My skin was heating up as Eli lowered me onto my bed. My heart was beating a mile a minute and my breathing was uneven.
"Clare…it's okay." Eli said, and he ran his fingers through my hair.
"I know…I'm just nervous." I said, giggling a little.
"You're sure you're ready?" He asked softly, looking into my eyes. He looked so beautiful…his eyes were dark, his hair was tousled, and the way his jaw line is so pronounced whenever he's concerned or thinking hard…
I nodded.
He pressed his lips to mine and we closed our eyes.
His body was on mine and our skin heated up through the fabric of our clothes.
He ran his tongue over my lips and I opened my mouth to him, so eager, so ready-
He wrapped his tongue around mine and sucked on it slowly, making my head spin. He bit down on my lip and sucked on that too.
I moaned a little and was shocked at the sound. Eli pulled away and smirked.
"Damn…that's beautiful." He said quietly, licking his lower lip.
I blushed. "Oh really?"
He nodded. "I wonder…" He spoke slowly, his eyes igniting with heat.
"What?" I asked.
"I wonder how much better it would sound if you moaning my name."
"Oh…" I said, looking away.
He turned my face back to his and pressed a soft kiss to my lips before moving his lips to my neck.
"Let's find out."
He parted his lips and his tongue touched my skin, making me shiver.
"Uh…"
His teeth grazed the skin and he began to suck.
"Oh…" I said, writhing underneath him.
"My name Clare…moan my name." He commanded softly.
"Eli…" His name fell from my lips before I could think about it.
He looked up at me and smiled. "Oh yes."
My cheeks reddened as he moved his lips to my earlobe, nipping it at softly.
He stuck his tongue into my ear and pushed it around, tracing my skin.
"Eli…E-Eli…" His hot wet tongue on my skin was sensational.
"Clare…" He murmured softly.
He moved his hands down to the tie on my robe and undid it swiftly, then proceeded to slide the sleeves down my shoulders until I was stripped of it completely.
I automatically felt embarrassed and closed my eyes. "Oh gosh." I murmured quietly.
"Everything okay Clare?" His lips murmured against my neck. I'm positive he's leaving a mark.
"Yes…" I murmured, my voice shaky.
He pulled away to look at me and cracked a horny smile.
"Hot damn." He growled, licking his lips. His abrupt comment and obvious arousal made me blush but at the same time it was…electrifying.
I moved my arms to cover myself up and he whined.
"Please don't do that Clare." He murmured, kissing me on the lips softly.
I looked away, biting my lip. "But…I look ridiculous."
"Clare, you're fucking gorgeous." He said.
I looked at him, my eyebrows rising and he smirked and nodded.
"You're always beautiful Clare, but right now you look…"
"Yes?" I asked, almost afraid for his answer.
"Sexy."
Mission accomplished.
I blushed again. "Your blunt comments really shouldn't flatter me." I muttered, but I giggled all the same.
He grinned. "You're SO hot Clare." He burrowed his face into my cleavage and left a trail of sloppy kisses in between my breasts.
My skin was heating up and I knew what I wanted.
"Eli…touch me."
He looked up at me to make sure I meant it and then his hands were on me.
He'd touched me before but this was the first time he'd ever groped me, he cupped my breasts like his hands were made to fit them and his hands were soft and demanding against my sensitive skin.
He reached his hands behind my back and unhooked my bra. I gasped.
"Eli…"
He looked up at me again and removed his hands. "Is this okay? Do you…do you want to stop?"
I shook my head and he smirked, and the next thing I knew my bra was on the floor.
He lowered his head to chest and began kissing my breasts softly, his lips barely touching them.
"Eli…" I whimpered.
He reached his hand up to grope one side of me while he engulfed one of my nipples in his mouth and began to suck. He nipped at the sensitive bud and I squirmed in absolute bliss, losing control.
He moved his lips to the other, rotating between kissing and licking and sucking, and all I could do was moan.
He looked at me then, his mouth gaping, he was breathing just as heavily as I was.
I could feel his length against me and I knew he was harder than ever before.
I lifted my hips and grinded into him, making him groan.
"Oh wow." He said, closing his eyes in pleasure.
In a moment of confidence I moved my hands to his belt buckle and started working on removing his jeans while he threw his shirt off.
He lowered himself onto me and I gasped as our bare skin came in contact.
He was so warm and soft-our chests pressed together and I could feel his heartbeat against mine.
