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After a few seconds of silence, which felt like an eternity Kevin was surprisingly the first to speak up. "You guys can I have a minute alone with Ally" he said sternly "and Madison" he added in a slightly softer tone. Joe and Nick both looked at me then at Madison before nodding and exiting the room.

"Howd this happen? " he asked while closing his eyes trying to grasp the whole situation.

"You couldn't keep it in your pants Kevin" I said simply, if he was going to ask a stupid question he deserved a stupid answer.

"Not that, howd you having a kid and not telling me its mine for two years happen?"

"You left me, you told me not to try and contact you, I quote you on the exact words don't waste your time on me then you said goodbye Ally and you slammed the door on me. On us Kevin, on our year together and 3 years of knowing each other" I spoke angrily but not wanting to raise my voice to frighten Madison.

"How was I supposed to tell you oh hey Kevin you know how you left me to go become a rockstar and live your dream, yeah few days later I found out I was pregnant?" I asked sarcastically. He stepped closer to me as he put his hand behind his neck. "Im sorry" he spoke barely audibly.

"I was so stupid to listen to Columbia records when they told me to end things with you to focus on the band" he said shaking his head "You know we're not even signed with them anymore, they dropped us a few months after I left" he said . I nodded of course I knew, I knew from all my phone and email conversations with Nick I thought.

"And I wanted you to forget about me so it would be easier for you" he said softly. He looked over at Madison who was watching him like a hawk "I guess it wasn't possible to forget about me with her in the picture" he said I saw a faint smile creep across his face. "Its amazing how much she looks like me" he said. I couldn't deny it, Madison looked more like Kevin than she did me, and I was the mom for petes sake.

"Im sorry you had to raise her on your own, I mean if I knew earlier I would-

"I didn't raise her alone, my mom helped me. And come on Kevin you and I both know you wouldn't have done anything earlier, you were so focused on your career so driven you would have abandoned Madison just like you did me if you knew" I said.

He shook his head "Is that why you didn't tell me? You thought id leave her?" he asked

I stayed silent.

"If you think that than why are you here now telling me I have a daughter now? Why would you want her to meet me if you believe im just going to leave her?"

"She asked where her daddy was" I said angrily. "And unlike her father I don't lie" I spat at him

He looked at me with the same speechless expression he had given me two years ago. The door behind us opened and Joe appeared "We're leaving for the hotel in a few minutes" he said .

"Mama I hungwy" Madison spoke from my arms. Joe looked at her from the doorway smiling. "We have a lot of food in the bus, I could take her to get some" he said stepping closer to her still grinning at her hoping she wouldn't be afraid like before. "Wanna come get some food pretty girl?" he asked in front of her. She remained silent just looking at him curiously. "Don't be afraid baby, hes your uncle Joe" I whispered into her ear. "And uncle Joe's going to take you to get some food then you can come right back to mama okay?" I said in a cutsey voice something I always swore I would never do when I was younger, but trying to convince a two year old something always took the baby voice to do it. She nodded slightly as I handed her to Joe. "Watcha got their crayons?" he asked as he looked at her coloring book and green crayon. She nodded shyly "Wow I love coloring, wanna draw a picture while we get some food?" he asked excitedly. Madison grinned "Uh huh" she said happily. "Great lets go" Joe said as he left the room with my daughter. Shutting the door behind him leaving me alone with Kevin. His eyes continued to stare at me not knowing what to say.

Kevins POV

"My mom was right this was a bad idea to come here. I'll do what you wanted me to do two years ago and just leave you alone" she said as she turned around making my way to the door.Her hand gripped on the doorknob and just as she was about to turn it and leave I had to stop her, I gripped onto her arm causing her to turned around slightly. "Thats not what I want" I said stepping closer to her. She slowly removed her hand from the doorknob. "Than what do you want?" she asked sounding confused. I took another step closer, I was so close now I could her breathing deeply. "This" I said before cupping her face and crashing my lips onto hers catching her completely off guard as I moved my lips on hers which were stiff for a moment before softening and moving with mine. I slowly pulled away and pushed my forehead against hers, her eyes were still closed from the kiss "I want to be in Madisons life, I want everything I threw away two years ago. Mostly I want you Ally" I spoke softly. Her brown eyes stared into mine before she shook her head and gently pushed me away from her. "Two years. Two whole years of waiting for a phone call, email, anything from you and nothing. Like you erased me from your life and now suddenly you want it back?" She cried. Her eye makeup was slowly making its way down her cheeks. She turned away opening the door quickly and slamming it before I could do anything. Dam it Kevin you cant loose her again I thought as I ran my hands through my hair before opening the door and following her.

"Ally don't leave! Please" I shouted as I watched her slender figure heading towards the main entrance. She ignored my shouts and pushed the doors open leaving me standing there.

"Kevin the crowds gone we gotta leave now" our tour manager Roger said to me from behind. I shook my head "Im not leaving until I make things right" I said before running towards the doors, pushing them open fiercely and turning my head in every direction to try to find Ally, finally I saw a figure walking quickly towards our bus and shouted her name continuously before she stopped. I ran up to her slightly out of breath from doing a 2 hour show then running after a girl, both definitely takes the wind out of you.

"Please Ally, im sorry for everything just let me make things right. I cant change the past but I want to make things good now" I begged.

"Which bus is Madison and Joe on?" she asked ignoring what I said. I pointed to the one in front of her and she nodded making her way onto the bus. I sighed this wasn't going to be easy I thought as I followed her.

"Lets color the tree green, do you like green?" Joe asked Madison who was sitting in his lap by the kitchen table booth coloring happily, while she stuffed chips ahoy cookies in her tiny mouth.

"Uh huh gweens my favowist colow" she said in between chews.

"Madison we're going bye byes now" Ally said not bothering to give a baby tone for her, she bent over to the booth and picked Madison in her arms brushing off the cookie crumbs from her Madison's dress. "No mama" she shook her head "Uncle Joe colow wit me" she said sadly. Joe got up from the booth and smiled at Madison. "I'll color with you again soon okay?" Joe said. Madison nodded. Ally remained silent not agreeing to Joes request of seeing her again. I remained by the entrance of the bus as Ally stepped in front of me "Excuse me. My child and I would like to leave" she said angrily and emphasizing that it was her child, and solely her child.

"Shes my daughter too and im not moving until you promise me we can just talk things through" I begged, she looked at Madison for a minute before looking back at me as her facial expression softened. "Okay I promise now can I leave please" she said. I smiled and moved out of the way letting her and Madison get through and down the few steps off the bus. I followed "So when should we meet up? You can come by-

"Im not. We're not talking" she said. I gave a puzzled expression. She began walking away,"But you just said-

She stopped in her tracks turning to face me before saying "Hows it feel to have your promises broken and the love of your life leave you standing there?" She spat at me before turning back around and leaving me without saying another word.

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away


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