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OMMMGGGGG III AAAMMM SSSOO SORRRY

I haven't updated for such a long time and don't worry I am still alive. So, I might end this series by the next chapter (sowwy) Please pardon me for my mistakes because I still need polishing. So let us swim all the way to chapiee 3!

Chapter 3-Why isn't it me?

I am depressed.

A mess.

Without you.

Why won't you look at me?

Why must it be you?

Why did you make me fall in love with you?

I just can't stop anymore.

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Rei, couldn't focus on his studies and this is not like him. His family had no, have high expectations of him. He can't just fumble and mess up out of nowhere. Formulas, studies, sports and theories was all that he cared. Then, Nagisa came. Everything just changed. So suddenly, he didn't notice. He always looked forward to those swimming practices not because of the sport but Nagisa. He always looked forward to talking to him. But what hurt him the most is that Nagisa won't notice. Nagisa looking here and there.

You are supposed to look at me.

Nagisa smiling because of someone else.

Why is the reason to your smile not me?

Nagisa as nice as he is to everyone.

It is frustrating that it hurts.

Why are you smiling?

Why are you happy?

Why are you laughing?

When it is not me.

When will you ever care?

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Rei can't hold it any longer. He needs to tell Nagisa what he feels. His feelings are gathering so much it is going to explode. His jealousy is taking the better of him. He walks to the corridors of the school. Walking and asking Nagisa where he is. Then there he found him. The only one person that can make him go crazy and he went up to him.

"Nagisa, I have something important to dicuss with you after practice?" he said with a stoic face.

"Alrighty!", Nagisa rocking his chair.

Rei's anticipitation and nervousness is at its peak. After, swim practice Nagisa was still in the water. All of them left. It was the two of them.

Just the two of them.

Alone.

Rei went to Nagisa under the water and kissed his lips. Figthing for dominace. He brought Nagisa up to the surface and looked at him with eyes. His weren't as determined as this before. This was the first time.

He gulped and said, "What is your answer?"

Nagisa blushing, "Umm, we are both males and like why would you even like me?"

Rei answered "in a matter of fact" way, "I don't care. I love you."

Rei kissed his lips putting his tongue. Twirling. Hot. Arousing.

He felt something hard rubbing his legs.

He smirked, "Oh, someone sure is hard don't you think?"

He stopped and said "I will be waiting for you answer, 'kay?"

He left with a blushing face.

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Rei arrived home. Went straight to his room not even bothering for dinner. He was phanting. Aroused. Rock hard. Seeing Nagisa's lewd face turned him on. He locked his room and he curse within breaths. He still can't believe he is doing his. He stroked his hard member. Up and down. The room was just filled with those sounds. He imagined Nagisa body trembling under him. Their warm bodies together. The feeling of being inside of him aroused him more.

"N-nagisa! Ah!" he moaned.

His moans were lewd.

He was reaching his limit and what can he do? He was a man with desires too.

He came and let out a gasp.

This is how it is, he is just a man succumbing to his own desires.

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So how was the lemon hehehe This is my first time doing some lemon omg Reviews, views, follows and favs are greatly aprreciated! Take care!