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Chapter 3: voices.

I wasn't dreaming when I got in my mom's car.

I wasn't dreaming when I dialed Miley's and Joe's cell phone,and got forwarded.

I wasn't dreaming when I saw the Malibu home i grew up in.

and I certainly wasn't dreaming as i'm unpacking my clothes now.

I was in Malibu in my room trying so hard not to figure out ways that I still must be

dreaming.

I had to be. My boyfriend...

I thought about that...Joe was no longer my boyfriend. He clearly broke up

with me. Once again my heart felt as if it stopped. I sat down and realized what was happening

but I still couldn't grasp it.

Just as I was trying to regain myself from being dizzy when I heard a knock at my door.

"Lily?"My mom asked me, coming into my room.

"Are you feeling a little sick?"She asked not sitting next to me checking my forehead to see

if I was okay.

"I'm fine."I lied. Clearly not well because my mom's face squished. My mom has always acted more

as a friend than a mother so she clearly didn't go all over protective mom on me.

"Well,Oliver came to see you."My mom smiled at me hoping it would cheer me up.

My eyes sort of lit up and I smiled softly.

"Really?"I asked. Even though 90 percent of me was still on the verge of depression apart of me was glad that at least someone didn't leave me.

My mom nodded before leaving the room. I had to compose myself.

If Oliver saw me depressed he would hate Joe even more,and make SURE if there

was a possibility of me seeing Joe again that would never happen.

Oliver then stuck his head and smiled.

"Lily."He said with a smile on his face.

I smiled,"Oliver."I then ran up to him and gave him a hug. He hugged me back

and I finally felt some comfort since this horrible nightmare began.

"You seem sad.."Oliver said looking at me. I tried my hardest to fight back the tears but no luck...

I sunk to the floor with tears coming out,"He broke up with me."

xxxxx

Joe was quiet and still. Miley on the other hand was a little nervous.

"You think she is mad?"Miley asked with angst in her eyes.

Joe didn't answer her questions just remained silent,closing his eyes.

Nick held Miley's hand."It's for the best."

Miley began contiplating her future. She saw Kevin and

Amy talking about something,which she didn't bother to hear.

While Eliza and her husband were waiting for them at thier next stop on tour.

This was bad. Christian was at home with his wife, they stood behind of course.

Yesterday had took a toll on Miley. She didn't full understand the damage a vampire

could do, until she saw Ryan almost try to kill Lily,when at one moment he was just sitting

down calmlly with a smile.

Joe's decision had effected them all,but he seemed to have the right train of thought.

Miley knew that this tour she would have to forget Lily. Lily couldn't be part of her life anymore.

Well not her life but remaining and it was such a hard choice, but the Jonas's were her family

now and there was nothing she could do. She loved Lily more than anything in the world but she

was spending eternity with Nick, and the connection she had with Nick was inexplainable.

Joe said that they were all dangerous to Lily and that the only choice was to stay away.

She wanted to call her so bad and tell her that she didn't want to but had to.

Miley thought about how much Lily must hate her right now.

Miley then looked at Joe who seemed to be taking it the worst. He remained still and quiet now really acting like he used to be more dead. Miley walked over to Joe and he just looked at her with blank eyes.

"What?"He asked.

"Nothing,it's just hard."Miley said softly.

"You'll live."Joe said before looking at the window again.

Inside...Joe was now dead.

Miley looked at Nick who hugged her.

"I'm so sorry..."He whispered in her ear.

"It's not your fault. I just lost apart of me."Miley said.

Nick then kissed her lips,"Babe.You are the world to me. It's just if you care about

Lily that much you have to let her go, we cannot to selfish and have her around just so we can be happy I would rather habe her miserable than dead. She will move on. HUmans have an ability to change and go in another direction with thier lives...Lily will move on."Nick said.

"I don't think I can though."Miley said breathless.

"Well since your new to being a vampire, alot of your human emotions are still fresh. As you get

wiser and have more years experience you will see things from a more logical point of view.

How is the expression go, uh you will think more with your head than you uh memory of a heart."Nick explained to Miley.

"I still have my heart."Miley said looking at Nick's eyes.

"It's not a human heart..you think you still do."Nick said again.

"Then how can I love?"Miley asked holding Nick's hand.

"That's a soul. My darling. You are my soul,you're my eternity, I would

have to kill myself if I didn't have you..."Nick said.

"I thought vampire's couldn't die."Miley pointed out kissing Nick on the lips. He then deepened the kiss making Miley close her eyes and run her hands threw his perfect flawless curls.

"We can but..it's complicated."Nick said.

"How.."Miley asked now curious. Nick thought about this. For a second her focus wasn't on Lily

so he thought he would use this chance to distract her.

"Well one way is to rip one vampire to shreads durring a battle. Another way is to go to Italy.."Nick explained.

"Italy?"Miley asked with a weird face.
"Yes,there is this very powerful vampire family,let's just say the royal family of the vampire world."Nick said. He saw he had Miley's attention and continued," Well what they says go, they are

one of the first vampire families out there, so if you go with them, breaking any rules then you will be destroyed."

