Hi sorry I've been really busy only just got chance to write tonight cause the internet's down and I can't do any course work honestly the minute I got back to school I was swamped with homework so tonight is a welcome break oh and my friends gone to Florida so that's kind of depressing cause I had to sit in English on my own for a week and she missed been given a huge part of the course work... on the bright side she has to do it when she gets back =) anyway enough about me otherwise this will be longer than the chapter. Enjoy.


The day really couldn't get any worse Merlin had decided as he sat in his room holding his guitar which just so happened to have 3 snapped strings fortunately due to his only (quite small) stroke of luck that day he had spares and after deciding to write a song based on his mood he locked himself in his room for the night turned off his phone and began.

By the end of the night he was surrounded by scraps of paper with rejected lyrics on, he had been tempted to throw his guitar out of the window more times than he could count and his hair was sticking up in all directions due to the amount of times he had ran his fingers through it but overall he felt quite proud of his nights work as he set to playing the final product of a whole nights work.

If I had somewhere to go I'd go
But instead I'm gonna just stay home
Live my life in the slow lane
But then that's just my way
Sat here thinking to myself
This isn't good for my mental health
Gotta find another way around
To not go near the underground

Some days just drag on and on
Some are here and then there gone
Trying hard to find my lungs to breath
Can't even find the way to leave

Don't get me wrong I mean no harm
I just can't seem to see the charm
This world is big sure I'll agree
But is it big enough for me

I don't have time to see you sad
You'll just make yourself mad
Falling down and falling out
It's just a way to avoid the doubt

Some days just drag on and on
Some are here and then there gone
Trying hard to find my lungs to breath
Can't even find the way to leave

Maybe it didn't make sense but it didn't have to because to Merlin it reflected all the emotions of a very odd day, one in which he had been confused beyond belief, annoyed till he couldn't be annoyed anymore and had had to clean the chemistry lab from top to bottom due to a head full of brass band and Arthur Pendragon making him even more clumsy than normal which was defiantly saying something

But the thing that was confusing and annoying Merlin the most had to be the fact that his head remained to be full of the prat long after he had gone and long into the night all he could think about was the way in which he had looked in the rain, how it had given him an almost heavenly appearance, how he had looked so appealing wet from the downpour, how he had...

No, No. Stop it he told himself you hate Arthur and Arthur hates you that's all there is to it, stupid bump on the head making me delirious pull yourself together.
Ah of course there was always that small voice in the back of his head just doubting what he was trying to convince himself was the truth.

"But what if Arthur doesn't hate us... he has been talking to us hasn't he and I mean we certainly don't hate Arthur do we."

"Yes we do hate Arthur and he hates us the only reason he was talking to us was because his stepsister is one of our best friends." Oh great now he was talking to himself again he really was going mad wasn't he.

"Well if you say so."

"Yes we do say so now leave me alone I just want to go to sleep."

That night after a lot of tossing and turning when he finally got to sleep he had a weird but definitely enjoyable dream.


=) Dream coming up next chapter please review hope I'm getting the hang of it please tell me if you think it's awful or good or kind of in-between or I'm going to shut up now anyway you know where the button is =) spelling mistake has been corrected sorry bout that =)