Chapter 3:
Lonelyboy17: I know you are not on right now but I would really like to chat. You are the only person I have to talk to, I'm sorry if that sound weird or creepy. I'll be on for a little while so if you get on just write. Thanks.
Sebastian pushed his computer back and leaned back into his chair. He needed to talk to Star. He didn't know why but he felt calm the other night when they talked and he seemed to not care if Sebastian shared everything with him or not. He also seemed not to care about his past either and he needed that right now. The image of Kurt floating in his head when he saw him at the Lima Bean wouldn't leave his head. He looked so upset and he actually thought Sebastian was the one Blaine cheated on him with.
He was the easiest one to accuse after everything he had done to both the boys in the past. He felt a little better for having apologized to Kurt about the whole slushie thing. As he was lost in thought he head a beep come from his computer and quickly looked and saw that Star was now online and wrote him.
star_of_the_show: I don't think it is creepy or weird that you want to talk to me since I have been dying to talk to you. So what did you need to talk to me about?
Lonelyboy17: Well I will try to explain everything just please bare with me.
star_of_the_show: Alright I can do that. Just tell me when you are done. Or just write everything in one go and I'll write back when I'm done reading.
Lonelyboy17: Alright on one go it is. When I left you last time I said the boy next door was out in the hall making noise, well when i got out there I saw him with someone that already has a boyfriend. The next morning another guy caught them also and they were yelling. The one with a boyfriend got banned from the school and the other one that caught them wasn't going to tell the guys boyfriend he caught him cheating. I told him that he deserved to know and I got accused of wanting the one that was cheating. I mean I may have flirted with the guy in the past, but that really didn't mean anything. He had a boyfriend and I thought at the time he loved the other boy enough not to cheat, so I just liked getting his boyfriend angry and that was the easiest way to do it. Like I said I used to be an ass.
Anyway, I told the guy who caught them to tell the guys boyfriend about his cheating or I would. They got him to come out here and they told him. He looked so wrecked after he left and I felt so bad because I guess he was sick and he thought he was going to just hang out with old friends, only to find out that information.
Well I ran into him later on at a place I thought neither him or his boyfriend would be. He assumed it was me that his boyfriend cheated on his with, and I can't blame him on that one at all, I would've thought the same thing. I told him no, because it wasn't me, and also apologized about something that i did in the past before I left not wanting to hear anything else from him. I have also been banned from talking to him or his boyfriend if I want to re-join the group I want to be in here at school. I'm sorry this took so long to write. It has just been a rather busy day. I'm done.
Sebastian waited patiently for Star to write back. He knew it would take the other boy a minute to read it and think of what to say. He sat back and re-read what he had wrote and knew he sounded crazy. He just couldn't keep this in, he needed to get it out and talk to someone about it.
star_of_the_show: Wow. Yeah you have had a bad time haven't you. From what you have told me that poor boy who got cheated on doesn't like you very much. Why would you want to tell him anything if you two don't even get along? I mean it was a nice thing you did and I am sure that the boy is going to be happier without the cheater in his life now, but you could've just let him go on thinking nothing was wrong.
Lonelyboy17: I know I could've done that but I have changed alot since him and I first met. I know that is I was ever in a relationship like he thought he had with his boyfriend I would want to know if he was cheating on me. I mean the guy loved, maybe even still loves the cheater. You could see how much he loved him when ever he was around him. His eyes would shine and his smile lit up his face. He was protective and defensive when ever I would flirt with his boyfriend. I wish I could… Never mind. Anyway, how is everything with you. You feeling any better?
He waited for Star to write back. The minutes ticked by and still no response from the other boy. He started to think he may have said something wrong so he re-read his entry again and couldn't find anything in there.
star_of_the_show has signed off.
He stared at the words on the screen and felt himself deflate. He must have upset the other boy somehow and he didn't know what he did or how to fix it. So he was just going to write something short.
Lonelyboy17: I don't know if you got kicked off or if I said something wrong but I am sorry if I said anything to upset you. I like talking to you and hope you will continue to do so.
He closed his computer and climbed into his bed, ready to get to sleep when his phone went off. He reached over and opened it up seeing a text from a number he didn't know.
unknown number: Hey this is Kurt. You ran away from me so fast today I wasn't able to say anything in return to your apology. So I wanted to say Thank You for that. Oh I got your number from Jeff, I hope that is alright.
To Kurt: That's alright. And I needed to apologize because what I did wasn't right and someone got hurt out of a stupid prank. No need to thank me for something you deserved to get from me.
From Kurt: Would you like to meet up for coffee sometime?
To Kurt: I don't think that is a good idea. I'm sorry but no one wants me to talk to you and I just don't think it is a great idea.
From Kurt: Who cares what everyone else thinks. This is our chance to get to know one another. Please?
He looked at his phone and stared at that please for a few minutes. Why would Kurt want to meet up with him all of a sudden. He didn't get it. He didn't think the other boy would want anything to do with him after everything he had done to him and put him through. Didn't he want nothing to do with him. He knew if he went to meet with Kurt and Jeff or any of the Warblers found out he would never be allowed into the group again, but if he did go see him he could be closer to the other boy.
Then he got scared about that. He didn't want Kurt getting to close to him and finding out his secrets. It would be something that Kurt could use to hurt him in the end and he wouldn't blame him after everything. He had to make a choice and he knew he was going to give into the other boy.
To Kurt: Sure. When do you want to meet?
From Kurt: Well Tomorrow is Saturday so how about Ten at the Lima Bean.
To Kurt: Sure see you then.
He didn't get anything back from Kurt that night so he went to bed, curling himself into his blankets and closing his eyes, letting his dreams take over for the night.
