Chapter 3: Unfoolish
****See my days are cold with out you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart can't take no more, I can't keep on running back to you See my days are cold with out you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart won't take no more I can't keep running back to you****
I stopped the car, my engine had blown out, this is not my fucking day. I got out of the car and popped the hood; I had blown the engine out. I was only a few blocks away from my parent's house; I dialed my parent's number and my mom answered "Ma, listen can you call a tow truck, I blew out my engine."
"Well, you have your cell phone."
"I don't have insurance."
"Alright, but you need to get insurance."
"Uh, huh. Lissette is with me."
"Where are going?"
"My brother's."
"Well I'll have the tow truck take you here and you can leave Lissette with me and I'll take her to your brother's later."
"Okay."
"Where are you?"
"Mrs. White's street."
"I hate that women."
"And I don't."
"The tow truck will be there soon."
****I think I found my strength to finally get up and leave, No more broken heart for me, No more telling your lies to me, I'm looking like I got my head on right so now I see, No more giving you everything there's no more taking my love from me****
The tow truck arrived in a few minutes and took us to my mom's house, when we arrived they left my Nissan in the driveway. I'll have to fix it soon. I knocked on the door and my step-dad answered. I walked into the house, it was 5:00pm and they had just finished dinner cuz my mom was cleaning the table. I was carrying Lissette in my arms, she wasn't asleep yet: my mom came up to me and took Lissette into her arms. "Hey ma."
"Honey, what aren't you at Mia's house?"
I looked at the floor, carpet I was use to hardwood floors. My mom never really approved of me living with Dom and not being married so she always tell everyone Mia's my roommate and Dom's just her brother that lives in the house. I live with four men and she thinks that I can't live with Dom just cuz I ain't married to his ass. "Why do you think?"
"I told you he'd hurt you, if you were married."
"That never stopped dad or your second or third husband."
"This is not about me."
"I know, I'll be at my brother's."
"How you getting there."
"I'd figure I walk the beach until I can't no more and then get a taxi."
"Do you need money?"
"No, when are you gonna bring Lissette?"
"Around nine at the latest."
I walked out the door, I never really understood why my mom got married so many times. I guess I never will.
****See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart can't take no more, I can't keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart won't take no more I can't keep running back to you****
I started to walk on the beach, my mom lived a few blocks away from the beach. I walked down the shore close to the water; this is were I would go to hide from my father, he was an abusive drunk. My brother was the one who got rid of him; he held a gun to my father's head and said how much is your life worth to you? And my father replied everything and my brother said then leave all you get our the clothes on your back and he did and never came back. I picked up a shell, I'll give it to Mia, she loves seashells.
****Glad to wake up everyday without you on my brain, No more waiting up late at night No more having to fuss and fight, Proud to say I will never make the same mistake, No more thinking about what you do, There's no more me running back to you****
I had been walking for a little more then an hour, and I was so tired, not like I can't walk anymore more like I'm tired of all the drama I put up with. I sat down and looked at the ocean, it was so clam and peaceful but in an instant it can turn into raging waves that could kill you, it's just like life, well my life anyway. I stood up and walked up to the parking lot of the beach; I called a cab, to be anywhere but here would be grand to be anyone but me would be a great plan.
****See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart can't take no more, I can't keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart won't take no more I can't keep running back to you****
I arrived at my brother's house at 7: 50 pm, my brother lived in an apartment building really close to the ocean. I knocked on the door, and my brother answered, "Hey Brian."
"Dom right?"
"Mom?"
"Yeah and the fact you rarely ever come visit, well at this time."
"That's true."
"Come in, so where ya staying?"
"I."
"You can stay here."
"Thanks."
"Mom said she'd bring Lissette at 9:30."
"Why so late?"
"She's too skinny and they're making cookies."
"Poor kid she hates baking."
"You don't say?"
"Oh, shut up."
****You mush be use to my crying While you're out bumping and grinding, But I'm leaving you tonight See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And though my heart can't take any more I can't keep running back to you You must be use to me crying While you're out bumping and grinding, But I'm leaving you tonight****
My mom dropped Lissette off at 9:25 pm, she was half asleep and my mom said she was going to take her to a party her friend was throwing. I rolled my eyes but said okay, I had to work and Brian promised Lissette that he'd take her to the zoo when he got off work, that is if he doesn't get shot. My brother, Brian O'Connor is a cop, he and I have the same mom different dad but we are still family. I had left all my clothes in my car in the drive way of my mom's house my friend Jennifer, who works at the garage doing paper work all day long and she sometimes works on the cars, said she'd bring me one of her outfits. We all went to bed, mostly cuz we didn't want to wake Lissette.
Writer's note: Please read and review if you want another chapter. I hope you enjoy it and sorry it took so long. Vin Diesel's xXx is coming out August 9th, 2002 and he's also on the cover of GQ. Michelle Rodriguez's Blue Crush is coming out August 16th, 2002 and she's on the cover of Surf Girl magazine.
