So I was supposed to update this story today in the morning but!...I got sidetracked and I hadn't started working on it until I was in my 4th period class.
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Anywhozzle onto the story!
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-Ciel's Pov-
"Ciel" Sebastian whispered caressing the young boys face in his hand.
S-Sebastian..." I said back leaning into the hand. Eyes locking we stared for what seemed like hours, tentatively I reached up and placed both hands on my butlers face. His one visible eye full of longing and warmth.
Leaning towards each other, neither of us broke eye contact. Both wanting to feel each others lips against their own.
Softly, almost not touching we kissed. Moments passed as neither moved, both eyes now closed as they felt each other. Ciel being the inpatient person he was, couldn't take the slowness of the kiss and deepened it, wrapping his arms around his butlers neck and pulling him closer.
Pulling away for some much need air Sebastian spoke looking into the eye of his young master. "Bocchan. Wake up."
Wait...what. Confused I made to speak "Wh-" before being cut off.
"You need to wake up." I jumped at being shook suddenly it wasn't rough but not the most gentle either.
"Wait" I wanted to say but found my ability to speak lost only a small whimper coming out.
Being shaken again I looked around and found myself alone in a room a knew all to well. it was the same room where I had been tortured in Sebastian!?" I yelled fear tinging my voice. "Sebastian!" I yelled again panicking slightly.
-Sebastian's Pov-
Walking into my young masters room I set the tray holding his morning tea and breakfast on the dresser beside his bed. Turning towards him I was surprised to see him still asleep. Well he did stay up late even though he went to his bedroom early.
I couldn't help but let a small smile come to my face as I looked down at the one I called my master. Yes he was MINE even if he himself didn't know it. Brushing his hair back I hesitantly brushed my lips with his own, the small touch sending shivers down my spine.
Straightening up I decided it was not time to wake him up.
"Bocchan. Wake up." I said softly. Not getting a response I tried again. "You need to wake up." I said shaking him softly but firm. Feeling him jerk in his sleep I pulled my hand away as small whimper left his mouth.
I frowned what was he dreaming about that caused him to make such a noise. Nothing was allowed to make my master make such a noise. He looked down at the boy again and his eyes widen slightly when he heard his name slip from the earls mouth.
"Sebastian" he said again before abruptly sitting up hands clutching the covers, head down and small rapid gasps coming out.
"Bocchan. Are you alright?" I asked concerned getting a bit closer to him. "Bocchan?" I asked again sitting on the bed with him.
"S-Sebastian..." He said his voice slightly breaking. Turning his face towards me I felt sadness and anger as I saw his eyes. Tears had begun to well up in them, his pride not allowing any to escape.
Feeling bold I opened my arms and pulled him onto my lap. Hugging him. I felt him tense but soon relax as he awkwardly hugged me back burying his face into my shirt, his unshed tears wetting it.
We stayed like this for a few more minutes neither one talking just sitting there, thinking.
As much as I wanted to stay like this holding him in my arms, I couldn't. We had a schedule to keep and a guest to arrive shortly this afternoon.
Oh yes the guest. I'll be sure to show her our hospitality.
"Bocchan." I said gently pulling away slightly. I stopped as he tensed again. Without a word he got off me and sat on the bed scooting away to the other end.
Standing up I started to pour his tea. Not saying a word I fell back into the butler routine. "Your schedule for today is free due to Miss Elizabeth coming to visit you." I said my voice a little sharper as I said the girls name.
Handing Ciel the tea I waited for an order or a response. "Young master are you not feeling well? If you aren't I can send a letter to Miss Elizabeth asking her to postpone the visit."
"No. It's fine." He said after few moments a he drank his tea. Handing the now empty cup to me I went over to his wardrobe and got a pair of clothes for him to wear.
Silently walking over to him I began to unbutton his shirt. My face remained clam a mask of what I was really feeling. I wanted so badly to kiss him and to see him unclothed before me was to much.
When I was done changing him in his navy he attire I gave him his breakfast.
"Sebastian...will you hold me again?" Ciel asked softly barely above a whisper.
My eyes softened as I held my arms open for him and hugged him again, pulling him into my lap as I had done before.
-Ciel's Pov-
I woke up abruptly sitting up in my bed, the covers of my bed clutched tightly in my hands and my breathe coming out in short gasps.
"Bocchan. Are you right?" Sebastian asked. I didn't answer. "Bocchan" he asked again sitting next to me.
"S-Sebastian." I said finally acknowledging his presence as I turned to look at him with tears in my eyes.
I stiffened as I was suddenly pulled into Sebastian's lap and into hug. Not a second later did I relax into his touch awkwardly hugging him back and my tears soaking into his uniform.
We stayed like this for a while in comfortable silence. But that silence was broken as the butler spoke "Bocchan." He said pulling away. I wish he would call me by my first name as he had in my dream. I tensed as I remembered more of the dream turned nightmare. Knowing he needed to get up I silently got up and sat down on the bed scooting far away from him not making eye contact.
Sensing my discomfort Sebastian went back into his usual butler routine. "Your schedule for today is free due to Miss Elizabeth coming to visit you." I said nothing as he handed me my tea.
"Young master are you not feeling well? If you aren't I can send a letter to Miss Elizabeth asking her to postpone the visit." Sebastian asked/said.
Truth be told I would very much like that but I couldn't just send her away. She has always been like a younger sister to me. It didn't matter that we were engaged.
"No. It's fine." I said making up my mind. Handing him my now empty cup. I watched as he grabbed clothes for me to wear. It was a navy blue attire, one that I favored much.
My heart raced as he undressed and redressed me, some impure thoughts running through my head. I ate my breakfast clearing my he'd the best I could.
I wanted to be held again even for a little bit. "Sebastian...will you hold me again?" I asked barely above a whisper. His face softened a little and he pulled me into his lap once again hugging me as he had before.
Okay. This is it for today. Hope you enjoyed, sorry if they seem slightly OOC.
Fun Fact: My 4th period class is full of weirdos.
We were taking about potable water and a girl asked "Why do some people say not to drink water from a green hose?"
To which a boy replied "Because then gecko eggs while go into your stomach an live there."
Anyways you know the drill R&R!~
