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I rubbed my eyes and sat up groggily-that was weird- vampires aren't supposed to get groggy...

I looked around, the bed I was in was unfamiliar, as any bed would have been seeing as I haven't set foot in one since I was changed. Odd...

And I had been having the weirdest dream too, William had brought us to our first day of school, and then Emmet and Rosalie of all people (well vampires really) had been in my homeroom...

But that wasn't the disturbing part, no the disturbing part was the fact that I had been dreaming at all.

Vampires can't dream!

What was this world coming to?

I wrapped my arms around my waist and tried not to hyperventilate. Which was just another disturbing thing to add to my list of things I wasn't supposed to be able to do (hyperventilate, I mean) which only made me freak out more.

"I think she's up." a voice said softly, "I can feel her panicking from down here"

I gasped, I recognized the voice now- which could only mean two things, a) my dream about Emmet and Rosalie was not actually a dream, or b) I was still dreaming.

Either one was reason enough for a severe panic attack, I'd like to know what Jasper would do in my position.

"Bella? Are you up?" a light, bell like voice rang out, laced with concern.

"Alice?" I squeaked, "Yes it's me, Bella, why don't you come downstairs?"

I nodded twice before realizing she couldn't see me from wherever she was. Which reminded me, where was I exactly?

I knew I was most-likely in the Cullen house, or at least my own dream version of the Cullen house.

On the second floor, in a room with a bed...

I looked around again, well judging by the French maid costume hanging on the closet door, I thought disgustedly, I'd say this is Emmet's and Rosalie's room.

Jasper laughed, "She's repulsed, I think she found the French maid costume."

Emmet growled, "It's true, I saw a vision of her finding it." said Alice, laughing along with Jasper.

"You guys really should put that stuff away."

It took a full minute for their little laughing fit to die down, then another minute before Alice yelled,

"Stop staring at the doorknob and open it Bella! We won't bite..."

Emmet snorted, "Not that it'd do much good now."

I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply through my nose, then slowly, even for a vampire, I reached out and grabbed the doorknob firmly- almost crushing it- and turned...

"Bella!" Alice exclaimed jumping up to embrace me. "Alice!" I couldn't help squealing and jumping up and down a bit with her.

"My god, Bella who did this to you?" she said standing back to examine my new vampire body.

It took me a moment to comprehend what she meant, then I got it.

Tremors ran down my spine "V-V-Victora" I managed to stutter out, willing myself not to think of that night, with the wind blowing her wild red hair about, her menacing grin, the dark red eyes-

Instantly a wave of calm spread through my body, "Jasper!" I ran over to hug him.

He looked surprised, to say the least. "Bella, I am so sorry."

"For what?" I asked confused, what did Jasper have to apologize for?

"If I had never attacked you- that night- well, Edward would never have left..."

I gripped a nearby arm-rest a little harder than I intended, and without realizing, froze everybody.

I quickly un-froze them, they all wore the same confused expression- except Jasper who was gasping wildly.

"Please don't say his name." I murmured, looking down to hide the anguish clear on my face.

"Bella you are not alright." Jasper choked out. "What?" I questioned, of course I had always known I wasn't alright, but I didn't want them to know, I couldn't possibly cause them any more pain.

The level of pain I felt- when you...froze us?"

I nodded and motioned for him to continue,

"Well it's not normal, Bella, it's not healthy."

I just stared at the carpet, Of course it wasn't healthy! I wanted to scream,I wasn't healthy without him! how could I be?

"It's been hard." I muttered under my breath, "I'm doing the best I can."

It was Emmet (of course) who broke the awkward silence, "Wait- you can freeze people!"

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