A/N: I am so sorry that it's taken me this long to update. I've been so busy lately. I own nothing but the plot. Thank you to my wonderful girlfriend of a Beta. She's the one that makes this story better then I ever could. Love you, honey.

Chapter 3

The next time I woke up I was in a bright room in what seemed to be a hospital bed. 'I can't be in a hospital. Not again.' I thought to myself as I looked around frowning actually seeing books around me. "Where the hell am I?" I started to sit up holding my head with one hand as I looked around the room. Blinking I finally started to remember what exactly I had done last night and sighed lowly. Someone must have come home and caught me shooting up. Slowly, I moved the covers away from my body shivering at the cool air of the room and started to get onto my feet, realizing very quickly that I was not wearing my normal attire. I had been put in silk of all things. 'Silk… In a hospital…' Pondering that still I started to move toward the stopping and taking a step back when it opened just as I began to reach for the knob.

"It's about time you woke up young lady. Do you know how worried you had us Isabella?" Alice said walking in with a tray of food in her hands a look in her amber eyes. "Now, get back into that bed and eat. You're not leaving until Carlisle says you can. Once you do that, do you want to explain why the hell you would do something like that to yourself?" Alice had an angry look on her face as if she were in pain because of what I had done which really baffled me.

"How did you find me? …" I asked out loud doing as Alice said laying back down in the uncomfortable bed once more still feeling a bit dizzy.

"I didn't. Emmett did. He came over to give you some homework you had forgotten and found you nearly passed out in your room. He called me and I helped get you here." She said in a soft tone sitting the food next to me. "Now eat…." She said just when my stomach started growling loudly letting me off the hook… at least for the moment.

I sighed as I looked at the food in front of me. It was just a plain turkey sandwich and a bottle of water but to me it looked nearly like heaven. I took a bite of the sandwich blinking at the taste. It was fucking amazing. I gulped down the water and the sandwich together trying not to moan at the heavenly taste. Alice giggled softly at me and when I looked at her she had the oddest expression on her face coupled with her normal beautiful smile. It was almost like she was curious about what I had just tasted. 'It's just a regular ol' sandwich.' I thought to myself before I lifted my head up after hearing the door open again.

"Ah. Ms. Swan I'm gald you're awake." Alice's beautiful father, Carlisle, smiled a dazzling smile at me and came over touching my arm and I unconsciously shivered at the contact. I mean I knew doctor's hands were supposed to be cold but this was ridiculous he felt like ice. "Alice. Go ask Esme to make some more food for our guest." Alice nodded at his instruction looking at me worried before walking out. "How are you feeling, Bella?"

"I'm okay, I guess." I mumbled looking away from the doctor and instead looked around the room at the paintings in the study. They were interesting to say the least. Studying them I barely paid any attention to what Carlisle was doing since I knew from his gaze and his ghost like touches that he was was just checking me out. After he was done I looked up at him sighing "Can I go home?"

"Oh hell no. Your not going anywhere." I heard Emmett open the door glaring at me angrily pain evident in his eyes as he looked me over. Why was he looking at me this way? Hadn't I told him that I wasn't a perfect angel? Oh well. Guess he figured it out now. I snorted and stood up managing not to even look dizzy this time.

"I can leave if I want to. You can't stop me Emmett." I challenged watching his now black eyes as they narrowed.

"Wanna bet little girl?" He folded his arms walking over, towering over me. I looked up at him not scared one bit. I mean… if I could handle James, I could handle Emmett.

"And if I do?" I tilted my head to the left side smiling a little before it turned into a small frown. I watched as Alice touch Emmett's shoulder and watched as he backed away from me and more towards the door.

"Just make her explain, Alice." I heard Emmett whisper and saw the pain in his eyes grow. Why was everyone looking like that? I was nothing special. I was just Isabella Swan the Queen of the fuck ups.

As they walked away and out of the room I looked to Carlisle, who was watching me intently like he was waiting on me to explain things. "I'm not going to tell you or anyone else. It's my life and you all need to just stay out of it." I said in a calm voice. "If I want to shoot up or anything else its my choice." I made a move to the door and the silent doctor made no move to stop me, and I took that as an offer to leave if I wanted. So I took it. As I walked down the staircase I saw no one in my way and ran out the front door. I needed to get away from here… away from their pitying looks and the odd pain I saw in their eyes…. Couldn't they just understand that I wanted to die?