Can't fight this feeling
Chapter 3:
Later that evening..
Spencer and Emily were up in Spencer's room in there usual studying places. Spencer was at her desk, and Emily was on Spencer's bed. Spencer had been finished her homework for the past little bit, but she didn't want to disturb Emily. But Spencer couldn't help herself she had a beautiful girl laying on her bed concentrating hard on her book that she was studying from, the brunette turned to look at the beautiful girl on her bed. Spencer admired Emily, she was absolutely flawless. Spencer couldn't get over the fact that her Emily were finally together. She really couldn't ask for anything, or anyone better.
Emily looked up at Spencer and realized she was looking at her, Emily smirked and said "Like what you see?" In a flirty tone
Spencer shook her head and laughed "Whats there not to like?"
"Why are you so far away?" Emily said with a smirk "Don't want to catch my cooties?"
Spencer laughed at Emily's comment then got up and headed towards the bed. She wasn't sure what to do or where to go on the bed. She was anxious. Emily noticed Spencer's puzzled look so Emily got up and gently got hold of Spencer's hands and guided her towards the bed.
Spencer gulped louder than she expected "Do you need help studying?" Spencer had never really felt as nervous like she was feeling now.
"I think I can handle it" Emily said still in a flirty tone "You can help me with something else though"
Spencer couldn't help her eyes wonder Emily's clothed body, she was too nervous to look Emily in the eye. Spencer was speechless. Spencer tried playing along with Emily but her mind was blank.
Spencer finally gained the confidence and kissed Emily a little more roughly then she aimed for.
"Excited I see" Emily said "I like that" She went back in for the kiss.
Emily laid Spencer down on the bed and was now on top of her. As Emily kissed Spencer she moved her hands up and down Spencer's sleek body.
Spencer opened her mouth allowing the kiss to be deepened, Spencer responded accordingly. Emily explored Spencer's mouth and Spencer did the same until there tongues found each other. A moan escaped the tan girls mouth before she could stop it. Spencer was surprised with this action she didn't think she was that good. But than again her hands were rubbing the inside of Emily's shirt around her core.
They kissed slowly but heavily for some minutes, and then Emily stopped – due to her phone ringing. She pulled away and gave Spencer a darkened, misty look that sent chills down Spencer's body. Emily slowly, but smoothly got off of Spencer and answered her phone.
"Hello?" Emily said into the phone
"It's only 9 O'clock"
"Alright, I'll be home soon"
"Love you too- Bye"
Emily hung up the phone placed it back her front jean pocket. She did not return to her spot on top of Spencer where, the brunette was waiting un-patiently.
"I hate to do this Spence but that was my mom, I have to go"
"Now?" Spencer said sounding disappointed
"Yeah, she wants to make sure I'm well rested before my test"
"Great timing" She said sarcastically "I'll walk you to your car"
Spencer was heated up, she was unsure where things were headed, she wasn't sure if she was even ready. She loves Emily but this is a big step in the relationship for her.
"I guess I'll see you tomorrow at school?" Emily asked
Spencer wasn't really focused on what Emily was saying she was drowned in her thoughts
"Spence?"
"What?- Yeah I'll see you than" She said abruptly
Emily gave Spencer a quick kiss. Spencer tried to hold on to it for as long as she could but Emily pulled away knowing her mom would be waiting. She gave Spencer a sympathetic look and got in her car and left the Hastings. Spencer watched as Emily's car drove off. Her mind was still in shock from the event that had taken place in her bedroom. Spencer jerked when she felt her phone vibrate in her back pocket.
Poor Spencer, didn't get what she wanted for once
Kisses -A
When Spencer read the message she looked all around her. No one was to be seen at this time of night. Spencer went back in her room and thought how A would be watching every move Emily and herself would make. Spencer felt exposed even though her and Emily only made out. It was unfair to Spencer that she couldn't do what Emily and her wanted without A watching.
The tall brunette took a cold shower and went to bed, and dreamed of a world with out A.
The next day at school Spencer met Aria and Hanna in there usual spot outside in the courtyard.
"Where's Em?" Aria asked
"Early swim practice" Spencer answered
"I'm surprised you're not there" Hanna said jokingly to Spencer
"Hanna nows not the time" Spencer said giving her a glare "Have you guys heard from A recently?"
"No, haven't heard of A since Wilden was killed" Aria said curiously "Have you?"
"She/He/It texted me after Emily left last night" Spencer said
"What did A say?" Hanna asked
Spencer pulled out her phone and showed Aria and Hanna the message. They looked at Spencer puzzled at what it meant.
