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Robin's POV

It's been 10 days since I was at the doctor's and talked to Chandra. I'm meeting Aya tomorrow for briefing/updating. What's going on? What's her thoughts on all of this?

"Robin! New order."

Oh right, I'm at work! That was my boss. She's a real nice boss, who really likes to work with people and respects my social anxiety. I don't know if she gets it and understands how it affects me, but she tries. She's fit, wears a pony tail and almost every day wears a relaxed crew neck t-shirt. If I were straight I would be so much in love with her, she just has the ability to wear anything and look good in it. Okay! Enough of that.

I have a tendency to fade into my own world when daydreaming. And here I am, working at a warehouse with shoes and underwear. It's ironic really; I love clothes and fashion, but I wear nothing but t-shirts and vests over. Open vests, and not the vests you see on skinny guys in the typical suit-style, but vests that are basically sleeveless hoodies with a zipper in the middle. I think I would think more about my own clothes if I actually would fit into the clothes they make today. Not easy being over-weight and having to find XL to XXL tops if I want it to be comfy. And don't even get me started on pants!

Oh right, the story. Sorry about that, I get distracted a lot. Real smart getting out of focus.

I'm going to New York in 11 days and I'm what? Here taking clothing-orders for customers? 11 days go by really fast and I need to be planning details of the trip! Yeah, Yeah, my doctor is planning the stay and the financial stuff but still, this waiting-period literally not knowing anything makes me crazy! Luckily I finish work in an hour; hopefully I can let my thoughts wander off on my way home without getting interrupted by some chitty-chatty moron without any social boundaries.

How fun social anxiety is.

*One hour later*

Finally! Freedom! Music here I come; 5 hours of work makes me a grumpy Aspie who craves for some musical time-out. It's 2:30 PM and the bus home is crammed with people. Just 30 minutes till my stop.

Sweet lord, a guy just walked in to the bus having a suit on; a real expensive one. What's he doing on a commute transport? If I had money for a suit like that, I would really just take a cab; who in their right minds takes the bus in rush-hour voluntarily? Not that I complain, I don't mind a handsome guy in a suit, who would? I'm just saying, you know. Kind of out of context.

After half an hour with tens of people that feels like hundreds I get off the bus and walk home. It's about a 15 minute walk over an open plain; usually with no people in my path. As an introvert; the less people means more energy for moi. As I walk home with my inspirational music, I think of all the answers and opportunities New York and Chandra will bring and I feel like the wind is twirling around me like in a Disney movie. Then I look around me; grass and flowers are actually swirling around me and I suddenly feel trapped as the swirling gets more and more intense.

It feels more and more like a tornado is forming around me and I don't know what to do. If I didn't know better I would even say the ground started shaking, but just tornadoes in Norway is absurd by itself, and earthquakes never even happens. Could this be connected to my so-called power? I turned off my music, closed my eyes and tried to calm down. As I got more and more excited and the wind more intense, I had to calm down since it was a clear link between the two connections. I started thinking about what my therapist told me to do under panic attacks. I don't think she had an actual tornado and earthquake made by me in mind, but I think I can apply the method. I put my left hand on my forehead, closed my eyes and though over and over again: "Go away! Panic, go away! Anxiety, get away from me!" I focused really hard on calming down, and it seemed to work after a while. The ground got quiet and the wind faded away.

When it all got back to normal, I looked around me. No one saw anything. That's what I call good luck during bad luck. As I walked home I thought to myself that I really need to get this under control. It gets more and more bad every time I have an outbreak. When will the next one be? And will I be able to stop it? I really need to see Aya, and soon! She needs to know everything, and how it all started. I have really not told her everything, and I am scared of how she will react.


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