Disclaimer- Buffy and all characters are owned by Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy, Supernatural is owned by I think Eric Kripke and possible Sara Gamble
Summary- This takes place during Mommy Dearest and then deviates in AU for Supernatural, for Buffy it becomes AU right at the end of all the way.

Disclaimer- Buffy and all characters are owned by Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy, Supernatural is owned by I think Eric Kripke and possible Sara Gamble
Summary- This takes place during Mommy Dearest and then deviates in AU for Supernatural, for Buffy it becomes AU right at the end of all the way.

Willow felt her emotions run wild. The women she loved more than anything in her life was standing in front of her she prayed that the blonde still loved her, after what seemed to be an eternity she willed herself to speak.

"You had me so worried, when I heard that your nest had gone all bitey. I was terrified for you but here you are all big on the not biting and you made pancakes." A puzzled look crossed her face. "Why have you made pancakes, I mean I thought vampires didn't eat food what with the blood and everything so colour me confused because that's what I am. Not that confused actually has a colour as that would just be strange, but I guess it might be something like turquoise because it doesn't know if it's green or blue and now I'm babbling but I'm just glad you're alive or at least not dead."

Tara began to walk forwards placing the plate on a little coffee table she said. "Actually there's something I need to show you, something important." She moved her left hand to willows left her palm facing up; she made a large enough gap between Willow's forefinger and thumb for her hand to slip through before stopping at her wrist.

"What do you want to show me," Willow asked.

"Just listen." Tara replied tenderly.

Silence fell as willow concentrated hard moving her fore and middle finger around Tara's wrist "I can feel your pulse," Willow said the words not yet registering another confused look crossed her face before she realised the meaning of what she'd just said.

"Wait you have a pulse which means you have a heartbeat but a vampire's heart doesn't beat so how is it possible." Willow felt her legs give way but before she could collapse Tara held her and sat her on one side of the couch before positioning herself next to her.

"I'm human sweetie." Tara said gently.

Willows mind was going into overdrive. None of the research she'd done said it was possible except for the Shanshu prophecy which meant that one vampire could become human. Though everyone believed it was Angel's destiny. "I didn't even know that was possible I mean wow this is amazing" Willow said in amazement 'maybe there's a chance for us to get back together' she hoped it was true that maybe Tara would want her back in her new non undead life.

"I restored her humanity;" Castiel spoke voice barely showing emotion, "she was willing to go against what is expected of vampires not for her own gains but in order to help innocents. She was willing to side with the Winchesters against Eve even though she could have been killed for doing so, I can relate to that."

"Oh goddess" baby Willow cried happily "I'm so happy for you and I know it's been a long time but if you wanted to maybe we could find a way to make you and me work again."

"Sweetie there's nothing in the world I would love more than to be with you again" Tara answered her softly "nothing in the world could stop me loving you."

"You really mean it." Willow asked she felt tears welling up in her eyes, 'even after so long she still loves me,'

"Of course I do your my one, my always, the one I need and well I still am you know," Tara said leaving her statement half finished as she had done so many years before in her dorm room on the day she had told Willow how much she cared for her.

"You mean you're..." Willow said smiling as the memory of a day years ago came to mind.

~~~~Flashback~~~~

They'd been in Tara's dorm room their own special place together during the early days of their relationship. Faith had woken up and Buffy was handling the situation or at least they thought she was. Neither of them knew about the body swap at that time.

Tara had expressed the fact that none of the scoobies knew about her how her and Willow were a secret. That had been when Willow had fully realised that she had been selfishly keeping Tara from meeting her friends only she'd started babbling but she still remembered how that conversation had ended she'd said "I kind of like having something that's just, you know, mine." Hoping Tara understood.

She'd been partially confused when Tara replied with the words "I am, you know" her brain had been going so fast it barely processed the words causing her to reply "what." When the reply came she felt her heart race and felt a smile grow on her face the one word that held Tara's love for her in one precious love filled syllable "Yours."

~~~~End Flashback~~~~

"Yours, forever and always" Tara said as tenderly as she repeated the word that had shown her devotion to Willow.

Their lips slowly crept together before locking passionately opening slightly to allow the rediscovery of the mouths by exploring tongues both wanted the kiss to last forever however eventually they were forced to pull apart breathlessly.

Willow was moving back to kiss Tara again when she saw Tara's eyes looking into the distance behind her cheeks a deep crimson "Tara what's wrong was it the kiss was it too soon oh goddess I'm so sorry."

Tara placed a hand on Willows cheek and still blushing said "It wasn't the kiss, well it sort of was its just well we would have an audience."

"What do you mean audience" Willow said having completely forgotten about the four men who were still standing in the room, turning in the direction Tara was looking she turned round and saw the hunters and a very confused looking Castiel still standing in the doorway.

"That seemed to be... intense," Castiel said.

The two lovers began to giggle before Willow spoke up "yes it was, very high on the intensity."

"Maybe we should have the pancakes before they get cold." Willow said.

Once they'd finished the pancakes Willow spoke up

"Something about this seems familiar," Willow said.

"What do you mean?" Tara asked.

"Sam, Dean, that black car outside, I've heard of them from somewhere." Willow answered her

"I think I know where," Tara began "does the name Carver Edlund sound familiar."

"The guy who wrote those Supernatural books that Dawn loves," Willow said

"Yes well I read a bit of this one Tara smiled as she picked up the book she'd read earlier.

"Wow that's one of the best books I mean that Gordon was one evil yet well written villain I was really happy when Sam cut his head off with razor wire," Willow paused before continuing "and well I felt a bit hot and bothered reading the chapters with Lenore."

Tara smirked "I bet you were hot and bothered by her. And well these are Sam and Dean we met in Red lodge Montana a few years ago."

"Red Lodge that was where the book was set," Willow began "wait the books are about you two" she said pointing to Sam and Dean, "and you're in one of them she said gaze fixed on her lover I mean wow I didn't realise the books were based on a true story and well how many people can say I'm in love with a girl who's also a character in a novel, but well err didn't the series end with Dean in Hell."

"I don't exactly know cos I've only read a bit of this one" Tara answered.

"I Held him tight and pulled him from Perdition." Castiel spoke again

Willow blinked for a second before fully taking in the meaning. "Oh well I see, that makes sense."

"Now if you want we could take you back home" Dean said cheerfully. "I mean it'll be good to get back behind the wheel again, especially just driving for the sake of driving not looking for something to hunt."

"Could you take us to Los Angeles?" Willow asked

"Los Angeles ye we can do that," Sam said "we can be there in about two days honestly it's the least we could do."

"Get in the Impala Sammy we're getting these ladies home." Dean said enthusiastically.