A/N: Ok so I'm having trouble getting these chapters posted. But here is another chapter. Your reviews make me extremely happy especially with recent events this week. Here is Emily!! Oh yeah and this is completely un-beta'ed as I don't know how that works… so all mistakes are mine!! I do spell and grammar check but it doesn't catch everything.
Disclaimer: I do not own CM or characters.
Emily wished she had pushed the blonde agent further but she was just plain exhausted. She could see the guilt and pain in JJ's eyes and she planned on discussing it the next night when they went out, if no cases arised. She hoped JJ would at least get some sleep instead of looking at the atrocious files that sat upon her desk.
Emily drove the 30 minutes to her Washington, DC condo and went she arrived she went straight for the window overlooking the Capitol building. DC was beautiful at night and it helped clear Emily's head when she needed to think. Exhaustion was imminent but she had so much on her mind she knew she wouldn't be able to sleep, not til' she at least compartmentalized the pain she saw in JJ's eyes and the feelings of regret that came with it. The day Emily met JJ; she knew the blonde agent would be the death of her. Emily really never discussed her personal life, which she had little personal life to discuss, and she definitely didn't discuss her sexuality, and she didn't date. She hadn't been on a date in 5 years, she supposed it could be because of the one that got away, Anna, or just because she never had any time but the day she met JJ, she knew her world was changing. Jennifer Jareau was the epitome of the perfect woman for Emily, and it didn't have anything to do with her blonde hair or thin figure. It had everything to do with JJ's disposition, blue eyes, and kick ass attitude.
Emily knew she had feelings for JJ, in fact, she knew she was in love with JJ. Emily also knew that JJ was straight, and perfectly content with Will LaMontagne Jr, the man Emily had pushed her to go for during a case in Miami. Way to go Prentiss, Emily thought in her head. Instead of losing JJ forever, Emily kept her feelings in a little compartment, but the past few months it was getting harder and harder to put the feelings aside to be JJ's friend. Especially with the change in JJ's disposition, a change in JJ's eyes had taken place, like the pain and the unhappiness was consuming her. Emily planned on confronting JJ about this the next night. She needed to no matter the fear of losing JJ. Well if she hates me after tomorrow, I'll just transfer, I can do this. Emily thought. The thought of JJ hating her killed Emily and she put up her walls and felt the numbness take place. Tomorrow night. Emily thought again.
Emily climbed the stairs to her bedroom and changed into basketball shorts and her favorite Georgetown shirt and lay in her bed. She knew it was going to be a long night with quite a bit of tossing and turning. Images of JJ filled her mind as she slowly drifted off into a light sleep. Before she knew it, it was morning and time to face the day.
