Was fate trying to tell me that I shouldn't go against it?

As expected, Sougo and I went home together. I was very talkative while we were walking, maybe because I was preventing an awkward silence to exist between us. I was almost running out of topics in my head.

"I thought you hate it. Sweets I mean. Why did you accept her chocolates a while ago?" I suddenly blurted out. I can see Sougo surprised with my question.

"What are you talking about? She's my girlfriend. It's only natural for me to take it" he said.

The moment he said that, I was almost at my limit. That was why I said the thing that's been bothering me all those times. "Right. He's your girlfriend. Is that the reason why you didn't accept mine? Is it because you will only accept the chocolate given to you by the girl you love that's why you can't even accept a giri from me?" Crap. I said it.

Sougo stared at me blankly. I hate that expressionless face the most. It's like it's mocking me for showing my weakness. Then he said "Your bus is here. Get on." The bus stopped right in front of us. I did not even notice that we were already at the bus stop. It was almost 6 o'clock. I need to go home quickly or my mother will get mad. So I hopped in the bus without saying anything to Sougo. I looked back at him from the window. The mood was so awkward for us. I just wanted to disappear after what I said to him but I know I can't let things between us stay the way they are. I need to do something.

This is my only chance. I need to talk to him. Without much thinking, I stepped out of the bus just before it started moving. The bus had two sets of doors, one near the driver's seat and another at the back. I got off the bus from the door at the far end, hoping I could see him and talk to him. But I can't find him anywhere. He wasn't there anymore. Where did he go?

I turned around and then I saw him. He was inside the bus as it was moving away. Looking at me surprised. I dropped on my knees. They were shaking.

I got off the bus. He got in. I wanted to see him. Does that mean he wanted to see me too? Did fate just played on us? Is it trying to tell me not to go against it?

-end of chapter 3-