Here's Sora.
Sora watches as Tai looks at the fire absentmindedly with Agumon in his arms and Matt gets up to go to his tent with Gabumon following him. She feels helpless to do anything about the two of them, unable to decide whom to confront first. What was with her when it came to the two of them? They were both her friends but something in her just stopped her from being able to decide.
"I can't believe those two sometimes." She mutters to herself, upset with how they have basically left her with keeping everyone together as they waged their war on each other.
Ever since she and Matt broke up a year ago, she had suddenly gotten caught between him and Tai once again. It all came to a head a couple weeks ago when she tried choosing between Matt's concert and Tai's soccer game, which fate thankfully spared her from with the Kuwagamon incident, and finding a way to be there for both of them. She knew she felt strongly for the both of them, but which one did she feel the strongest for?
"Sora?" Biyomon pipes up from beside her. "What is it?"
"Those two are locking horns like no one's business," she replied. "Soon someone is going to get hurt and I can't do a thing about it, B."
"They'll figure it out," replied the pink bird Digimon. "Let's talk about you for a moment."
"Me?" Sora raised an eyebrow curiously. "What about me?"
"What do you want to do with your life, Sora? What do you want?"
Sora realized at that moment that she had not really thought about what she wanted to do. She was more worried about the team lately and also keeping Tai and Matt at peace that she hadn't had time to think about herself. Then again, she always had been more concerned about the others than herself.
"Well…" She began but her words soon failed her. She sighed. "I don't really know, B. I haven't given it much thought."
"That's the problem right there." Biyomon said seriously. "You spend so much time worrying about the others that you don't take time for yourself. Your selflessness is one of the things I admire about you but it's also one of your greatest weaknesses."
Sora was shocked to see her Digimon talking to her in this manner. She never had before.
"Well, are you saying I care about them too much?" She asked.
"No of course not," replied Biyomon, shaking her head. "I'm saying that it's ok for you to take time for yourself rather than worry about the others."
"You know, I've worried about them so much that I don't even know how to think of myself." Sora realized.
"Well now is a good time to start. Tai and Matt will figure things out on their own. They always do. Are you still having problems? Is that why you spend more time focusing on the team than on yourself?"
Sora thought about this for a second. Maybe her game of 'eenie meenie' with Tai and Matt was what was driving this. It wasn't like when she and Biyomon first met and she had issues with her mom but a new type of problem.
"You really want to know?" She asked Biyomon, who nodded.
"Yes. Tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help."
"I don't know if anyone can help, B."
"I'll try. Just tell me what is waiting to burst out from inside."
Sora took a deep breath as she prepared to deliver her secret.
"I don't know if it's Tai or Matt. I can't choose." She put her head between her arms, her chin on her chest.
"Why?"
"They're both my friends and I feel this affection for them," she sighed. "But it's for both of them. I can't choose one over the other."
Biyomon now understood what was ailing Sora. It was something every teenage girl goes through, especially since she'd been hanging around Tai and Matt since she was a little girl. Even while Sora was dating Matt, she hadn't looked like she was truly happy with him and wanted something else as well. Maybe that was why she couldn't choose between him and Tai: she felt affection for Tai but she didn't want to hurt Matt either.
"What do I do?" Sora pleaded.
"Just listen to what your heart tells you, Sora." Biyomon replied. "If you follow your heart, you can never go wrong."
Sora smiled a little before hugging the bird close. "Thanks, B, you're the best."
Biyomon smiled. "Any time, Sora."
A/N: Now that I have had the chance to see Reunion enough, I think I got a better idea about Sora when it comes to Matt and Tai, much better than when I wrote 'If She Knew What She Wants.'
