Chapter 3: All for Me

About a week had gone by and everyone forgave me for my practical jokes on them. Grissom was leery because nothing had happened to him; oh, but his time was coming. All I needed was for him to work a decomp case. I went to see if anything had come in. It had been a slow night. As I rounded the corner, Grissom bumped into me. I asked him where he was going in such a hurry. Barely stopping, he stated, "DB at the landfill. It has been there awhile and has bugs. I've gotta go." And with that, he was gone. I went to the break room, grabbed a cup of coffee and a copy of Cosmo.

Before I knew it, I felt someone tapping my arm. I didn't even realize that I had fallen asleep. Not even looking up I muttered, "what time is it?" The voice said, 7:30. Shift had ended an hour ago.

"Sara, go home" he commanded. I said OK and stood up to leave. He poured himself some coffee. Damn, I thought, not today. As I was leaving the locker room, I bumped into him going in. I kept going. I stood in the shadow of the hall for about five minutes before sneaking back into the locker room. I could hear the shower going and rounded the corner thinking, "I can't do this to him, he is such a private man."

Before I knew it, I was naked and walking toward the running shower. I opened the shower curtain and slid in behind him. I was scared as hell when he turned around and looked at me. His voice was calmer than I expected it to be. All he said was, "Sara, get out of the shower."

I just looked at him. I moved my hands and ran them up his arms. As I did, I pushed him against the wall. I waited for him to push me away and run from the shower. I could tell by his eyes that he wanted something to happen but he didn't have the nerves to touch me yet.

I was probably going to get canned but my life is this job – that and trying to get the one man that ran like hell away from me.

When I finally spoke, my voice shocked me; it was calm, unlike my nerves. I looked at him and said, "Gil, I know you have feelings for me, but will never make a move. But I bet you haven't gotten the image of my naked body out of your head. So here I am, standing so close to you, giving you every opportunity to touch me or give in and do what you want to me, or turn around and run like you have in the past."

He stared at me, just looking at my eyes. Actually I was scared to see what his decision was. In a way I was hoping for him to run. But in another way, I was hoping the evidence poking me in the thigh was an indication he was choosing to stay.

"Gil, I am sorry." I said as I backed away thinking I had made a huge mistake. When I turned to leave, he grabbed my arm and pulled me to look at him. We just stood there looking at each other. I opened my mouth to speak but his lips landed on mine. I couldn't kiss him back. Then I thought, "this is your idea, don't fuck it Sidle." So I gave in, pushing my tongue past his lips. We kissed like hungry teenagers for what seemed like eternity. I needed some air, so I pulled away. I could see passion and hunger in his eyes.

I was kissing his neck and starting down his chest when his hand grabbed my chin and pulled me back up. He said when we were face to face that he needed to be in me. He had for years, but he hadn't known what to do about us then, but he did now. I just nodded. I knew if I spoke, my voice would just be a squeak. So I moved my hand down to his cock. As it made contact, he groaned. That was all the permission he needed.

He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. As he entered me, all I could do was let out a low moan. It was slow at first. I think we just wanted it to last, but in time we were going faster, meeting each other's movements.

I could feel my climax mounting. I whispered, "Gil, I am gonna cum . . . I want you to cum with me."

He pushed harder and I could fill my muscles clamp around his large cock. It only took a couple more thrusts until he emptied himself. As he did, he said, "Sara Sidle, I love you and I always have."

I could feel tears in my eyes and I said, "I love you too Gil."

We stayed there for a long time. I thought, this was the right decision because now my life is complete. He broke my concentration by saying, "your place or mine?"