A wish of eternal war 3rd chapter

AGE 10 JAPAN KOUH CITY

Collin lee, the stupid boy who dammed his life to an eternal life of war and conflict, a cold careless killing machine that has accumulated enough power to destroy a galaxy at full power. A perfect god of war who has been called every single name under whatever coloured sun you live under. A sad despairing man who forever mourns the loss of his allies while celebrating happily for those saved, always moving forward, never missed but always lost, always victorious but never winning, always losing but never defeated. A perfect weapon.

But right he wasn't a he at the moment for he was a she in this life

Meet Sarina Ashworth an American born girl with long wavy gold hair and greens emerald eyes soft pale skin athletic figure and an high academic scoring youth, heir to the Ashworth International Motorised and Medical Business Empire or A.I.M.M.B. where they own 43% of the world's consumer base, the only daughter of a loving house wife Rebeca Ashworth and caring loyal father Jackson Ashworth. A great family for a doomed girl, a precious moment in life that every child should live.

So far Sarina's life has been pretty average, little conflicts acting like her age living up to the Ashworth name had friends come and go keeping her grades way above average being a kind person and trying to figure out what conflict she be facing in the distant future while also trying to find out why the god of the bible is in her soul as well as trying to keep the new spirits she keeps gaining under control.

For some reason they were from many different mythos of the world, like Norse, Celtic and Shinto just to list a few.

'if spirits exist then magical and supernatural beings are also real as well with their gods, wonder how many there are.'

All in all, a very (semi) normal life, a peaceful world that she doesn't need to intervene in…yet.

For now Sarina will play the part of an innocent teen make her way through life.

Right now she was with her mother buying food for their family at the local market.

"Sarina could you go and get a set of free range eggs and will be done" her mother called out, she was a guy magnet if the lust in some single and married men's eyes were to say something, brown wavy hair sea like eyes curvy figure big breast and a smile of an angel can make you pause at minute, Sarina's body was starting to take after her while her personality was mix of both her parents

"On it" the trip for them was quick no point in taking too long, when all groceries' were bought Sarina and her mother where on their way to the car, they saw some friendly faces said hello to some neighbours and prayed to a passing priest, yeah Sarina's parents were Christian protestants, she read the bible and it was fairly interesting, some bits were different in other worlds bibles but those are those and this was this, so naturally she too followed in their footsteps, following the teachings of God.

It's nice to believe in something.

"Oh shoot, sweetie could you stay hear I think I left my credit card behind."

"Sure 'I'll be right here" her mother nodding she left for the market again

Sarina causally took the time read a book she recently bought, detailing the life of an adventurer who is traveling to simply find meaning in his life as he was gifted powers of the gods who foresaw a great calamity and so picked a random person to solve all their problems a couple of WTF moments, and hilarious moments and a couple of plots but all in all a great book.

"If only the idiot main character realised the harem he is unknowingly making [sigh]"

A few minutes had passed and with a chapter down many to go Sarina could help but feel how life was simply calming peaceful environment, a moment that she fights for. Soon though her attention was then caught by probably the most beautiful woman she had ever seen, she really reminded her of the section 3 leader Mira if only she had gold hair and blue eyes, she couldn't help but daydream a bit at th…..

The scenery all though the same but the setting was replaced by fire an flame, craters and bloody parts of what used to be a person while distant screams and gun fire could be hared

Sarina was starting to have vivid flashes of conflict along with her life-long chant

I am the flesh and bone of my sword, steel is my body, fire is my blood, and glass is my heart

'Where taking fire'

Fiery skies and smoke were raisings and fast traces round were moving in opposite direction

I have overcome countless battlefields, not once retreating, but never once victorious

'The left watch the left'

An mass of bodys piling high as the kill count rose, blood flowing like a river

Unknown to death, nor to life, unaware of loss, nor aware of gain, never understood

'Man down, we need a medic'

Familiar faces fall, faces of anger, and fear from both sides, the head is all that remains

My life has no meaning, through the centuries, I have withstood great pain

'Dammit Mitch NO'

Brothers and sisters, forever lost, friends and family trying hard to save him

I have claimed and made many weapons, yet never owning anything

'Where the hell is our support?'

