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Hi this will just be Deans diary for a few chapters, no thoughts on Cas's behalf.

14th November 2012

hi

It was strange this was under my covers I must of forgot to put it back under my bed that would be bad if Cas or Sam found it * Embarrassed 12 year old girl moment* .

Sammy's better, but Cas still isn't as much I want him to get better for his sake I don't want him on my sake cause he doesn't feel stuff as a angel.

I hope that one day Cas will notice my feeling and yeah

from dean