FanFic
Chapter 3 NessiePOV
What
the Hell was I doing? I'm sitting here on my bed crying but why?
Why was I crying over this stupid crap?
Jacob is always
there for me. Why is it that he wasn't here this one
time
that it hurt?
Why do I put my uncle through this petty crap?
And I know he's
hurting. I can hear him outside. Whenever
he's hurt he phases and not
only is he in wolf form, but
he's whimpering as well.
I sighed. I should probably go
apologize. I went to Aunt Alice's old
built in bathroom and
washed my face and cleared my puffy eyes as much
as
possible.
I took a few shaky breaths and walked outside.
"Jake?" He was there
almost instantly which made
me feel guilty all over again.
I broke down crying. Again. He
phased back into human form and crushed
me to his chest. I
didn't even mind that he wasn't fully clothed.
We've seen each
other at our worst. This was no different. And it
didn't
really matter cuz I never considered being naked as bad. As the
youngest everyone has changed your diapers and the girls on the
cheerleading squad shower together so being naked isn't wrong.
At
least not to me.
I cried and cried until Uncle
Jake had to pick me up and carry me to
my room. He set me
down gently on the bed and went downstairs to get
my
favorite ice cream, chocolate
chip Cookie dough.
Yum.
He came back up with the whole carton and two spoons and
by then
he had put on some sweat pants. He blushed when I
noticed he wasn't
undressed anymore and I giggled.
We
turned on the TV an watched the Hills reruns until he fell asleep
from all the predictable drama. I watched him intently.
Whenever
he was asleep I felt as if I were the older one. He seemed so
vulnerable and once or twice I kissed him and saw him smile
unconsciously.
Today I felt cold. I'm accustomed to the
coldness of being a vampire
but today
was one of
my off days. I must've been coming down with a fever. I
curled
up on Jake's naked chest and fell
asleep.
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When I woke
up I was in a different position. I was curled up in
someone's
lap. I looked up at who I was sitting on.
"Momma?" She
looked frightened and that's when I heard the argument
coming
from downstairs.
"Edward! I can't stay with you guys any longer!"
"Jacob I'm sorry for being so cruel over
the years, if that's what you
want to hear."
"Bloodsucker it's not that. I need some time to think. Okay?"
"But
think of what it would do to Bella and Nessie? She still loves
you Dog."
Jake sighed. "And I'll always love
Bells." Ouch. Why did that hurt so
much? "But
I need to do this."
"But aren't you and Nessie..."
Their conversation was being drowned our
by a noisy car
coming up the driveway.
"Edward I'm not sure about anything anymore. Goodbye."
I heard the door close and my dad yell "Dammit!"
My mom shielded me from all my
emotions except being tired and I instantly fell
asleep
against my will. Cheater.