"Things were getting heated up between Em and I, then she had to leave" Spencer said answering the puzzled look on her friends faces.
"The real problem here is you and Em haven't fucked yet?" Hanna said jokingly
Spencer and Aria both rolled there eyes
"Not everything is about sex Hanna" Aria applied
"Em and I are just waiting for the right moment, I don't even know if I'm that ready"
"Wait you told me you were" Hanna said curiously looking a Spencer
"When things got heated up last night I was really nervous, I'm scared to screw up"
Hanna rolled her eyes "Stop being a wimp"
"Guys I hate to stop this conversation, but we have bigger matters to worry about" Aria said helping Spencer out
"I think we should just wait this out and see what A's plan is next" Spencer said
"A already blamed Wilden's death on my mom" Hanna said "I'm not waiting it out, she's still under house arrest"
"I agree with Hanna" Aria said " The least we can do is sneak into his apartment and hope to find something"
"That sounds like a good idea, we should talk to Emily about this later" Spencer said
The three girls left the court yard and headed for there classes. They knew that A was back, things were going to become a lot difficult for the girls. Especially Emily and Spencer.
A couple days later…
Spencer had talked to Emily about the text message. She knew this was bound to happen, Emily knew A wasn't gone forever. Both girls knew they were going to have to be more careful because if they were caught doing more than making out A would know and screw them over. They decided they would hold back on things until things cooled down if they ever did. Spencer was disappointed but she could keep herself busy with school and A, although she'd rather focus on Emily.
After Spencer talked to Emily, Aria and Hanna met the two girls and they headed towards Wilden's apartment hoping to find something to prove Hanna's mom did not kill Wilden. The girls knew they had to be extremely careful because this was still a place the cops were looking for clues.
"How'd you get in?" Spencer asked Hanna amazed with her actions
"I'm smarter than you think I am" Hanna said with a smirk
"Or you just got the key from me" Emily said
"Knew something was up" Spencer said disappointed "Wait how did you get the key to Wilden's apartment?"
"Stole it from my moms desk" Emily said acting as though it wasn't a big deal
The girls knew that Emily could get in huge trouble for stealing the key. But Emily more was more worried about her mom, she needed to make sure the key was put back before anybody would notice.
The foursome were very careful and put everything back where they found it. They didn't find anything except and unexpected gift from A. They were grossed out and scared with the meat package A had sent. They felt and knew A was watching them, they left and returned to the Hastings.
"This is so unbelievable" Hanna said angrily
"Calm down Hanna, everything going to be okay" Emily said as she put her hand on Hanna's shoulder
"We just need to take things slow and watch every move a person makes, cause we could easily attract trouble for A to start" Spencer said
"That includes you two" Aria said looking at both Spencer and Emily
The two girls glanced over at each other but held it into a stare. They both looked into each others eyes. Emily watched as a smirk crept Spencer's lips. She wanted to kiss them so badly but couldn't because her friends were in the room.
"Can you guys stop eye fucking" Hanna said looking at the two
Emily turned her face away from Spencer unwillingly and slightly blushed
"What are you talking about?" Spencer asked
"The way you two look at each other, it's like you're undressing each other" Hanna said "Right?" She asked Aria
"I hate to say it but she's right" Aria inputed
"You guys are full of it" Spencer said shaking her head
"Yeah, full of puke" Hanna said laughing at her own comment
Emily buried her head in Spencer's shoulder feeling embarrassed because she knew it was true.
"Em don't be embarrassed, it's fine" Aria said feeling guilty "Hanna and I just feel awkward when you guys do it"
Emily lifted her head off Spencer's shoulders "We're sorry" She said apologetic "It just kind of happens"
"I'm not sorry" Spencer said seriously "I love looking at you"
"You just admitted it" Hanna said smirking "Same with you Em"
The girls continued to joke around with each other, trying to forget about A.
"Do you guys want to stay over tonight?" Spencer asked kindly
Aria, Hanna and Emily all agreed to stay the night at Spencer's. The girls continued the night with a lot of talking and full of laughter that made them forget about there problems. Hanna and Aria were the first to fall asleep on Spencer's bed while Emily and Spencer were down on the carpeted floor, in there own comfy area they made to sleep on.
"Em you awake" Spencer said as she gently nudged Emily
"Yeah, whats up?"
