Chapter 3
Inside Zero room, 2:53am
Kaname knew there was only one way to save Zero's life, and that was with blood. However, it was hard to get someone to drink when they're unconscious. Kaname lifted Zero limp body onto the bed, being careful of Zero shoulder. Kaname checked his pulse and breathing to make sure they were still there, even if they were faint, it was better than Zero having none.
Thank God, he still alive and breathing, his heart beat is still there too! I have a chance to save him and tell him how I feel!
Kaname sat near Zero head, on the left hand shoulder, and slowly cradled Zero's neck with his own left hand, bring his right wrist to his mouth and piecing it with his fangs, sucking his own blood into his mouth, once it was full he lowered his wrist and brought his lips to Zero's lips. After a short hesitation, he put his lips to Zero's slightly parted ones, putting his tongue into Zero month and slowly letting his blood flow into Zero month, his right hand was softly rubbing Zero's throat to encourage the hunter to swallow.
After doing this a couple of times Zero began to gain consciousness. Kaname moved into the middle of the bed, placing Zero in a protective hold in his lap, he brought Zero's mouth to the left size on neck (the same side Zero fed from last time)
One of his hands was wrapped around Zero's waist and the other was supporting his neck. Kaname made a little cut to his own neck with his nails, to encourage Zero to bite down. Kaname didn't care about his own blood getting on him and ruining his clothes, seeing as most of his clothes are already covered in Zero's blood.
Thank God, I got here in time; once he's awake, I'm going to tell him I'm in love with him and never let him go again….. What if Zero had succeeded his suicide attempted? I would have never got to tell him how I really felt? Tonight showed me that I was far too close to losing by far the best thing in my life, next to Yuki. Screw being scared of what everyone thinks, they almost made me make the biggest mistake of my life. Now I just need to wait for him to finish feeding and opened those beautiful lilac eyes of his.
Blackness. That was all Zero could see,
Maybe I really did die? Zero thought.
After a couple a while he felt his subconscious being yanked from the darkness.
I guess my suicide attempted didn't work if the maddening pain from my shoulder is anything to go by.
He slowly begins to comprehend that he is being held by someone in a loving way.
I can smell roses from the mysterious person.
Zero can feel and taste a delicious think substance going down his throat, he instantly recognizes that it's blood and not just anyone's blood.
Kaname. It's Kaname's blood, he must have come to save me. But how did he know?...My blood! What an idiot he must have smelt my blood and came to investigate it.
Zero swallows the blood that is currently in his month and pulled his fangs from Kaname's neck. Being careful to avoid hurting him, Zero gently licked the bite marks, then pulled back. Kaname cradled Zero's head in the crook of his arm, as Zero's eye flutter open. He gasped, the sheer emotions in Kaname's wine coloured eyes made Zero froze, in said eyes there was concern, pain, sadness, but the biggest one of all that made him freeze was love? ...Love?!
Surely I am imagining things he wouldn't possibly in love with someone like ME.
The look in Kaname's eyes was too intense and Zero looked away, ashamed that Kaname found him in such a condition, but grateful that he saved him with his blood…..Again.
I was so overwhelmed not just by my own feeling, but the emotions in Kaname eyes too.
Tears started to freely fall from Zero's eyes, which in turn put Kaname in panic mode.
Relief flooded through Kaname's body, once he saw those beautiful lilac eyes looking back into his wine ones. He let all his emotions for Zero shine in his eyes, and he saw shocked, disbelieving eyes gazing back into his own. Then Zero quickly looked away. Kaname thought his heart shattered at the sight of his tears falling freely from his eyes, they looked like tiny waterfalls with the amount he was crying, his breathing increased almost as if he was on the verge of hyperventilating.
"Zero. Zero please look at me…..Everything's going to be okay. But you need to calm down. Okay? Can you do that for me?" Kaname kept his voice as soothing as possible to.
Zero turned his eyes back towards Kaname and started taking deep calming breaths.
"Zero….? Just take deep breathes. Okay?" He nodded.
Once his breathing was under control he began to speak in a shaky voice. "Ka…na..me I'm so sorry. I..I didn't mean to cause you problems again…. And inflicted pain onto you by biting you…But thank you for saving me…even if I don't deserve it…"
Kaname couldn't listen to him anymore, Zero was started to take a depressing turn in his little speech, so before he could say anything more about not deserving to live. Kaname kissed him putting all his love into the kiss. Zero gasped, but after a second he kissed Kaname back with just as much love.
Kaname pulled back a few inches from Zero's face so he could talk to him and look into his lilac eyes.
"Zero, Sweetheart, don't you dare ever say such words again. You have never and will never be a problem for me. How can you be when you're the light of my life? I cannot even begin to put into words the affection I have for you…..It would be like asking me to count the stars. "
Kaname take a deep breath. Guess it's time to come clean and tell him exactly how he feel so Zero doesn't misinterpret what Kaname is telling him.
"Zero, in case you haven't quite figured out what I'm saying, Zero… I…..I'm in love with you… you have no idea how scared s***-less I was when I smelt your blood…when I saw you lying on the floor in a puddle of your own blood I….. I felt my whole world come crashing down around me. I wanted to scream and cry my eyes out, but I knew I couldn't do that because if I did, then I could've lost the most precious person in my life…..I love you Zero, I'm so hopelessly in love with the thought of you invade me at every hour. Seeing as I'm a pureblood I knew I couldn't just tell you how I felt considering your feelings towards vampires…..So I decided that being around you would be enough for me, but over time….I craved to be with you more, I want to spend every second of the day with you. I promised myself that I would protect you... So when you started drinking my blood, I was so happy I finally had an excuse to be close to you. Zero, please just give me a chance. Please, let me show you how much I care." Kaname looked into his eyes, silently begging for him to understand his feeling, if he doesn't accept them, he will at least acknowledge them.
