AN: Chapter three! Thank you to everyone who has supported this story. This one is a Kyo/Haru fic with the song Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park. It was suggested by SweetLiars. Be warned. This fic has shounen- ai/ yaoi/ boy on boy action whatever you want to call it. If you don't like that kind of things don't read this chapter. Hiro?
Hiro: The old lady doesn't own anything.
Me: Old lady?! I'm only sixteen! *goes into a corner and cries*
Haru: Um, Adnarim? We kinda need you to continue the fic.
Me: Oh yeah.
Everyone: Enjoy the fic!
Somewhere Haru Belongs
When I was scouted to be in a band at first I didn't say anything and kept walking. I was lost, trying to find Shigure's place, and fighting with myself. I'd been having trouble sleeping lately because I had a certain little kitty cat on my mind.
I was getting really frustrated and that talent scout wasn't helping. Black was about to come out when I saw Kyo, Yuki, and Tohru. "Hatsuharu!" said the ever chipper brunette.
Just seeing Kyo caused Black to calm down a bit. As I said hello to Tohru I glanced at Kyo. He looked exhausted. All I wanted to do was just hug away all his pain and tiredness. But he'd never let me do that, so I did what I always did when I couldn't hold Kyo. I clung onto Yuki.
Kyo usually gets angry and starts yelling when I do that, but today he was just quiet. He was about to say something when that stupid talent scout butted in. "Excuse me gentlemen. My name is Yuriko Morishita, talent scout. How would you three like to be famous?"
Tohru's eyes went big. "Famous?! That would be so great for you guys! What would they have to do?" Tohru asked while Kyo, Yuki, and I started at Yuriko.
"Well," she said, "I'm looking for about three young men to be in a band. The manger said she wants one with white and black hair who looks like he's in a gang. One with red hair who looks like he's sulking. And one with silver hair who kinda looks like a girl. You three fit that perfectly!"
We did fit that perfectly. A little too perfectly in my opinion. I could tell Yuki and Kyo wanted to decline, but Tohru kept saying how this was a perfect opportunity for us and that we should take the offer. So Yuki and Kyo said yes so they didn't let her down. I only said yes because Kyo did, but I didn't want him to know that so I said "If Yuki's going to do it I will."
Kyo looked at the ground. Something was definitely wrong with him, but before I could say anything little miss talent scout butted in again. "Great! Follow me to the studio." Tohru said that she had to get back to Shigure's. After Tohru left Yuriko asked, "What are your names?"
We all introduced ourselves. Yuriko kept chatting about what we were in store for. Apparently it was going to be a rock band called, Call of the Animal. When we got to the building Yuriko led us to the fiftieth floor. We went into a room and sat down while Yuriko made a call. "Boss? Yeah I found three guys who fit it perfectly. Yep. Got it. Bye. Okay boys. Your manger will be up shortly, but while you wait she wants you to fill out the contract." She gave us the contract and had us read it.
The terms seemed fine to me so I signed. Yuki and Kyo also signed it. After we signed the contract, the door opened. When the "manger" walked in Kyo jumped to his feet. "Yuko?! Don't tell me that you're our manger!" He yelled.
Kyo's sister smirked. "I can't do that Kyokyo cause I am. And you can't weasel yourself out of this because of the contract that you signed says you have to stay with me for at least three years. Thanks for finding them Yuriko."
Kyo started cursing and yelling. "Oh shut up you stupid cat. There's nothing you can do about it now." Yuki said calmly.
"Don't call me stupid!" Kyo yelled.
I looked at him. "Oh goody! Kyo is getting worked up! Please let me play with him, White!" Thought Black. "No! That's the last thing we need, Black! Let me calm him down. I'll let you play with him later." I thought back. "You're no fun! You're way too scared to admit to Kyo that we like him!" Black responded. "Kyo doesn't think of us like that. He never will." I replied. "You'll never know till we tell him!" countered Black.
While I was fighting my inner demon, (Funny White, my sides are splitting.) (Be quiet Black!) Kyo was getting even more fired up. "You tricked me! Damn it Yuko!" He said. I grabbed his arm. When he turned to face me, I thought for a second he blushed. But then he yanked his arm out of my grasp. "What?" He asked in a more calm voice.
"I just was trying to calm you down." I replied. "Guess it worked."
He looked away and mumbled, "Guess so."
Yuko studied us for a moment. She shook her head and spoke up. "Any who. I've already run it by Akito. I also set up an apartment complex for you three to live. Let's go." We followed her to our new house.
(Three years later)
The past three years had gone by so quickly. Call of the Animal had become super famous. Kyo and I had also become very close. We were preparing for our last concert, according to our contract. Yuki was going to go back to the main house, Akito's orders. Akito wanted me to continue singing. Kyo hadn't told me what Akito told him. All I knew that he was really upset about it.