****See my days are cold with out you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart can't take no more, I can't keep on running back to you See my days are cold with out you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart won't take no more I can't keep running back to you****
I stopped the car, my engine had blown out, this is not my fucking day. I got out of the car and popped the hood; I had blown the engine out. I was only a few blocks away from my parent's house; I dialed my parent's number and my mom answered "Ma, listen can you call a tow truck, I blew out my engine."
"Well, you have your cell phone."
"I don't have insurance."
"Alright, but you need to get insurance."
"Uh, huh. Lissette is with me."
"Where are going?"
"My brother's."
"Well I'll have the tow truck take you here and you can leave Lissette with me and I'll take her to your brother's later."
"Okay."
"Where are you?"
"Mrs. White's street."
"I hate that women."
"And I don't."
"The tow truck will be there soon."
****I think I found my strength to finally get up and leave, No more broken heart for me, No more telling your lies to me, I'm looking like I got my head on right so now I see, No more giving you everything there's no more taking my love from me****
The tow truck arrived in a few minutes and took us to my mom's house, when we arrived they left my Nissan in the driveway. I'll have to fix it soon. I knocked on the door and my step-dad answered. I walked into the house, it was 5:00pm and they had just finished dinner cuz my mom was cleaning the table. I was carrying Lissette in my arms, she wasn't asleep yet: my mom came up to me and took Lissette into her arms. "Hey ma."
"Honey, what aren't you at Mia's house?"
I looked at the floor, carpet I was use to hardwood floors. My mom never really approved of me living with Dom and not being married so she always tell everyone Mia's my roommate and Dom's just her brother that lives in the house. I live with four men and she thinks that I can't live with Dom just cuz I ain't married to his ass. "Why do you think?"
"I told you he'd hurt you, if you were married."
"That never stopped dad or your second or third husband."
"This is not about me."
"I know, I'll be at my brother's."
"How you getting there."
"I'd figure I walk the beach until I can't no more and then get a taxi."
"Do you need money?"
"No, when are you gonna bring Lissette?"
"Around nine at the latest."
I walked out the door, I never really understood why my mom got married so many times. I guess I never will.
****See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart can't take no more, I can't keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart won't take no more I can't keep running back to you****
I started to walk on the beach, my mom lived a few blocks away from the beach. I walked down the shore close to the water; this is were I would go to hide from my father, he was an abusive drunk. My brother was the one who got rid of him; he held a gun to my father's head and said how much is your life worth to you? And my father replied everything and my brother said then leave all you get our the clothes on your back and he did and never came back. I picked up a shell, I'll give it to Mia, she loves seashells.
****Glad to wake up everyday without you on my brain, No more waiting up late at night No more having to fuss and fight, Proud to say I will never make the same mistake, No more thinking about what you do, There's no more me running back to you****
I had been walking for a little more then an hour, and I was so tired, not like I can't walk anymore more like I'm tired of all the drama I put up with. I sat down and looked at the ocean, it was so clam and peaceful but in an instant it can turn into raging waves that could kill you, it's just like life, well my life anyway. I stood up and walked up to the parking lot of the beach; I called a cab, to be anywhere but here would be grand to be anyone but me would be a great plan.
****See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart can't take no more, I can't keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And although my heart won't take no more I can't keep running back to you****
I arrived at my brother's house at 7: 50 pm, my brother lived in an apartment building really close to the ocean. I knocked on the door, and my brother answered, "Hey Brian."
"Dom right?"
"Mom?"
"Yeah and the fact you rarely ever come visit, well at this time."
"That's true."
"Come in, so where ya staying?"
"I."
"You can stay here."
"Thanks."
"Mom said she'd bring Lissette at 9:30."
"Why so late?"
"She's too skinny and they're making cookies."
"Poor kid she hates baking."
"You don't say?"
"Oh, shut up."
****You mush be use to my crying While you're out bumping and grinding, But I'm leaving you tonight See my days are cold without you But I'm hurting while I'm with you And though my heart can't take any more I can't keep running back to you You must be use to me crying While you're out bumping and grinding, But I'm leaving you tonight****
My mom dropped Lissette off at 9:25 pm, she was half asleep and my mom said she was going to take her to a party her friend was throwing. I rolled my eyes but said okay, I had to work and Brian promised Lissette that he'd take her to the zoo when he got off work, that is if he doesn't get shot. My brother, Brian O'Connor is a cop, he and I have the same mom different dad but we are still family. I had left all my clothes in my car in the drive way of my mom's house my friend Jennifer, who works at the garage doing paper work all day long and she sometimes works on the cars, said she'd bring me one of her outfits. We all went to bed, mostly cuz we didn't want to wake Lissette.
Writer's note: Please read and review if you want another chapter. I hope you enjoy it and sorry it took so long. Vin Diesel's xXx is coming out August 9th, 2002 and he's also on the cover of GQ. Michelle Rodriguez's Blue Crush is coming out August 16th, 2002 and she's on the cover of Surf Girl magazine.