They try and try, never close to success never realising of how futile it truly is

My hands that have braved so much to fight with, but will never hold anything, I have nothing

'Argghhh my arm they took my arm'

No matter loss nor the gain, we all ways have to pay the of what we want in the end

Yet I am a sword, to be nothing more than a weapon, this body is a sword, forever alone on a hill

'Keep moving'

The path is never ending, infinitely going on, but I know there is an end, nothing last forever

So I pray, make this body out of swords, waiting for ones arrival, I have no regrets

'Please make it stop'

I know the face of who did this, I know why they did it, but I don't know why I wanted it

To you I pray, forging iron in a hill of swords, my life needs no meaning

'Your all goanna die'

I thought I'd freed myself, but it came back and forced itself on me, it told me that it won't let me go

But this life is not yet over, let this false body be made of swords, I pray, give me a body that is

'IMCOMMING'

There is no hope for me, no remorse, no respite, no mercy, no end, just an empty ghost in a shell

UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS

"Are alright little one"

Snapping back to reality Sarina could see the woman she was looking in front of her, it was then she felt her breath ragged and a bit sweat on her brow and look of horror, but centuries of constant combat taught to quickly schooled her features and show calm front

But the eyes told a different story, a horrible story of terror, of facing the scariest thing but to survive a cruel ending, those eyes haunted forevermore, never forgetting, never forgiving

"y-yes, I'm fine just…lost in thought" needless to say the women was not fooled, she knew something was wrong with her, but it was not her place to pry, so turning that frown upside down she smiled once more, its effect seemed to make everything seem ok

Sarina blushed for staring too long, after all, a war veteran is always on alert as anything can happen, tragedies can strike at any time it cares not for the places for if something bad can happen it most certainly is possible for it to happen.

But this lady, the way she smiles is, it's refreshing as a sense of clarity is being washed over everything, it was nice.

"What is your name then little one" the blue eyed lady said still smiling

"It's rude to ask someone name without introducing yourself" Sarina said smugly in a steady voice seeming to have recovered from her episode but her eyes still remained the same, the amount trauma that's always suppressed always showed its self in her civilian life in the form of memories in dreams and when her mind wonders, the shouts the screams, and the mad whispers of that monster

"My name is Gabriel" the newly named Gabriel said

"My name is Sarina, nice to meet you miss Gabriel" Sarina said smiling in a sweet voice, Gabriel's eyes seemed to light up a bit with stars

'That was so cute' she thought looking at the child as if it was the next best thing in the world, the name Sarina in Gabriel's mind seemed perfect for the child, if she didn't know any better she would be looking at an angle, but her eyes made her inwardly worry 'no child should have such haunted eyes'

"Are you sure you're alright" Gabriel said again, her worry was clear as children were a soft spot for her

"Yes I'm fine, just, a remembering a bad dream" 'more of a horrifying memory.' Sarina still a clam outlook making it so far to be adorable for centuries of practice, trying to find a way to change the subject Sarina looked for anything till she found something

"I like your neckless" it was something was it not, plus it changed Gabriel's attention to something not her

Blinking Gabriel reached for her neckless, a silver cross with a blue gem in the centre and gold outlining the rim, Gabriel seemed to look sombrely at the object making Sarina note it was probably from someone no longer among the living or a relationship gone bad, it could be anything but lead to the same emotion,

"Yes it is lovely, it was a gift from my father who is…in a higher heaven" dam Sarina felt like an ass now for bringing up such sore subject

"Sorry I didn't know"

"It's alright, it happened a really long time ago" Sarina winced internally at that making her feel even worse for bringing it up, 'oh god dammit I just made her remember a father who died during her childhood fuucckk'

"But I pray every day for his happiness and bless the lord to take care of him for he is resting" judging by how she spoke she is clearly a believer just like her

"Your Christine to" it wasn't so much a question more like a confirmation

"Why yes I am, you as well" apparently Gabriel could be potentially a bipolar as her pervious sad face was immediately replaced by a really cheery go lucky personality, nearly caught Sarina off guard with the sudden shift in behaviour

