Chapter 2
As I drive up to the Cullen place all the memories start to come back and I get pissed and sad because I finally had a family who took care of me and not the other way around just for them to leave like I was nothing. Hello Edward, are we alone
, yes, they know when to come back so we can talk to love.
Edward, I know you want me back but there something I need to say and there something you are going to have to do before I even say we're getting back together.
Bella I love you,
yeah I love you too Edward but it not enough anymore, you left me in the fucking wood and my stupid ass tried to follow you but I got lost and almost died did you think of that Edward, did you think I would not follow you how stupid can you be. I was literally in love with you, you were my lifeline to the family I've always wanted and you tell me you didn't love me, and that I was a distraction and that I'll forget you. Yeah someday I wish I never met you and that I never found you so fascinating
. God Edward, are you so fucking stupid you left Victoria to get me because she wanted a mate for a mate and the wolf pack been protecting me ever since. You might be my mate Edward but you destroyed me and like a stupid fool I let you take over my life, what I chose to wear what I eat and who I hang out with because you did not like what you read in there mind. It's like you never grew up and be the mature 108-year-old you are because you are frozen at 17 and because you always have gotten your own fucking way nobody has never told you no.
Bella please, why are you saying this?
Because you need to hear this or I need to tell you this because I'm not about to be controlled by you, I'm not about to let you throw a fucking tantrum when you don't get your way. You might be older and mature about academic but about life Edward and learning how to compromise and talk through thing instead of just demanding them you're like a little baby who didn't get there way and I'm not about to deal with the bullshit.
Because I'm the only one who can tell it like it is to you so suck it up and be a man about Edward cause right now, you're nothing but a 17-year-old spoil brat who know no better but your way. If you want me back you are going to have to do things my way meaning you don't get to tell me what to do, don't get to tell who to hang out with, what I should wear or what coloring I should be wearing.
Its my choice this the fucking this is the twenty 1s fucking century and you better believe I am dammed happy it is because I have equal right as a woman so if you don't like kiss ass Edward because I will walk away, I have more worth to just let you walk all over me like I let you did before and I need that lesson because sooner or later I would have resent the hell out of you for trying to control me mold me into something I'm not.
Best believe you wouldn't have like this Bella now cause if you had turned, me, I would have murdered you because I would of got tired of being told what to do and I know I've would have been stronger than you. Remember that Edward.
Bella why all the threats?
because if you cross me or don't follow my rules then you'll wish I had just walked away. I have friends now that would do anything for me and there supernatural too so I guess it would be a win-win wouldn't you say. Now listen carefully I do love you as I said but that love has some hate with it, it has some I don't trust you as far as I can through you.
So, you either play by my rules or I walk away as if you had never come back and it that simple. Let me live the way I want to live if I want to become a vampire I don't want to hear any argument, no whining, nothing and if you can not change me then that find Carlisle can do it, it all depends on how you follow my rules though. I could hide away from the Volturi I'm untraceable and can fake my death and live a life I want to live doesn't matter to me. It is on your head not mind.
Bella I get it I broke your heart and I will try my best to make it up to you but don't you think you are being a little dramatic I was miserable to without you?
who choice was that Edward it sure as hell wasn't mind so I don't care to hear the sob story Edward either you agree to what I've said or were done because if you leave again you will regret it and I mean that with everything I ask Alice she let you see, I send her a clip. So, what the answer Edward don't have all day come on now, be quick about it.
Fine Bella, I agree to your terms.
That good Edward now call your family back home I want to talk to them now. And please don't say shit of what I've told to you to. I'll tell them there hear from my own dam mouth.
Bella, okay there on their way.