Miley looked at him and thought about this,"That sounds dangerous."

"Yeah but you got to make sure that you don't do anything wrong."Nick said.

"What's wrong?"Miley asked.

"Don't worry about that now Miley."Nick said with a grin.

Miley smiled in defeat as she rested her head on her boyfriend's lap unaware that a certain lead singer was listening to the conversation.

xxxxxx

Oliver seemed shocked as I was once when I first found out.

It had been two weeks since I arrived in Malibu and I was already dying.

I could have been mistaken for a vampire,one, I didn't eat. Two I was quiet,

and I hated to leave my room. The only light in my life seemed to be Oliver.

I wish I could appreciate him but my life ceased have exsistance knowing that Joe

or Miley didn't want to be apart of me. I checked my phone again to see if Joe called.

I got nothing. I kept pacing back and forth. I decided to call him again and he didn't

answer again. Forwared to voicemail. He was ignoring my calls.

I decided to leave another voicemail, I knew I was sounding obsessive but I didn't care.

Joe was my life and I meant it when I told him I loved him.

"Joe,hey it's Lily. Look, please reconsider this whole not talking to me thing..."I said I then took another deep breath."People fight but then they work out...don't they? I mean I am sorry..I just I wish I could take my birthday back...please call me back. I love you."

Just as I finished talking Oliver knocked ta my door. It was 4:30 the time Oliver got out for work.

I smiled weakly as he came to hug me. Again my heart was dead, I could have no further dissapointment.

"Hey,Lily instead of being in your room today I wanted to do something different."Oliver said to me.

I was suprised by this and looked at him weired.

"Why?"I asked.

"Well,Lily,it's been two weeks, you haven't left this room, all you have been doing is sulking.."Oliver said to me.

"I'm not sulking." Denial.

"Yes you are."Oliver said as he came and sat down next to me.

I gave him a wary face and he sighed. He then smiled at me.

"Today we are going to have fun on my harley."Oliver grinned.

"What? Oh no,that's too much and I-"

I then began to think about this. I would get hurt...most likely knowing me...but I needed

some thrill in my life,maybe riding on a motercycle was something I needed to get him off my mind.

I sighed and smiled at him,"Sure."

Oliver looked shocked at my sudden change of heart and grinned at me,"Let's go."

Oliver led me to his bike, my mom let me go because she knew I was in a depression slump.

"Here."Oliver said handing me a helmet. I smiled as put on before getting behind the motocyle and hugging his back.

"Hold on tight."Oliver said before taking off.

It was nothing compared than riding on Joe's back, it was thrilling.

With Joe I knew that there was no chance I would get hurt yet with Oliver I knew

there was a HUGE chance that would. It was dangerous. I felt this thrill that I hadn't felt in forever...

since Joe.

I smiled at held on tight. I saw a smile purse on Oliver's lips as he watched me.

He kept speeding and I thought of an idea.

"Can you go faster?"I asked him.

Oliver laughed,"Yeah but won't you be scared?"Oliver asked me.

"Ha,no..."I said smiling.

Again I got thrill this rush knowing danger was in the way.

"Hold on then!"Oliver said as he sped up. I gripped on tighter and tighter to Oliver

as he sped more and more.

"Faster!"I said laughing,feeling as if this was a rollercoaster.

Oliver obeyed. I knew Oliver had the biggest crush on me and him knowing that I knew

he woudl listen to me. It was like I had my own bottle of adreneline right next to me.

Just as we were on the road a car pulled up next to us.

The driver looked at Oliver as if a challenge but I noticed who was in the car. Jake and Stephanie.

"Ha, you think that bike can go faster?"Jake challenged.

"Hell yeah it can."Oliver boasted.

"Drive then!"Jake sped up. I was laughing and gripping tightly.

Me and Oliver were on the opposite side of the road now racing Jake.

Lily,stop.

I must be going crazy. I thought I heard Joe's voice. I knew that I must be going crazy.

I was just missing Joe, I was probably imagining that. I knew Joe would say something like that.

I shook my head and continued focusing on the road.

Lily!

Okay,weird I had to be imagining Joe's voice. I then looked at the road and saw a truck heading towards me and Oliver's way.

But Oliver was too close to beating Jake. I knew Jake was a good boaster.

"A little bit more."Oliver smiled. I then began to get nervous, were we going to make it on time.

LILY!! STOP!

This time it was so demanding it made me say it,"Stop!'

As soon as those words were uttered Oliver stopped and three seconds later the truck passed.

I was trying to feel my heartbeat. It was going too fast.

"We coulda made it."Oliver said as he turned to me.

I couldn't think. All that I knew was that I heard Joe's voice in my head...

"Lilz?"Oliver asked.

"I'm fine."I smiled at him. Jake then drove up to us.

"Hey.Loser."Jake laughed.

I didn't even bother to say Hi my thoughts were blooming.

It seemed clear to me. Whenever I was in danger Joe's voice came to me.

So if I wanted to hear Joe's voice...I had to be in danger. I took a look at

Oliver and his friends...

This should be easy.

xxxxx

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