"Uh, yes, my whole family are Protestants, read the bible a couple of times now and been to church on Sundays" what happened next could be described as a… a really hyperactive grown woman jumping up and down in excitement acting like a child while the child was acting like a responsibly adult, it was embarrassing

"Oh this so good meeting with a fellow believer, oh lord May you bless this child and her family, Amen" Sarina just fuax sweat dropped from this display it was comical almost, but this sort of thing that's happened in many other different worlds she had fought in, a chatty person who changes from extreme depressant to an overexcited puppy and once everything was done everyone would be silently watching said person wondering what hell is wrong with them as a gust of wind blows past

Speaking of wind a sudden gust just went by carrying some leaves and a single black crow feather, Sarina just standing there now knowing she's going to be seeing this woman again and again, she'll probably even see her in places where she least expects it

'It never cease to amaze me of how I keep meeting these types of people' "well that would be…nice, I'm sure my family would love that prayer of yours" strangely though Gabriel wasn't looking Sarina's way and rather seemed to be stiff from something, she could see a few muscles tensing, coiling to spring into action, that's usually code for bad.

Looking around the place clam road with a few cars on it, regular people walking around minding their own business nothing suspicious, but Gabriel seemed as though something was wrong

Now the roles of who was concerned had changed

"Hey, Gabriel, something caught your eye" the effect was immediate, Gabriel face refocused on the present, whatever was bugging her was probably still on her mind but she looked down to Sarina and just smiled

"No it was nothing" she still worried though if she saw was what it was then they were in trouble but didn't believe they would be that daring

Sarina looked to see what Gabriel was eyeing there was nothing, so believing to be nothing Sarina's attention was caught when she her current mother come out of the market with a happy look on her face, 'she must found her card, that's good'

Sarina was about to wave and call out to her mother but a loud pop and screech of tiers filled her ears, her mother's smile turned to horror she started shouting towards her but the screech was louder.

Turning to the noise she saw a car hurdling towards her and Gabriel who also had a looked like deer caught in the head lights, its front left wheel was gone and sparks were coming out as metal met ground

A flip was switched and time slowed down as things moved at one milla second at the current time, but this was just Sarina's mind moving extremely fast, a tactical combat mode which her mind moves far faster while making her see things at a slower rate at what she's seeing so proper accurate decisions could be made.

But at the rate things were going there was very little what she could do, many plans being tried but effect was not worth it, a hundred plans became fitty to then ten, to now only two options were left, a choice had to made, jump out of the way and let the kind laddie die

Or push her out of the way and accept a crippled life, when the car hits she had to be ready, if she wasn't in a certain position say too low then she would die to high then there's an uncertain chance of not hitting her head, if it impacted to close to her canter then that instant death.

A choice was made and Sarina has no regrets

Time resumed back to its original pace the car still hurling towards Sarina and Gabriel, the later frozen stuck but the former moved into action, with a great heave and a mighty push Gabriel came to when she felt herself being forcibly move aside and the culprit was the smiling faces of Sarina

Gabriel could only stare shocked at how easily the child chose to save her in exchange for herself it was unthinkable, and because of that action, there will be consequence

Serine looked on seeing the life saved and now with quick positioning and movement, her body was a bit slow getting into a safe position, the car impacted her back hip just above her tailbone, the next couple of sequence moved somewhat slowly, Sarina was sent flying along with the car as it crashed into a store, she knew it should of hurt like hell but right now she felt nothing, her body was in a state of shock her sense were lagging till it all come back, but before the pain hit, a black crow feather danced in her vision then a voice followed

Her name was screamed, the pain, like lava, lungs had all air forced out, her mind spinning then nothing.

Just darkness, her body had a sensation like it was drifting in water, she couldn't hear, everything was mumbled, but faint trails of a scream, a siren.

Frantic screams then a pulse hit her, what it was is unknown, nothing makes sense like how long has it been, feels like years have gone by, whisper in the shadows are more distorted.

A light shines but it's not there yet it's there, but there a feeling in Sarina's gut that it's not time, this not right, it doesn't make sense, this shouldn't be happening.

