Chapter 4
The next morning when I woke up the first thing I thought about was him. I couldn't believe I said that to him I was just teasing him but he was so sensitive and he trusted me not to hurt him and I did. The worst part was that although chucky was sure that he was gay and in love with me I wasn't sure of either and I was leading him on. Luckily he was still avoiding me, I tried calling him several times but he ignored me, so I had more time to think about things. Ever since he told me that he was in love with me things just went so fast and I didn't even have time to think. But what was I going to say to chucky if he ever did decide to talk to me again? Why did things have to be so complicated? I liked things so much better when we were just friends and maybe that's what I needed to tell him.
"Well I'm sorry if I'm too complicated for you Tommy next time I fall in love I'll try and make sure it's convenient for you!"
"Chucky wait, you don't get it!"
"What don't I get Tommy? That I make things too complicated for you? That you were just leading me on because you didn't want to hurt me or that you're just immature and can't deal with having a gay friend?"
"Chucky that's not fair you've had years to deal with this I haven't even had any time to think. Maybe I'm not even gay!"
"Okay Tommy take all the time you need but I'm not just going to sit around waiting, I'm going to move on."
