Here's another one for you! Enjoy!
Beautiful Girl
Woke today, another memory passes of you
shades of grey from those three broken words
that unfold the truth but...
Damon shot up from the bed. He was shaking and felt tears stream down his face. His cool body felt like it was on fire. His bare chest was glistening with sweat. He tried not to let out a heartbreaking sob. He always seems to wake up at this time. 12:08 am. He got out of the bed . He walked into the bathroom and splashed cold water on his face. He looked up from the sink and stared at his reflection. He closed his eyes and reopened them. That's when he saw her. He gasped and spun around. She wasn't there.
He saw her clearly this time. She wasn't all blurry like the other days he would see her. Her green eyes he used to get lost in. Her smile, the smile that would make him forget that he was mad at her. Everything about her still remained fresh in his mind after all these years. The one thing that he will never forget is when, she said goodbye.
I'll never forget those eyes, that beautiful smile
I still remember the way you said "goodbye"
No matter how hard I try I can't forget about
He never forgot about her, the love of his life, Bonnie.
Beautiful girl
on top of the world
don't fall down
because an angel
should never touch the ground...
He walks down to the study and sits in his favourite chair by the window. He remembers when she used to read there all the time. He would hold her to him while she read and he would caress her arms.
That's seems like a life time ago, sixteen years ago.
He remember the day they got engaged. He surprised her one evening while she was reading Emily's grimoire. He remembers how her face lit up and how she jumped into his arms. They made love right there in the study.
He feels the familiar sting in his eyes. He blinks and feels the the tears roll down his face again. His eyes red and tired face don't compare to how he feels inside. He feels empty. He lifts his left hand to wipe the tears away. He looks at it and stares at the gold band. He clutched his fist and closes his eyes once more.
Memories of there wedding flash through his mind. She looked so breathtaking in her wedding dress. Her hair in curls, just the way he liked it and wearing the emerald necklace he gave her. He didn't really care how he looked but Bonnie said she would probably never let him leave the bed. She was afraid some women would try to jump him. He only laughed and whispered against her lips. "I only have eyes for you." They didn't leave their hotel bedroom for two days.
He smiles a bit at that memory. He never felt so loved his his life. He sometimes wondered how lucky he was to have found her. At first they hated each other to the point where they would have killed each other, but somehow their hate turned into love.
He shakes his head slowly. Maybe if they never had gotten together, she'd still be here...with him.
He stares at the dark sky, no stars in sight. He exhales and weakly walks back to his bedroom, sparing a glance at the chair and book beside it before leaving the study. He shuts the doors of the study and walks back up the stairs to his bedroom.
Last embrace, forcing you away before it's too late
I end this day in a most bitter way
a regretful state but...
I'll never forget those eyes, that beautiful smile
I still remember the way you said "goodbye"
No matter how hard I try I can't forget about
He makes his way past Stefan's room. He sees his brother sleeping clutching his journal to his chest.
Stefan also had problems dealing with what he had done. He hurt his brother and now because of him, he's changed, for the worst.
He climbs back into his bed and rolls over on his side. He looks out of his opened window. He feels the cold winter wind blow. Still no stars...
Beautiful girl
on top of the world
don't fall down
because an angel
should never touch the ground...
He remember when Bonnie and him would just lay in bed for hours, just staring at the stars after their nightly activities. Bonnie would lay her head on his chest and link their fingers together. He would rub her back and play with her curls. They would talk about absolutely nothing. Sometimes things that didn't even make sense. But it did to them. That's all that matter to them, lying beside each other.
Now he lays alone going over and over again on how he lost her. She's never coming back...is she?
Here I lay, I drift away, you come in and laid beside me
It's go to be a memory that feels so real but just beyond me
mesmerized , in you I find what I had was unrealized but
emptiness settles in as I wake...
He almost drifts back to sleep when suddenly he feels a body climb in the bed with him. The body snuggles closer to him. He could feel her womanly body pressing into his back. She runs her hands up and down his arms and back. A long time ago this would have turned him on but now, he feels sick to his stomach. She reeks of strawberry and blood.
"Elena stop." he growls. Elena sits up and pouts. "Damon wants wrong? " Damon looks at her in the corner of his eyes. He shrugs her off and says goodnight.
Elena stares at him and wipes the tear that fell down her cheek. He still thinks of her...
She sniffs and turns her back to him as well and closes her eyes and hopes in the morning her husband will finally move on from her...old best friend.
He lets the tears fall from his eyes again and regrets everything. He should have never done what he did. He and Bonnie got into a fight. They always did and then they would make up but this one was really heated. He can't even remember what it was about. He found himself with Elena and had slept with her. He went back to the boarding house and saw that Elena had told his brother and his wife everything. He pleaded Bonnie not to leave him, but she did. She through her engagement ring and wedding ring at him and said in a heart wreching whisper, "Goodbye" and walked out of his life forever.
Stefan broke up with Elena and left Mystic falls for fifteenth years. He came back and discovered that Damon turned Elena and married her. It pained him to see his brother with the woman he loved but what was worse, was Elena betraying him. He was never the same. The reason he came back to Mystic falls was to tell Damon that Bonnie had died. She had cancer and she refused to be healed by magic. Caroline was with Bonnie when she died. Bonnie's new warlock husband and her two daughters where there too.
Damon and Stefan were invited to the funeral on behalf of Bonnie's daughters.
Both brothers went. Stefan watched his friend being lowered into the ground. Damon watched his beautiful love slip away from him. He was angry that she started a new life. He couldn't be mad at her for too long, he was the one to blame. In the end Bonnie grew old with a warlock and had children. That man gave Bonnie something Damon could have never give her, a somewhat normal and peaceful life.
He met her daughters. They looked exactly like their mother. They weren't cruel to him but oh how he wished they were. They said their thank you's for coming and left with their father.
He was the last to leave at the funeral. He cried and cried and wished desperately that all this was just a dream he would wake up from but...it wasn't.
Beautiful girl
on top of the world
don't fall down
because an angel
should never touch the ground...
Damon climbed out of bed again, leaving a jealous Elena behind. He ran down the stairs and ripped open the doors to the study. He slammed them shut and then he broke down into sobs.
In the morning, Stefan found Damon lying on the floor still weeping. Elena walked in and was about to yell at Damon about why he left her alone but she was cut off by Damon throwing his ring at her and slipping on the one Bonnie gave him.
"GET OUT!" he roared at Elena, baring his fangs. Elena in fright and anger left. Stefan looked at his brother and sighed. He left the room as well, leaving a crying Damon alone.
"Bonnie..."
I'll never forget those eyes, that beautiful smile
I still remember the way you said "goodbye"
No matter how hard I try I can't forget about
Beautiful girl
on top of the world
don't fall down
because an angel
should never touch the ground...
-Beautiful girl By: Broken Iris
Sorry guys I just love this song so much I just had to write this! I know its sad and I'm sorry!
Again guys happy holidays and I'm going to try not to write for awhile I have TONS of assignments to complete and they're all due the day I get back from christmas break! Sorry again guys, please review and happy holidays! I love you all!
~Cynner
