Ed's pov

"Only one more hour Bella." I said to my love as I walked into her room.

She looked up at me with bright eyes, but coughed out in pain.

I winced at the reminder of the monster I was for doing this, but when her gorgeous smile slipped onto her face all my feelings disappeared and were replaced with love, desire, and joy.

I walked over to her, and took her hand in mine.

"Finally, I don't think I can wait a minute longer." Bella choked out as her hands shakily hold onto mine.

Her hand now felt like mine, not soft, and warm, but normal like mine, it was so strange to me.

I kissed her hand gently and never took my eyes away from her now red eyes.

"I'm sorry about all this Bella." I said looking down.

I know that I had been apologizing for three days straight but I couldn't help it, I did one of the most selfish things ever to do, and half of me is glad I did.

"Edward really I am completely fine with this, I'll miss Charlie and Rene sure, but I love you, and would give up anything to be with you." Bella said seriously, then her hand fell back against her pillow and she gave a soft cry of pain.

Four knifes stabbed at all the places in my heart, and if I wasn't a vampire I knew that I would have been crying.

I couldn't lose her, she was my everything, I would be nothing but an empty shell, a cold, lonely, empty shell.

She gave me a slight smile.

"I'm ok." She said softly.

I frowned, not agreeing with her at all.

At that moment Carlisle came in with a look of sadness, but he hid it quickly as Bella looked up at him.

"Charlie will be coming in soon, are you still going with your plan?" Carlisle asked.

"Yes, it's just easier this way." Bella said now looking even more pained then before.

Carlisle nodded sadly.

"Would you still like Edward and I to be with you, or would you like some privacy with Charlie?" Carlisle asked.

"Please stay, if Charlie gets to close to me I don't want to hurt him." Bella said looking at us both with hope.

"Of course, he'll be here in three, two, one…" I said hearing his thoughts, and movements from behind the door.

Oh Bella please be ok. He thought over and over again.

This was going to be hard on me as well seeing all the pain that I had caused on not only Bella, but her loved ones.

Charlie came in with red eyes, but he obviously was trying to look like this wasn't destroying his insides.

"How is she?" He asked walking right over to her, and taking her hand that wasn't in mine already.

Charlie already knew my feelings for Bella, and strangely he was glad that I did, and was very glad that I was the one who had tried to save her, if only he knew what I did, that I killed his only daughter.

"I'm sorry to say worse than before, we don't know what's happening, we aren't sure how long she is going to be." Carlisle said seriously, even looking genuinely sad.

Charlie now was letting a few tears asleep as he looked at Bella, her eyes closed, and her chest barely rising and falling.

Bella had only five minutes left now.

I looked over to Charlie sadly.

"I'm so sorry Charlie, sorry I couldn't save her, I tried I really did." I said looking down at Bella now.

She continued to keep her expression blank.

"You're making it sound like there is no hope at all, she could pull through this." Charlie said glaring at me with teary eyes.

The intense torture, and hope in his voice was enough to bring on a whole new round of guilt to me, and I kissed Bella's hand gently.

Telling her that there was seconds away from it being over, and for her to stop breathing soon.

That's when her heart monitor began to beep like crazy.

Charlie jumped to his feet in fear.

"What's happening, what's going on with her heart?" Charlie asked franticly looking at Carlisle.

Carlisle quickly began to pretend to look over her, and keep a worried, shocked face while doing it.

"I don't know, how is this possible?" Carlisle asked looking horrified.

Bella began to convulse on the table, now I was worried, I had never seen anyone do that as the change was coming to an end.

"Do something?" Charlie shrieked at us.

"Bella, Bella are you ok love?" I asked in franticly.

Then slowly the shaking stopped, and her heart began to slow and finally stopped along with Bella's breathing.

"NO!" Charlie yelled, and fell to his knees in sobs as he clutched Bella's hand to him.

Carlisle and I began to look her over quickly, not sure what had happened and if Bella was ok.

When Bella gave my hand a gentle squeeze telling me she was fine I sighed in relief lowly so Charlie didn't hear.

So is she ok? Carlisle asked.

I gave him a slight nod.

Edward I can hear your thoughts! Bella's thoughts said all of a sudden.

I gasped in shock.

How did you do that? I thought shocked.

I don't know, but when I focus on Carlisle being around Charlie isn't hard at all, but as soon as I focus on something else it is like fire in my throat like crazy. Bella thought to me.

Do you think your power is that you can take someone else's power and use it? I thought in amazement.

I think so, but if I focus on Charlie I can't do anything. Bella thought as Charlie began to stand up.

Maybe it only works on other vampires. I thought.

That's pretty cool, Edward please tell me when Charlie leaves for sure so I can stop concentrated on Carlisle. Bella thought.

Alright it won't be long now. I thought, and then looked to Charlie.

"Charlie, I'm so sorry." Carlisle said gently putting his hand on Charlie's shoulder.

Charlie looked away from him and to Bella in sorrow.

"I have to go, tell Rene, umm, thanks Carlisle." Charlie said gruffly, and walked out the door.

Carlisle sighed.

"Charlie isn't taking this well." He said and looked down to Bella.

"Alright Bella, Charlie is gone." I said gently.

Bella opened her eyes slowly reveling two blood red orbs, and she smiled.

"Well at least that's over with, but what will I do, I don't want to pretend to be dead, and get buried." Bella said sitting up straight for the first time in three day.

"Well I could see if Charlie would allow us to do all the arrangements, and we could just bury an empty casket." Carlisle said.

Bella nodded, and looked to me as Carlisle left to go find Charlie.

"Hi." She said shyly as I sat down beside her.

I chuckled, and pulled her as close to me as possible.

"Hello my love." I said resting my chin on her shoulder and breathing in her scent, it was delicious, but no burn would come to my relief.

She curled into me.

"This isn't so bad." She grinned.

I shook my head in awe.

"You don't mind being a vampire at all?" I asked shocked that she actually was ok with all this.

"Sure, it's not that different of being human, I'm just prettier." She shrugged.

I let out a growl at that.

"You have never been merely pretty Bella." I said narrowing my eyes at her.

She rolled her eyes adorably and relaxed into me more.

"I love you." She said into my chest.

My heart could have began to beat at any moment at those three little words.

"I love you to, more than you could ever know." I said and pulled her to my lips.

She kissed me back immediately with passion that had waves of desire crashing against my insides.

Our kiss began to deepen and I couldn't help but let my tongue traces her lips softly begging for entrance that she granted without hesitation.

My tongue danced in her mouth tasting her, as hers did the same in mine.

Soon I was on top of her running my hands through her hair, and tried desperately to get closer.

Moans began to fill the room as Bella again deepened the kiss.

I had to stop soon or this would turn into something more, but I couldn't find the strength to move away from her.

But as someone entered the room and cleared their throat I quickly pulled away, and was off Bella, half relieved for the interruption, and half annoyed.

"Sorry for interrupting but I don't think Charlie would like to see Edward kissing his dead daughter like this." Carlisle said amused.

Bella looked at him sheepishly, and I found myself wanted to crush my lips back to hers.

"Sorry." She grinned and looked back at me.

Bella was sure to be the death of me, but I didn't care I loved her.

And now with her in my life now I know that everything was going to be perfect.