Chapter2: From dusk till dawn
A Renesmee and Jacob fanfiction

Jacob's POV:
Every day for the past 6 years, she had been the one I thought about when waking up, Renesmee. Today wasn't any different, the split second before opening my eyes, she appeared, my grown up version of Renesmee, it made me open my eyes at once, because it hurt too much to see or think about the girl I'd probably never get to hold again. I had no idea where she was, they hadn't told me and even though I had spent most of my time looking for her after they left, it seemed they had disappeared into thin air, every trail I followed having a dead end.

Moaning loudly, I got out of bed, not bothering to change in something other than the sweats I had on. I walked into the living room where my Dad was looking at some football game. He looked up but didn't even greet me. He had given that up about three years ago. I didn't do much talking any more, I spend most of my time in wolf shape anyway. I walked out the door and stripped of my pants, after that I shifted forms and ran into the woods.
"Ha, you're finally awake, I'm coming to you now. "
" Leah, get out of my head. " I bellowed.
" Ooh, someone's in a bad mood, that's too bad. ""
" Cut it out Leah. "
I could hear her running towards me now, so I changed my direction.
" Jacob, let me have this one, alright? "
Leah's voice was loud now, yelling even. I stopped running at that point, it would be easier for the both of us to just get it over with, I had learned to give her what she wanted as she would never give it up otherwise. She caught up to me quickly, clearly knowing a secret and eager to tell me, but she was blocking it out of her thoughts.
" What did you want to tell me so badly it couldn't wait? " I said, glaring at her, I wasn't in patient mood so I wasn't in for any Leah-games.
" What's in it for me? "
I bared my teeth and growled at her.
" Alright, alright, calm down, I tell you. "
There was a pause in her thoughts and then she showed me a redheaded girl walking into the Cullen house. I didn't even finish looking at her thoughts, not thinking about how she might have been fooling me, I just ran, feeling the strong connection between me and my Nessie. I hadn't paid attention to it earlier but I could feel the difference, I was convinced she was really here. I was running so fast everything was blurring and my paws were barely touching the ground. The longing that I had suppressed for so long was burning in my heart and made me run even faster if that was possible. I was getting close to the house already, their smell was making me wrinkle my nose. Of course those filthy bloodsuckers had already gone hunting. I shifted shapes again and walked the rest of the way to the house. I needed some time to think about what I was going to say to them, would they let me see her? Would she even recognize me? I had entered their garden now and was walking straight to the back door.

They'd probably heard me by now, maybe even seen. It turned out I was right because when I walked in, they were all waiting for me in the living room, except for Jasper and Renesmee. They were still their young, beautiful selves. I glared at them, I still didn't have my thoughts together. I looked at Edward and thought: when were you planning on tell me?
" Soon, we haven't even been here for 24 hours. "
" Still, you could have called to let me know. " I said, hurt, they hadn't thought about my feelings at all. " Are you planning on staying? " I continued, scared of what the answer would be.
" We are. "
Edward answered me, the rest of them seemed to have lost their tongues, or were trying to not breath because of my smell. I smiled. I was wondering where Renesmee was now, was it possible they were hiding her from me? They had kept her from me for too long, I had every right to see her.
" Of course you have, Jacob, she's upstairs, getting dressed, apparently she felt the need to change when she heard you were coming. "
He cocked his head to the side and added:
" I believe she's just finished. "
His gaze locked on the door and Bella took his hand, I could have seen the concern for this moment in their eyes, but I was too busy focusing on the door myself. I could hear her coming down the stairs, my heart was pumping at twice its normal speed, but it fainted still when she came through the door. She was still the same, extremely pretty, a goddess but with a thudding heart and those beautiful brown eyes. She looked hot. I heard Edward's teeth clench together.
" Watch your thoughts, Jacob. " He spitted through his teeth, barely audible for me, so Nessie couldn't have heard.
Renesmee ran into me at that point, I held her, my arms fitting around her slender body perfectly. Her warm soft skin hadn't changed either, but it took me a while to understand why I was getting wet, she was sobbing into my chest. I rocked her gently and let her calm down.
" It's okay, Nessie, I'll never let you leave again. "
She just nodded, not understanding the tendency of my words yet, but my wait would soon be over. We stood there for a couple of minutes, until the Cullens had all left. They knew I wouldn't do anything wrong and if I would be thinking about doing something Edward would know. We really needed to talk about things so I motioned her over to the sofa.
" I'm so glad you're back. " I said when we sat down.
" I am too, Jake. "
I looked at her smiling widely and waited for her to go on. She took my hand instead and let me know about all the things I had missed. I was still used to her little gift and smiling. She let me see everything, even her first kiss, she was standing behind a tree with a clearly popular boy. He was sticking his tongue almost down her throat, it made me want to hit him. She seemed to have noticed because she broke off the memory half way through and showed me one of her birthdays. This made same smile, because there was a longing for me in that memory. See, she cared for me as much as I cared for her.
" Oh Jacob. " She said after finishing six years of memories, " I've really missed you. "
" I missed you too, Nessie. "
I took her in my arms again, I was so happy I was able to hold her again.

I stayed at the Cullens until it was time for Nessie to go to bed, I wished her goodnight and kissed her cheek softly. At the backdoor Edward was waiting for me, I looked at him a little sour but his words almost made me topple over.
" I kept track of your thoughts all day, you behaved better than I had thought you would. "
He sighed, I saw he wanted to say something else too, but that it was hard for him.
" I'll be proud to call you my son, some day. "
I could hear he'd have that day happening later rather than sooner, but I was glad anyway.
"Thanks, Edward. "
" This doesn't mean you have to go and tell her about imprinting though, she has to find out about her own feelings, before you go push her with your talk about forever together. "
I merely nodded and walked out the door into the forest, feeling reborn.