AN: YAY! Third update in one and a half days! Anywayz, This chappie is in Jake's P.O.V. And, instead of anything having to do with Bella, it's Jake/Nessie. Oh, and I relized I had forgotten this in my last two chapters... I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT, OR DAVID ARCHULETA. OR BARRIERS, CRUSH, OR TOUCH MY HAND. UNFORTUNATELY. I WOULD LOVE TO OWN ALL OF THESE.
Barriers
My name is Jacob Black. And…well…I'd have to say I have a huge problem. You see, I'm werewolf. Or, more appropriately, a shapeshifter. Werewolves can imprint. Which means…well…it's kinda like true love. And the person I've Imprinted on, looks at me like an awesome brother, and that's killing me.
Hey, Mmmm,,
Well I don't know how to say this right,
And the words got me choking,
I keep hitting this wall,
It's never gonna fall,
And we're still broken,
This mountain we've been trying to climb,
It's never ending,
Just can't do nothing, gotta do something,
Cause if we don't open up our eyes,
We're just pretending
I've told Nessie that I love her before, but I haven't explained why I do. Bella's still mad at me and Edward's…well, Edward. Furious, but hides it for the two women he loves most in his life. And, the biggest problem of all is the fact that Nessie and her family are vampires, natural enemies of the werewolf.
Well there's a time for giving up,
Didn't wanna have to say it,
All we're doing is building walls,
And now there's too many barriers,
I walk up to Nessie, and she smiles up at me. I smile back, but inside I'm sobbing.
"Ness, can I talk to you for a second?" I ask, praying inside that I don't burst out sobbing on the outside.
"Sure, Jake!"
She's so happy…why do I have to do this?
We walk into the kitchen, leaving the other vamps in the living room.
"Ness," I sigh. "I think I may have to leave you and your family."
"What?" She asks, startled.
Here we are lying here,
It's our last final goodnight,
Just because it feels so good,
No use pretending we're alright,
Too many locks (locks), too many cries (cries),
Too many tears (tears), too many lies (lies),
Too many barriers (barriers).
Oh, just too many barriers.
"There's too much working against us right now. I need to leave…at least for right now." I reply, trying to keep my eyes from Nessie's beautiful face.
"Jay, you don't need to leave!" She sobs.
Oh, great, she knows I can't resist her pet name for me.
Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out,
But I can't wait any longer.
Our love's burnin' down,
Creepin' in the doubt, we're not gettin' any stronger.
I hear you say that we're doin' okay,
But, baby, I don't think so.
Just can't do nothin'; gotta do somethin',
'Cause if I don't get into my car,
I won't go very far.
Well, there's a time for givin' up.
Didn't wanna have to say it.
All we're doin' is building walls.
Now there's too many barriers.
"Ness, there's too much in our path right now." I sigh. "I don't think you know this already, but I'm a werewolf. I've never shown you this. Your father…well…Edward doesn't like me very much. Your mother is mad at me for something that happened about three years ago. I'm sorry, I do need to leave."
Here we are, lyin' here.
It's our last final goodnight.
Just because it feels so good,
No use pretending we're alright.
Too many locks (locks), too many cries (cries),
Too many tears (tears), too many lies (lies),
Too many barriers (barriers).
Too many barriers.
Just too many barriers
That we keep running into.
Been tryin', but we just can't break through.
I know I'm gonna keep wishin' I was with you,
But we just gotta stop...
"No, Jay, I'm not gonna let you leave!!" She sobbed. God, why must you do this to me?! I thought. "I don't care what you are, or what my mom or dad think of you! Jake…I'm not going to be able to live without you. What will Rose get mad at without you? Who will Uncle Emmett laugh with? When Jasper just about loses control, who'll point out that he looks constipated without you? Who'll Alice laugh at, when you trip up?! Jay…who'll I love?"
Here we are, lyin' here.
It's our last final goodnight.
Just because it feels so good,
No use pretending we're alright.
Too many locks (locks), too many cries (cries),
Too many tears (tears), too many lies (lies),
Too many lies.
In a hurry to get somewhere,
And the road's tryin' to block ya, block ya (too many barriers)
And you feel like you're nowhere,
'Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya, stop ya (too many barriers)
In a hurry to get somewhere,
And the road's tryin' to block ya, block ya (too many barriers)
And you feel like you're nowhere,
'Cause the world's tryin' to stop ya, stop ya (too many barriers)
She just said she loves me. In a strange twisted way, but she did!
"Ness, I'm sorry." I say, tears now leaking out of my eyes. "I still have to go, I know it'll affect everyone. I'll probably come back some day though. Good bye, Renesmee."
I walked out the kitchen and through the front hallway. I stepped through the front door, for what would probably be the last time.
