A/N: You are all allowed to flog me, eat me alive, drown me with kittens in a sack, whatever. This is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO late and I'm sorry, i went to kansas, for busy, got a job, started therapy, and then got tired. It's no excuse. Really I probably would've updated sooner if someone had yelled at me..and seeing as no one did, i doubt anyone cares anyways..so here's another chapter, longer than the rest, seems kinda filler to me, but eh...enjoy XD
Okay, starting a list of the music I listen to while writing (it's random soooo)
Music: Eyesore-Janus & The Last Night-Skillet
I groaned, raising a hand to try and shield my eyes from the light pouring in. "too damn bright!" I muttered as I lowered my hand slowly and realized the curtain was still up before rolling away from it annoyed. Something silky brushed my cheek and I sat up a bit to look at L, his night-dark hair messy as ever, I smiled a reached to pull him close.
"L?" I murmured softly, not really wanting to wake him yet but the desire to see his eyes winning out. He made a soft sound and turned, burying his face against my chest and sighing loudly.
"Good morning Light-Kun " he muttered and I smiled lightly, "good morning L, I think we should shower and get some coffee in us before we face the day." He murmured an agreement as I grimaced at the thought of facing the task force.
All I wanted was to lay beside him and forget that I was kira and he was L, forget about the world outside and just be Light in bed with-
"L, before they kill me, will you tell me your name?" I asked suddenly, looking at him. His dark eyes bore into mine before he blinked slowly and stretched cat like, apparently choosing not to answer me.
I just shook my head and stood up with a sighing of bed-springs, doing a little stretching of my own, I felt good, a little sore, but good. I think I quite like sex with L.
I turned back to him a bit and chuckled softly as his eyes roamed my body, "enjoying the view?" I teased and his eyes widened, apparently worried.
"You seem so happy, I'm glad we finally…" he trailed off and looked pointedly at my hips where the bruises were beginning to show. I smirked, he had been surprisingly rough.
"Yes, I am so happy right now…L I need to feel like this, with you, while I can. I'm shoving aside everything else for a while and spending the morning as myself, very satisfied I might add, with the man I love without the mask I have to wear for the others and justice be damned until you decide my grace period is over." I spoke, feeling the need to explain why I was in such a good mood on what was likely to be the worst day of our lives.
His expression after I finished was simply comical and I laughed softly, "shower time then?"
He didn't respond so I walked to the bathroom he'd hid in the night before, purposely adding a sway to my hips. I heard the sheets rustle a bit and felt his burning gaze on me and grinned before bending to start the water.
When it was fairly heated I stepped in and sighed as the warmth ran over me, feeling amazing as it relaxed me.
A few moments later I heard L on the other side of the glass door and then arms wrapped around me and I sighed happily against him.
His hand slid in front of me to wrap around the shampoo, fruit scented of course, and disappeared again. I heard him pop the lid and then start to work the stuff through my hair gently.
I leaned further into his touch as my eyes drifted close, "mmm." Slipped from my lips as L chuckled behind me, his breath hitting my wet skin as he let his fingers slid down my spine while I rinsed out the soap.
I turned toward him, intending to return the favor of washing his hair, Kami knows that mop needs taming. The second my eyes fell on him I was gone, seeing him dripping wet watching me with dark, lusting eyes and soap bubbles running off his hands did me in.
I didn't want to have to leave him, now or eve, even though the part of me that was cold and unfeeling had fought kicking and screaming as I fell in love with him. The part of me that was kira had been screaming so loudly last night I'd been afraid of going crazy but the second I kissed him it shut up and pretty much died.
I couldn't stand not touching L for another second and he dropped the shampoo as I drew him against me in a rapid jerking motion. I tilted his head toward me and looked in those beautiful onyx eyes, "Did I ever tell you how beautiful you are?"
He blushed, the pink staining porcelain skin and I felt warm curl in my belly as my heart filled with love for him so that I was nearly crying from the strength of it, how had I ever sought to kill this fragile creature?
"Light-kun says strange things when he isn't hiding behind his mask." He muttered, still embarrassed as he looked away.
"L…look at me." I stroked his cheek with the hand that wasn't holding his chin as his eyes locked with mine again.
"I love you." I breathed before my lips descended on his in a frenzy of loving needy kisses, my tongue darting to brush his lips but drawing back before he could part them. He groaned softly and suddenly pushed me against the tile, his own tongue forced into my mouth as he plundered it.
I moaned in response as his hands traveled down my abdomen to stroke my member gently. I wanted to be joined with him badly and didn't have patience for foreplay of any type as I broke the kiss finally and panted, "Please L…just take me!"
He lifted me, keeping my back pressed to the wall and moved wet hand to prepare me but I was faster and caught his hand as I glared at him. He seemed to get my message that time and pulled my legs around his waist as he slowly entered me. I hissed softly and then groaned in pain, closing my eyes and he stopped, "Light should've let me prepare him."
I opened my eyes again, pressing down in one motion so that he was fully sheathed inside me, "I couldn't wait that long." I managed through the shooting pain.
It hurt so much, but felt so good at the same time, I didn't feel right without being connected to him like this. He pulled me in to another kiss while my body adjusted to him but I wasn't patient enough for that either and rocked my hips into him.
He groaned and tried to grab me so I couldn't move but I bit his throat softly and he automatically thrust against me. I felt something warm on my legs and realized I'd made myself bleed, he noticed too and looked horrified.
"L please, move, please!" I begged, not caring about the blood that was turning the water pink, the pain was subsiding now and I just wanted to feel him more. He looked at me for a long moment, "Masochist."
I opened my mouth to respond but all that came out was a strangled moan as he started to thrust, hard and fast against me. My back moved against the tile as I tightened my legs around his waist and moved using his shoulders as he held me by the hips.
I slipped a little and my eyes flew open, "L!" I gasp as stars shot through my vision, he smirked and continued to assault my prostate. Our gazes locked as we moved and he kissed me hard, swallowing the rest of my soft noises.
He moved hard against me again and I came, screaming his name as I did so and writhing in pleasure against him. He groaned loudly and bit my shoulder to stifle himself as he filled me.
He withdrew and set me on my feet again, my legs were shaking so badly I barely kept myself up as I pulled him in for another long kiss as the water swirled over us.
We finished our shower and after drying each other off kissed for a while before I finally, reluctantly sighed, "L, it's almost noon." He looked at the clock in surprise and then made a face, "No it's not." He pouted and I smiled softly, "C'mon lovely, before my dad or Watari come for us."
L buried his face in my shoulder, "I didn't think it would be this hard…" he muttered and I sighed in agreement.
Eventually we wound up dressed though and before we left the room he pulled me in for a kiss, "I love you Light Yagami, even if you are Kira, even if I lose you today, I'll never stop."
I smiled sadly at him, "You won't ever lose me, not as long as you keep your memories of the me only you see, I'll love you forever L."
He looked at me, "Lawliet. I am L Lawliet."
I stopped breathing, his name. "Lawliet." I breathed and he returned my sad smile and opened the door, it was time we faced the world.
Isn't it sad this is the longest chapter? I thought so...the next one's gonna be a monster though..I'll uplaod as soon as i finish, i promise!
Also for faster posting (again no one cares) REVIEW..no i'm not being a review whore or something, i'm just telling the truth, the more people angry with me, the faster results.
Near: And I thought Matt was desperate...
Matt: What the hell is that suppose to mean?
Near: ...shit
