hear from me.
"Hi Dez! I know, it's been such a long while, sorry man!" I answered apologetically.
"No Austin, don't be sorry!" Dez quickly said and asked "Do you want to catch up and hangout later?"
"Yes! That would be awesome Dez." I said. We hung up agreeing to meet each other in the mall in an hour.
An hour later Dez and I met in the mall and bought ice cream and went to the game house to play some games and just chill out.
"So, have you heard anything from Ally or Trish?" Dez suddenly asked while he was focusing on the game. Should I tell him about what's going on with Ally? He deserves to know, I mean who else should I tell? Dez doesn't have a clue about this anyway but I wonder how he will react if I tell him.
"Well, I was at Ally's house last night." I lightly answered Dez who gave me a weird look and said "Yeah, about that. Is something going on between you guys?"
"I don't know, Dez. The whole situation is just confusing." I said back. "Why haven't you told me Austin? As much as I feel totally weird about it, I really want to help you out if you need any help. Just ask me whenever you need to." Dez answered and I literally felt guilty for not telling my best friend, sure Dez is crazy and he might live in his own world, but he really is a true friend.
"I know, sorry Dez." I said with a sign of guilt on my face.
Later that day I came home earlier than I thought but I guess I needed to be home just to clear my mind. The last thing I wanted to do was to hurt Ally and I know that our friendship means everything to her as it does to me but still I think I need to reveal some feelings - When I have enough courage right now she seems happy and I don't want ruin that because Ally being happy is the reason why I am happy.
Ally's Point of view
"Trish! What am I suppose to do?" I complained worrying about that I just falled in love with my best friend. I actually did not understand why I was freaking out right now but I couldn't stop being worried for some unknown reason.
"Ally, calm down. I'm sure that Austin is in to you, I mean it's kind of obvious but maybe he just don't want to hurt you and the friendship. You need to give him some time to make decisions too." Trish answered immediately to calm me down. It was true, I was being way to insecure and worried. "You are right Trish, I should just keep spend time and flirt with Austin and see where it goes from there." I answered, realizing that my best friend was right.
"Besides, Austin is the one who is suppose to make the first move. You should make sure he hurry up by flirting." Trish say. I totally agreed and I need to stop being this insecure about things it just stresses me out. "Should I call him and ask if he wants to hangout?" I asked Trish who excitedly nodded.
I waited 10 minutes before I called and it didn't took long before Austin quickly answered the phone.
"Hey Austin!" I say trying to not sound nervous. "Hey Ally. How are you?" He says sounding happy to hear from me which makes me smile.
"I'm doing good thanks, how are you?" I answered his question. "I'm doing great, Ally. Thank you for last night, it was truly amazing." Austin said and sent me tingles through the phone.
"I was just wondering if you wanted to hangout later?" I asked carefully hoping we would say yes.
"Sure Ally, I would love to! You can come over at my house, do you mind helping me to babysitting my cousin Aiden? It's only me and him here." Austin responded.
"That sounds great, see you in a little bit Austin." I said.
I took a long shower and decided to curl my hair. I decided to wear skinny jeans and a white top. I looked a little too dressed up but I'm sure that Austin wouldn't notice. I then simply put on some make up, trying to look as natural as possible but not with the lip gloss. Right before when I was going out of the door I took a deep breath, convincing myself to just be myself and hope for the best.
I realized how fast I walked to Austin's house when I was standing right in front of his door before I even knew it. I took a last deep breath and knocked at the door. Austin opened it within a few second and there he was standing, perfectly with his outfit. Austin smiled instantly when he saw me and pulled me into a hug. I leaned my face on his chest as he rested his jaw on the top of my head. Our arms were surrounded by each other and we stood like that for a few moments before we pulled off.
"Where is Aiden?" I gently asked. I can tell that Austin was surprised but happy I asked him that question. "He is upstairs watching a movie." Austin answered while he helped me to take my jacket off and hung it up for me on the hook. I blushed and he noticed that.
When we got upstairs and met Austin's cousin Aiden, I immediately gave him a hug, he was really adorable. Austin smiled and winked at me everytime I held Aiden, I winked back at Austin and I could tell he was surprised by the flirting kind of Ally. "Aiden loves you, Ally!" Austin said excitedly. I smiled and said "Your cousin is the cutest child I have ever met."
After feeding Aiden we decided to watch a movie in case it made him fall into sleep, it was getting really late. The three of us sat on the bed. Aiden leaned against my chest which both Austin and I was shocked about. My arms were surrounded around Aiden while my head was leaned on Austin's shoulder. I adored Austin and I didn't wanted to hide my emotions. Before we knew it Aiden had already fallen asleep, we slowly and carefully moved him to the bed in the guestroom where he got get more comfortable sleep. Than it was only me and Austin and I did not know what to expect.
Austin took my hand and hold it really hard as he squeezed it, my heart skipped a few beats. I got lost in his brown beautiful eyes and realized how much I admire him.
"It's really late now Ally! You can't go home by yourself and I can't leave the house with Aiden alone." Austin suddenly said snapping me from staring on his eyes. I gasped, it was late. There is just no way that I'm walking home by myself in this darkness. "You can sleep over here, I can't let you go now. It's really late and dark!" I heard Austin say which surprised me. What would happen now?
"Are you sure?" I asked with a stressed voice. "Of course Ally." He answered laughing trying to calm me down. I smiled at him and thanked him as he once again pulled me into a hug.
"Maybe we should sleep now." Austin said, I nodded. He gave me a brand new tooth brush to brush my teeth with and I borrowed a white t-shirt and shorts of Austin, his clothes were really comfortable. I pulled my hair into a ponytail. "You look beautiful." Austin said coming in through the door with only boxers on. I was admired by seeing just how beautiful he looked. I grinned at him. We sat quietly on his bed brushing and playing each other fingers.
"Do you mind sleeping on the same bed or do you want me to go and get a mattress for you?" Austin gently asked me. I shaked "No, this is perfect" I answered with a calm, confindent voice and softly bet myself on my lower lip. Austin smiled and automatically grabbed my waist as we leaned our foreheads against each other, I was on the top. I could feel him breath and my heart skipped beats. This was just a moment I would love to live forever, the only thing that would make it better was if he said something. We stared into each others eyes for a long while until Austin finally said "You are amazing!" I gave him a huge smile and then we were lying on the bed.
I could feel him grabbing his arms around me under the cover as I smoothly and carefully start to rub my hand on his chest, giving it a massage. He pulls me closer to me and my head was on his chest. I could feel Austin's heart beats thinking of that they are the reason why my heart beats. Austin looks down at me leaning his nose against mine, we can inhale each others breaths and our lips are less than inches away from each other.
Our noses stay like that for a moment and our eyes are constantly staring at each other, this feeling of closeness with Austin was just incredible.
After a while Austin finally caughts some braveness to lightly and carefully touch his lips against with mine. I answer the kiss and gently kiss back then we both pull off smiling at each other as we fall asleep.