"Are we really going to keep singing without Kyo?" Black asked me while I was putting on my white leather pants. "We don't know what Kyo's going to do, Black. It's not our business." I thought. "We know that he's not going to be singing with us! I am not willing to let Kyo slip away from us cause you're too scared to admit our feelings! You know that I love him!" Black screamed in my head. "I love him too, but we can't tell him. Not yet." I told him. "But…!" Black started. "But nothing, Black. I'll tell him after the show." I said aloud.
"Talking to yourself again, White?" said a teasing voice from behind me. I turned. Kyo was standing in the door way in his outfit. After three years Kyo knew that I have conversations with my Black side. He was constantly teasing me about it.
I snorted as I put on my tight black tank top. "At least I'm not the peeping tom." I said. He ducked his head so that I wouldn't see his blush. I did though. Usually Black would comment about it but he didn't say anything. "Guess he's sulking." I muttered.
Kyo looked up and asked, "So who does Black want you to talk to?"
I shook my head as I grabbed my black and white jacket. "It's nothing." I paused. "So what are you going to do after tonight?" I asked casually.
He looked at floor. "Well Akito wants me to go back to the main house." He didn't have to say the part about the cage. The entire zodiac knew that if Akito wanted Kyo back at the main house it was to put him in the cage.
"What?! Why didn't you tell us?!" Black and I both said. This had only happened to us a couple of times before. Because we're so different only one of us comes out at a time. But when we are in so much in sync both of us are on the outside. We called it going Gray.
Kyo flinched. He could always tell apart whether we were Gray, Black, or White. "I didn't want to worry you. Either of you." He said. He looked at us. There was this look in his eyes. He walked closer to us. I could feel Black slipping back inside. He was inches from my face when he said "I know this is a bad time, but I can't wait any longer. I love you Haru. White Haru, Black Haru, even Gray Haru. I love you."
I was shocked. Then I smiled and looked down. "I love you too, Kyo. Both of us do." I said, softly. He grinned and leaned forward. When we kissed it was everything I had dreamed of. Except for Black saying "I told you that Kyo felt the same way, White!" "Yes you did, Black, now be quiet!" I told him. Kyo and I stopped to catch our breath. Black snuck out and pushed me inside. "My turn." He said while smirking. "No fair! Black, that was cheating!" I whined.
Kyo smirked back. "Black did you just push White to the side just for me? Naughty, naughty, naughty." He said in a teasing voice.
Kyo and Black started kissing. It was about to get x-rated when we heard Yuko's voice "Kyo, Haru, where are you guys?"
"Damn!" Black said. "It was just starting to get good." "Yeah, if you consider x-rated as good. Now let me back out." I said.
I turned White again while Kyo said "In Haru's dressing room."
When Yuko came in we were going over the lyrics to the new song. "Come on you two! The show is about to start!" She said.
We followed her to the stage. Right before we got in our places Kyo whispered to me, "After this song, when we go to change outfits meet me in my dressing room." I looked in his eyes. He was thinking the same thing Black and I were. I nodded. We got in our places. The music started and the curtain went up.
When this began (Yuki and Kyo)
I had nothing to say (Me)
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused (Yuki and Kyo)
And I let it all out to find (Me)
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me (Yuki and Kyo)
But all that they can see is the words revealed (Me)
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose (Yuki and Kyo)
Just stuck, hollow, and alone (Me)
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real (Yuki and Kyo)
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone (Me)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real (Yuki and Kyo)
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong (All three of us)
And I've got nothing to say (Me)
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused (Yuki and Kyo)
Looking everywhere only to find (Me)
That's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I (Yuki and Kyo)
What do I have but negativity (Me)
Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose (Yuki and Kyo)
Nothing to gain, hollow, and alone (Me)
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real (Yuki and Kyo)
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone (Me)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real (Yuki and Kyo)
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong (All three of us)
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real (Yuki and Kyo)
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone (Me)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real (Yuki and Kyo)
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong (All three of us)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
The fans went nuts. We ran offstage and down to our dressing rooms. I grabbed a duffle bag from my dressing room and put some things in it before I went to Kyo. He also had a duffle bag. We snuck out of the building without anyone noticing. We got on a bus to the airport. I snuggled with Kyo. He had planned everything. I didn't know where we were going. But I didn't care. As long as I was with him I would be somewhere I belong.
AN: I almost didn't get this one out in time! Stupid musical, stupid chores, stupid cold! Anyway, thank you to SweetLiars for choosing this paring and song.
Kyo: Thank God the yaoi wasn't too inappropriate!
Me: Of course not! All these fics are rated T cause your potty mouth.
Kyo: *silence*
Me: I still love you. Any who.
Everyone: Review!