"I can't sleep"
"Same, thanks for letting us stay here tonight"
"You don't need to thank me"
Spencer then leaned in and gave Emily a short but sweet kiss. That wasn't enough for Emily, all night she had the urge to jump on top of Spencer. Hanna was right about looks Emily and Spencer gave each other, well at least for Emily overtime she looked at Spencer she couldn't help imagine her naked. Emily roughly grabbed Spencer's neck and pulled her in forcing her tongue through Spencer's mouth, the tall brunette opened her lips to give Emily permission, not that she needed it. The kiss was quickly becoming heated and Emily knew that as they were continuing they were getting louder and she didn't want to wake her two friends.
"Spence, we can't do this here"
"What are you talking about?" she said continuing to suck on Emily's neck
"Hanna, Aria, ring a bell?" She said sarcastically
"Right, lets go in the bathroom?" Spencer said eagerly
"I don't think that's a good idea" Emily said "Things are getting too rough"
"I thought you liked rough?"
"I do, but not while are friends are here and definitely not in a bathroom"
"Fine, lets just go to bed" Spencer said disappointed
"Goodnight Spence" Emily said kissing Spencer's cheek
"Night"
The next morning Spencer woke up and felt Emily in her arms, she smiled to herself. She wished every morning she could wake up like this. Emily felt Spencer moving in the bed and turned to face Spencer.
"Good morning sleepy" Spencer said with a smile
"Morning" Emily said returning the smile
"Ugh get a room" Hanna said from on top of the bed
"I didn't know you were up" Spencer said feeling a little embarrassed
"Well I am" Hanna said. She then hit Aria with one of the numerous amounts of pillows around her
Aria woke up startled"That's a nice way to wake up" Aria said to Hanna
"I know" Hanna said with a smile
The four girls headed towards the stairs to go down and have breakfast. But before the girls went down Hanna noticed a strange mark on Emily's neck.
"I see you and Spencer had a good night" Hanna said nudging Emily's side
"What are you talking about?" Emily said curiously "We were with you two all night"
Aria then turned around to see what the fuss was about. "god Em what happened?" Aria said pointing to Emily's neck
Spencer then turned around to see what her three friends were talking about. When she noticed she immediately turned red and increased her speed towards the stairs.
"Not so fast quickie" Hanna said
"What?" Spencer said avoiding eye contact with Hanna
"Did you do this?" Pointing to Emily's neck
"No…"
"Then who did?"
"Fine it was me but it was and accident" Spencer said
Emily quickly went into the bathroom to check what her friends were all looking at. When she saw her face turned a dark pinkish colour. She had very dark reddish mark left on the skin of her neck. When Emily returned she noticed Spencer's eyes were focused on her feet. She could tell the tall brunette was very embarrassed and didn't realize what she had left on Emily.
"I'm sorry Em, I didn't mean to" Spencer said
"Don't worry, I'm just scared for my mom to see"
"Looks like it's scarf season for Em" Hanna said laughing
"When did this even happen last night?" Aria asked "You guys were with us"
"Um- well" Spencer wasn't sure what to tell her friends.
"We were just having some fun" Emily said helping Spencer out
The girls were surprised with Emily's answer, even Spencer. Normally Emily was the shy but sweet type of person. No one would expect her to be seen with hickeys on her neck.
"When? you guys were with us though?" Aria asked curiously
"When you guys fell asleep" Spencer answered feeling the courage to cover up for the two.
"Where?" Hanna asked with a smirk.
"Doesn't matter" Spencer said looking at the floor again
"But it does" Hanna said
"You know she won't stop till you tell her, right?" Aria applied
"In the room" Emily averted eyes from Spencer to Spencer's room
"Wait when we were sleeping?" Aria asked worriedly
"Kinda" Emily said now becoming shy
"Did more happen or just…" Aria said cutting herself off without continuing
"No, no we stopped before anything else happened" Emily quickly applied
"I wouldn't be surprised if it did" Hanna said jokingly
"Can we just go eat now? I'm starving" Spencer said trying to change the subject
"Will seeing Em eat make you horny?" Hanna asked joking
Spencer gave Hanna a glare than averted her eyes to Emily and gave her an apologetic smile.
The girls ate there breakfast and continued to talk in the kitchen. They completely forgot about A, it was as if they were finally free. But before things continued all of there phones buzzed with a message appearing, it read:
Fun's over bitches
-A
Sorry I haven't updated for a bit! I've have to much in mind for this fanfic and I don't want to rush things therefore it resulted to me writing this over about five times. Now I properly know where this story is headed! By the way I will be adding scenes from The show, just not including every detail, I'll also be changing it around so it fits my fanfic! Thankyou so much to everyone spending there time and reading this means so much! Please keep coming with the reviews I highly appreciate them whether they're good or bad! Thanks again :)
