Panic was leaking through my veins as Charlie drove the car home. My heart thundered in my chest cause me to shake violently. From just by looking outside it looked as if we were speeding but we weren't, he barely drove over 20mph. I keep asking myself if this is the decision I really want to make. I didn't care about the consequences anymore I just wanted no more secrets and this is the right way to start: by telling Charlie. The cruiser pulled up in beside the house instead of the driveway. Charlie who still hadn't talk to me since we left the hospital, ease his self out of the car and walk towards the front door opening it without a passing glance. Pushing the door open with a bang he stomped into the living room. Hoping out of the car myself I followed him and locked the door on my way in. Walking to the living room I saw Charlie sitting in his chair with the look on his face he meant business. I sat down across from him and stayed silent. After an uncomfortable silence he spoke.

"When?" he asked without even looking at me.

"The day before my birthday," I answered looking at the floor.

"Where," he demanded.

"Here, when you were sleeping," I answered uncomfortably.

"YOU HAD SEX IN MY HOUSE WITH THE BOY WHO LEFT YOU AND WITH ME UNDER THE SAME ROOF," he thundered, his face a shade of purple as veins stick out his neck.

I stayed silent, scared at his raise voice. Charlie was always a man of a few words and yet this is the worst I've seen him. This brought a new fear to me.

" I want you out of my house by the end of the day," he said without looking at me. I saw a lone tear fell out of his eye as he kept on a poker face. "NOW," he yelled.

I scrambled away quickly as tears formed in my eyes as I ran into my room. The lose floorboard was still up and traces of dry blood still remained. Grabbing my duffle bag from under the bed, I began throwing clothes into the bag. I lift up the mattress and pulled out the sock of money I saved from working at the Newton's. I was just about to grab my passport when I sudden thought hit me: why haven't I told him as yet. I walked back down the stairs hesitantly. I saw Charlie hunched over the sofa. I stood in front of him and cleared my throat.

"Dad can I please tell you something"

He grunted as in showing that he was listening.

"It was my first day of school in the cafeteria when I first notice there something different about the Cullen's," Charlie raised his head in interest " It wasn't just that his family was extremely gorgeous with golden eyes and shy themselves from others, it was that they had a secret. There always was something different about them, something that drew me to them, us humans. It was later that day when I went into biology sitting beside Edward when he suddenly went rigid in his seat. He bald his fist and leaned the farthest he could from me. I looked into his eyes and notice it was black, a predatorily glare. When class was over and the bell rang before I could even get up from my seat he was gone. After school when I went to take my slip in, he stood there at the receptionist desk demanding that his schedule to be changed and it was the subject he had with me. I still couldn't figure out what I did for him to hate me so much. Someone else walking into the little office causing my hair to fly around my face, from the corner of my I saw him stiffened. Through clenched teeth he told Ms. Cope that he would just have to live without. For that whole week there was no sign of Edward, only his brothers and sisters would show with Rosalie glaring intensely in my direction as the days passed. Early that Monday morning the day flew by until it was lunch when I walked in and saw the Cullen's having fun in the snow, all of them. My heart speed up as I saw the change in him no body else did or looked for. The circles under his eyes were completely gone and his eyes were golden again. Being me my heart speed up when I saw him looked at me from his seat. Ignoring the thump in my chest I pretended to be interested in the conversation that was flowing through at my table. Jessica then whispered in my ears telling me that Edward Cullen was looking at me; of course I flushed and ran out the cafeteria. I head to biology where he actually talked to me introducing him self. We talked for a while and he was very interested about me, asking to know more."

I paused looking at my dad who face showed nothing but emptiness like he was trying to decide something.

" Go on," he demanded.

"The next day at school instead of going into the school right away I stayed outside and watched him as he got out his Volvo. As a staring competition happened between us across the parking lot as high screeching sound brought us back to the real world. Just as the van was about to hit me I was pulled out the way causing my head to hit the pavement. When I looked up Edward's hands were pressed against the van leaving huge dents. He tried convincing me that I was hallucinating about seeing him doing that but I knew better."

As the hours went on I continue telling Charlie about the lives of the Cullen's and how I found out about them become vampires from Jacob. I also told him about them becoming a family and them treating me liked I belong to someone, that someone who would miss me if I was gone. At the end of the part with me telling him about how I ended up in the hospital Charlie had tears running down his face.

"Bella, I-," his voice crooked but I cut him off and finish with what happen at my birthday party and how Jasper attacked me and them leaving a few days later.

" Dad you would have to understand that not only did he left but he left me pregnant. I was always told they couldn't have children considering how Carlisle and Esme been together for so long, but then again there has never been a relationship such as ours. So this pregnancy wouldn't be normal. I don't know what to expect or weather I might make it or not but you cant kick me out daddy I need you," I said sobbing at the end. I soon felt arms wrapped around me bringing my face to his chest. Grabbing onto his shirt like a baby my tears soaked his uniform.

"What do you want me to do Bells, tell me and we'll do. I do anything to keep you alive. I think we should talk to Billy and ask him how he know so much about the Cullen's," he said unsurely but strongly.

"No," I yelled, " We can't tell him dad because if the Voltouri finds out they will kill us all."

"Who and what are these Voltouri people you speak of?"

I began telling him everything I knew about the Voltouri from Edward.

" The one secret they had is not to tell a human, we cant dad, we cant, so what are we going to do?"

"We leave. We leave tonight without anyone knowing. I already got fired from my job last night for tampering with you medical records when the doctors wouldn't tell me what was wrong with you. I have 53 million dollars for working for 33 years so money wont be a problem we just will have to stop at the bank before we go. Pack up as much as you can include so food to eat because the drive will be long. We cant let anyone see us, bring everything important to you don't leave nothing for them to trace us," he sighed rubbing his face, " we will have to burn it down."

I looked at him in shock but understanding.

"I haven't decided where we will be going though," he said.

Thinking for an inconspicuous place isn't as easy as it sounds specially looking for a place where the sun barely showed. A thought occurred to me as I remembered about places I wanted Edward and I could visit after my change. I finally decided that it would be the best place for us to live away from civilization especially with the baby coming.

"Bella, have you decided yet?"

"Yes"

"What is it then?"

"JENAU, ALASKA."