I looked up at him, the boy I loved, and couldn't believe all that I was experiencing.
I couldn't believe I'd waited so long.
I giggled a little at the thought.
"What's so funny?" He asked, smirking.
I just shook my head and flipped over so I was on top of him.
My hands roamed all over his chest and I reached his hipbones, massaging his abdomen.
"Clare." He moaned, and I understood why he wanted me to moan his name so badly.
Eli moaning my name- his voice was gravely, low, and almost weak as he crooned my name. Like he was powerless under my touch. That feeling- it was indescribable.
He grabbed my hips all of a sudden with such force that I gasped and grinded into me.
"Uh…" I moaned as his arousal met my most sensitive spot through our underwear. It was unbelievable how amazing it felt, the way the heat brewed in my lower body, the way I wanted more, as much as I could get-
"Eli!" I whimpered. This was all so sensational. He winded his hips into mine again and again, and I felt myself get soaking wet through my panties. I blushed a little, embarrassed at how I was reacting.
"Nothing to be embarrassed about Edwards." Eli said slyly, and he flipped me over again so he was on top.
"I know how much of a turn on I am."
I made a face and giggled, ruffling his hair.
"You're so full of yourself." I managed to squeak as his fingers danced down my stomach to my panty line.
"Really? Then why are you so wet?" He asked lowly, and reached his hands between my legs.
Eli touching me- touching me there- I couldn't even form clear thoughts, much less words.
His thumb moved over my clit, massaging it over and over and I all but screamed his name.
"I fucking love that sound." He croaked, pressing his thumb into me with even more force.
"Eli…ELI!" I squealed, I was powerless under his touch.
"Clare…" He murmured softly, lowering his lips to my ears.
"Who do you belong to?"
"Uh…" I moaned, the motion of his fingers.
"Who Clare?" He bit down on my earlobe.
"You Eli!" I screamed. "I belong to you!"
He chuckled and sucked on my ear. "Oh fuck yes."
I groaned, looking at his smirking face with half-lidded eyes. He was amused.
"You think you can own me with your touches Eli?" I asked.
"No." He responded, then cracked an even bigger smirk. "I know I can."
That did it, I flipped him over.
"Oh really? Then who's to say I can't own you too?" I asked, slipping my hand underneath the fabric of his boxers.
My eyes widened at his size as I stroked him- he was really big- and I blushed at how satisfied that made me.
"Clare…" He closed his eyes and let pleasure carry him away as I tightened my grip on his length, tugging on him.
"Oh fuck…" He licked his lips and moaned and it was the hottest thing I'd ever seen.
All of this touching, these noises, all of it was so new to me…
So why did it feel so natural, why did I pick it up so easily?
I guess I really am a sexual being I thought, then whisked it away quickly as Eli groaned even louder.
"Clare!" He screamed, and I felt the change in his muscles.
He came and my eyes widened at the warm liquid on my hand. This was so different, so new, and so…incredible.
"Shit…I didn't bring another pair of boxers." He said, and laughed a little.
I laughed too as I rolled off of him.
"Sorry." I said.
He rolled to his side so we were facing each other. His face was red and his breathing was heavy.
"Don't be sorry Clare; that was…that was amazing."
I blushed. "Thank you….you were, um…amazing too."
My cheeks reddened farther as I recalled how good it felt when he'd touched me.
He raised an eyebrow and smirked deviously. "So I take it you like foreplay?"
I nodded and bit my lip. He closed his eyes and groaned.
"Damn it Clare…every time you bite your lip…" He shook his head and licked his own, then opened his eyes to stare at me once again. His eyes were the color of coal.
I laughed a little; I would never tell him this but I was flattered by how easily I can turn him on.
I yawned slightly and he grinned.
"Did I tire you out Clare bear?"
I stuck my tongue out at him and turned over to my other side. He wrapped his arms around me and spooned me. His skin was so warm-being pressed up against him….I could stay like this forever.
"Goodnight Clare."
"Goodnight Eli…" I smirked and said it before I could think about it: "I hope you enjoyed this little preview of your Christmas present." He laughed and kissed the back of my head.
"You know I did."
And I knew, without a doubt, that making love to Eli…..would be the most amazing experience in the world.
A/N: It's heating up! I'm trying to be even more descriptive with the fluff and lemon, like describing emotions and how it feels…is it working out? Tell me what you think, I'm trying to make it as realistic as possible, like I want you guys to feel like you ARE Clare!
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