Taz hung her head and didn't dare look up into Up's eyes she couldn't bare to see his expression. She had never told him about the time that she had dated Junior she regretted it now. He was so nice to her before, not that she was a big fan of nice but he sort of understood her, the way Up did.

Up didn't say anything for a few moments; he was still processing the information. Taz hadn't told her that she had dated Junior, or anyone for that matter! And Junior! What did she ever see in him? He was younger, better looking if you go for that type, powerful, comes from money. Maybe Taz did deserve someone like him, not him obviously, he was evil.

"You were with ... Junior?" Up wasn't yelling, his tone was softer if anything. Perhaps that hurt even more.

"Oh, she was with me all right, for the entire year you were away" bragged Junior, Taz glared at him, if looks good kill…

"Taz why didn't you tell me?" asked Up, still not yelling. Taz breathed heavily, she wasn't good with emotion, and she just couldn't deal with Up right then.

"Jou were gone, it doesn't matter, were not together anymore" Taz said, still not making eye contact with Up, Junior was growing impatient.

"Yes, yes thanks for stating the obvious" Junior rolled his eyes.

"Well at least you dumped that evil son of a bitch" said Up, Taz opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out but a gush of air. Up then noticed Junior smirking next to her.

Up felt another surge of anger as he pieced together the obvious, he struggled once again against the chain that held him to the walls.

"Stop trying to break the chains Up, even you aren't that strong" Junior told him very much liking the power he held over Up… and Taz.

"Stronger than you Junior" said Taz narrowing her eyes.

"Yeah, but you never kissed him" whispered Junior stepping towards her, she, like Up, struggled against the chains to attack Junior, he laughed "good luck Taz"

"Now, I believe we were reading something, and I for one would like to finish it" Junior clapped his hands and pulled Taz's Journal out again, Taz began to panic; Junior hadn't even read the worst stuff yet.

"Now, most of the next few months is her rambling on about how fantastic I am" Up clenched his fists "Also how much she misses you" he said gesturing to Up, whom relaxed immediately "Oh here is where I make my big move"

Sunday, December 14th

Today, Junior told me he loved me. I'm not sure I love him back, I think about him a lot but I think about Up more, how he really understood the real me. At least Junior won't leave.

Up hung his head, ashamed, he had left her more times than one and he knew that it upset her. Taz was angry but also hurt reminded of these memories and feelings, she used to really like Junior, she felt so stupid when she found out he was evil.

"Stop it Junior!" shouted Taz, he shut the book momentarily.

"Tell me what you know and I will stop, all that's in here only confirms the reason I broke up with you" said Junior

"¡Cállate! Usted no sabe nada! No you know nothing!" Taz told him, so worked up it was hard to understand her even when she was speaking English.

Monday, May 3

Junior dumped me today.

Up almost managed to get to his feet this time, he looked so angry, she'd never seen him this mad, not even at the robots. Taz sucked in a breath when she noticed the blood dripping from his wrists.

"Stop it Junior, just stop it!" said Taz

He told me the reason too

"Junior!"

It was really stupid too, not even a real reason.

"JUNIOR parar o te mato!" demanded Taz

He said it was because…

"Junior please don't, por favor, por favor no" she begged, Up was surprised, she was almost on the verge of tears.

I was in love with Up

Taz closed her eyes, her stomach sank as the many possibilities roamed into her head. Either way she could never be friends with Up again.

"Taz…" began Up

"Wait! Don't answer yet, it's not over yet" Junior stopped them looking excited.

The worst part was, he was right.

"Junior! Yo te voy a matar, hijo de puta. Voy a matarte! Te odio, Junior! ¡Te odio!" she screamed at him, not even bothering to look at Up, Junior didn't even wince he just looked at her "Voy a rasgar su piel de costilla y las tripas! ¡Te odio!

"Get her out of here" Junior told a couple of the robots" waving his hand at her but she continued to yell.

"Usted sólo tiene que esperar hasta que salga de aquí le deseo que nunca ha nacido!"

"Now, where were we?" asked Junior smiling.

Cállate! Usted no sabe nada!

Shut up! You know nothing

parar o te mato

Stop or ill kill you

por favor, por favor no

Please, please don't

voy a matar, hijo de puta. Voy a matarte! Te odio, Junior! ¡Te odio

I will kill you, you son of a bitch. I will kill you. I hate you Junior! I hate you!

Voy a rasgar su piel de costilla y las tripas! ¡Te odio!

I will tear your skin off and rip out your guts. I hate you

Usted sólo tiene que esperar hasta que salga de aquí le deseo que nunca ha nacido

You just wait until you get out of here you'll wish you never born

Authors Note: Thanks to the two people who reviewed I really appreciate it! I love feedback. Sorry this was a little short, the next will be longer. Please review!