'It is not your time, I made a promise and I will keep it'

A peaceful feeling, things are begging to quiet down, the light is clear, her mind is clear, a sense of clarity, yes things are going to be fine.

[BEGGING INTERNAL SYETEMS CHECKS]

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BEGGING FULL DEEP SCAN OF SUBJECT

[HEART PULSE NOMINAL]

\ MULTIPLY MINOR STRAINS DETECTED THROUGHOUT SUBJECTS BODY /

===CORSE OF ACTION TO RECOVERY===

[SOLUTION]

SMALL APPLICATION OF NANO REPAIR DRONES IN SUBJECTS SYSTEM

[REPAIRS COMMENCING]

{?}

[ANOMALY DETECTED]

SCANS TO LOWER BODY INCONCLUSIVE TO REAL TIME DIAGNOSTICS

[SOLUTION]

RESET SYSTEM

[RESET COMMENCING]

[RESET COMPLETE]

SCANS TO LOWER BODY INCONCLUSIVE TO REAL TIME DIAGNOSTICS

[SOLUTION]

APPLY MAGIC SCAN

[MAGIC SCAN COMMENCING]

ERRORERRORERROR

[UNKNOWN MAGIC SIGNATURE DETECTED IN SUBJECTS LEGS NERVES IS AFFECTING SUBJECT NEGATIVELY]

===COURSE OF ACTION RECOMMENDED===

[SOLUTION]

IMMEDIATE FULL POWER SURGE OF SUBJECT'S SOULLER AND MAGICAL POWER TO PURGE UNKNOWN NOW DESIGNATED AS HOSTILE

WARNING 75% CHANCES OF COLLATERAL DAMAGE TO SUBJECT'S LEG NERVE RECEPTORS

[SOLU #&$#!]

WARNING HOSTILE MAGIC IS SPREADING TO REST OF SUBJECT'S BODY THREAT LEVEL INCREASED SUBJECT'S LIFE EXPECTANCY 16 HOURS 51 MINUTES 17 SECONDS AND FALLING

===COURSE OF ACTION RECOMMENDED===

IMMEDIATE FULL POWER SURGE OF SUBJECT'S SOULLER AND MAGICAL POWER TO PURGE HOSTILE MAGIC

[PURGE COMMENCING]

[PURGE COMPLETE]

SUBJECT LIFE HAS BEEN SAVED HOWEVER LOSS OF SUBJECT'S LEGS CONTROL POSSESS CONCERNS ON SUBJECT'S ABILITIES TO FUNCTION LOSS IS UNREPAIRABLE DUE TO THE USE OF SUBJECTS OWN POWER

[BIOLOGICAL CHECKS COMPLETE]

With a jolt Sarina awoke looking around rapidly it was a bit blurry as a bright light shines, her heart races as memories show the past, anxious, Sarina hopes she saved Gabriel, two pairs of arm rap around her, she starting to see clearly and sees that she in a white room a TV on the wall in front of her two tables by her bed with flowers, a heartbeat monitor and a IV drip connecter to her two chairs and her parents in her face crying tears of joy, Sarina just stares at their faces, a relief fills her, guilt is welling and sorrows spills she begins to cry along with her parents, alive and well

"Thank god you're okay," her father says in a crooked voice, her mother isn't any better equally if not more happier

"We thought we lost you" her mother says horsed in effort to get pass the horror at the thought of losing her only child

"I-I'm f-fine" Sarina's voice is even worse than theirs combine, it's like she walked across a desert with no water

The family of three Hugged for a while like their life depended on each other, one member nearly lost their life today or was it yesterday or the day before that, Sarina couldn't tell, from experience when she ever fell into a coma like state usually a week or more passed before she ever woke up she could only assume the same for this accident that it was that long, though there was a thing bugging her mind and she had to know

"What happened to Gabriel?" Rebeca and Jackson thought that question for a while Rebeca was about to answer but the door leading to the corridor opened up, turning to see who it was a familiar set of wavy gold hair was seen along with those blue eyes, she appeared to be hold a tray of food, her movements stopped as she saw her

"Gabriel!" Sarina exclaimed in relief, starting to feel warm inside of being able of saving someone's life, Gabriel in turn smiled brightly placing the tray down and moving to the side of the bed near the family

"How do you feel" Gabriel asked light concern but happiness at seeing the child alive and healthy

"I can't feel my legs" the reaction was excepted her parents looked on sombrely probably knowing what the doctor told them but for Gabriel, she just looked sad, a deep amount of self-guilt wrecking her, thinking it was all her fault.

