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I composed myself and sat up straight, "I use to have a friend named Mike, We were more like best friends until I met Jasper and well, My boyfriend became my best friend of course. Jasper went out of town to visit his Grandmother who was very ill, so I decided to hang out with Mike" I swallowed hard and looked down, "he told me that he loved me and had for a long time, he… he forced himself onto me and…he was stronger than me.

"Edward" he said in a raspy voice, "Did he hurt you, during this act?"

"He got mad… I tried to get him off of me. I punched him and he got mad… so he" I paused and took a deep breath, "So he fucked me without lube and as hard as he could." I said in a small whisper

"Did you" he stopped to clear his voice, "Did you see a doctor?"

"No… I was scared…after that happened, there was… well…" I couldn't get myself to say it. It was the most traumatizing day of my life. "There was blood." I said feeling, more tears spill

"I know I don't have any STD's because they tested me when I came in… you know… but … I don't know" I started sobbing again

. . . . .

Tick. Tick. Tick. Tick.

Is there a reason for everything? Like, if someone didn't die one hundred years ago, the day they were supposed to, would I not be here right now? If snow white as never made would my mother not have had me? Would she not have met my father? Would drinking a cup of water, have an impact on my life in the long run?

.Tick.

Is there a reason they have clocks in this god forsaken place? It's not like any of us can go anywhere

I look around the room, the lounge usually has a few people in it but today it looks like it's just me and Sam. Sam arrived here a few months back for drug abuse, he seems fairly normal though not that I've had much of an opportunity to talk to him, I guess this is my chance, "Hey I'm Edward" I said looking at him from across the room

"Hey I'm Sam" he said with a cocky smile and a strange accent

"I'm sorry I haven't properly introduced myself before this" I said with a slight laugh, its true; I usually introduce myself to the newcomers

"It's all good" he waved me off, "I've made a few friends"

"Yeah I've been here for two years, I don't have any friends" I said with a laugh, I'm sure he was just pulling my leg because people aren't exactly friendly here, especially to new comers

"Is what Jessica said true? Because you don't seem queer" he said randomly, looking nervous

"She told you I was gay?" I asked, I didn't think she would tell anyone. She was someone who I thought I could somewhat trust

"Yep" he said slowly

"She suffers from a compulsive lying disorder. if she starts any rumors about you I'm sorry" I say and then get up to leave

"Waite" he said in a smug voice, "You really are a queer aren't yah"

I stopped and turned around, "Yes I am" I said confidently

He smirked, got in my face then whispered, "The queer burn in hell you know, no one likes a cocksucker"

I smirked back and looked him dead in the eyes, "I LOVE sucking cock. LOVE it and I love taking it up the ass" I said smirking. But maybe that wasn't the best idea seeing as next thing I know I'm knocked onto the flood getting the living hell beaten out of me

"Get the fuck off of me!" I yelled trying to shove him back

"This is the kind of treatment a fag like you deserves" he said kneeing my stomach

"STOP STOP STOP!" a woman yelled from behind me and Sam got off. "What do you think your doing!" the nurse yelled, I looked over and of course its Angela, "Sweetie are you alright!" she said scooping me up into her arms

"Yeah I think so" I said coughing, I'm pretty sure my mouth is bleeding

I stood up and clutched my side, oh fuck I think he broke a rib. "I'll be fine I said trying to get away from all of this

"No, your coming with me" a tall man said, and I just rolled my eyes

. . . . .

"What is the meaning of this?" said a man, late forties short and pudgy, his hair beginning to gray

"Well sir, Sam" I adverted my eyes to him, "assaulted me due to my sexuality"

The man raised his brows in disbelief, "is that true?"

"Yes it is" Sam said in a proud voice

"Edward your free to go" the man said softly, "I'm sorry that had to happen"

"It's alright" I said, walking out the door

. . . . .

Why do I always come to this same window? I love it when it rains so that's my reason for today, but I like to see the outside world. I don't like being cooped up in the hell hole. My jaw hurts from yesterday's incident and I'm not looking forward to seeing Dr. Black today.

"Edward" Speak of the devil. "It's time to see you Dr."

I walk down the hall to the door labeled "Dr. Black" and open the door, "Good to see you Edward" he greets warmly

"Are you alright after yesterday? Tell me what happened" he starts. So I explain how Sam patronized me and beat me, "I'm sorry Edward" he said softly

I looked at him dead in the eye and asked, "How do I get out of here?"

He gave me a surprised look and then sat on the edge of his desk, "Tell me why you tried to kill yourself, that's a start"

"I told you, it was because of Mike" I hung my head low

"After Jasper broke up with you?" he asked, writing all of it down

"Yes, a few days after" I sighed, "I don't think I'd do it again though"

"Everything is going according to plan my boy" he said smiling and tucking his papers away

"I tolled your parents to be ready to come get you this weekend because I knew you would be done here very soon"

I looked at his like he was the crazy one here, "What? I get to go? Really?" I asked not believing him

"Yes" he said opening his door, "pack up"

I ran back to my room and threw everything in my bag, I can't believe I actually get to go home. I know this place was just supposed to get down to the reason why I tried to kill myself but I didn't think I would get to go so soon.


So i got bored of Edward being at that stupid place... so yeah ... REVIEW