"Sweetie I don't know how to say this but, the doctors said that because of the severity of the damage you received, your legs are forever paralysed" Serena understood what they were saying but they don't expect her known nor understand the seriousness of it, so she played the part

"What dose paralysed mean" faking ignorance her family ultimately explained with heavy hearts, explained how it all worked, how she would never walk nor feel anything from her lower body ever again, tear spilled hugs were given but Gabriel could help think if she just enough attention been more faster then maybe this family this child would of never suffered for her action.

"I'm sorry, if I was paid more attention to my surroundings then you wouldn't have suffered this fate, im so so-"

"It's ok" Sarina said interrupting Gabriel, who looked confused as well as her parents

"What?" Gabriel said in a confused expression

"It's ok, I made a choice to save a life and if sacrificing my legs were price for then I'd do it again" Sarina could see her parents eye shine proudly at seeing their girl so grown up but sad for the loss Gabriel's eyes glistened with tears, never in her life had she heard nor seen such a selfless child willing to lose an limb for her life

"So it's ok, I'm happy that I saved a life today even if means I can't walk again, I'm happy you're ok" Gabriel let the tears run out as she moved all the up to Sarina and glob her with a big hug

"waahh you are truly god's gift to the world oh how I bless you, so kind" Sarina was happy that she made Gabriel feel better but she be more happy if she wasn't currently smothering her face with her large assets, she can't breathe dammit.

A FEW MINUTES LATER

WITH GABRIEL

A door was closing to the room of Sarina as she lay final asleep from the day's events, her parents bidding her a fare well as they headed to the receptionist to sort out Sarina's final checks and to acquire a wheel chair, she would be out tomorrow alive but forever confined to a chair

Guilt was immediately filling her heart, even though the child told her it was ok, it was not ok to Gabriel, a poor child was harmed and loss the power of her legs, and to be one of the beings responsible for was weighing her down a lot, even if she was forgiven, she still feels at fault.

With a flicker of white light the hallways of the hospital was now missing a gold haired woman with blue eyes.

But high above the clouds in a bedroom made for those of royalty a light brighten the room and from it Gabriel appeared her appearances different, now clad in white robes and 12 silver wings from her back, she was a seraph angle servant of God her father, Gabriel,

She collapsed onto her bed not caring about the way she did, it had been a week at most since she's last been home up in heaven, worrying about the poor human child Sarina

On the day of the incident she could feel the child's soul leaving behind the bloody body it once occupied but from what she could feel at the time, it was not going to go to heaven instead it was being pulled to the dimensional gap, a realm in between worlds it was infinite and no place for a child's soul, especially with those two dragons

And so, she used her angelic and holy power to keep the soul from leaving while covertly healing the body enough to hold it but her efforts were not enough, not even giving the child her miracles nor even reincarnating her through the saint system work, her soul was beyond saving.

Yet something happened, within the child another soul was there only it was something divine beyond her power, it was something holy as far as she could tell, it saved the child's soul while helping her heal Sarina's body, it was truly a miracle only her father could make, that energy was so similar to his, when she tried investigate further that soul within just vanished, it just gone, she could feel faint energies of it coming of Sarina's soul but she couldn't find it, and the way it reminded her of father so much was plaguing her mind, she had a compelling reason to believe her father was still alive and was merged with the child, but she was among her brothers when they saw him being struck down in the great war.

So was it a trick of her mind or was it a sign to a much greater event to happen within time, she did not know for sure but she knew one thing for sure though, Sarina was special and carried a being with great power, but she was now crippled and venerable.

Making up her mind, she drew some symbols in the air, a communication spell, she had a call to make

"Hello brother, I'm going to be taking up a guardian job. To watch over a poor child, I'll tell you more when I meet with all of our brothers."