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"So, what do you think Alice is going to do to your mom?" Jen asked studying Renesmees face carefully. Renesmees turned her head to Jens. Jennifers wore a wide smile as Renesmees went into horror.
"I don't want to even think of that!" Renesmee exclaimed in horror. Jen burst out laughing.
"Come on it can't be any different than what we do, Ren-es-mee," Jen pronounced her name seductively, Renesmee rose her brow. Jen brought her hand to Renesmees thigh.
"Mhmm, you're lucky Esme went hun- I mean camping," Renesmee said as she shifted her body to face Jen.
"You know, I think you can call it hunting now," Jen said moving forward a little, her hand slipping further up Renesmees thigh.
"Is that so, you're not bothered by it anymore? I mean are you sure, it used to-"Renesmee was cut off by Jennifer putting a finger on her lips.
"I- I know what I said about it… making me uncomfortable, but-"Jen was then cut off by Renesmee removing her finger from the lips, she oh so badly wanted to kiss.
"Uncomfortable!, you completely shut down when I first said it, when people at school said it, and now your brushing it off!" Renesmee ranted. She was now standing up and pacing in the kitchen where they were once having a peaceful lunch and flirting.
"Res calm down I was-"Jen was cut off once again.
"I mean seriously, when you told me the story about your father and the hunting incident and I told you that-"SLAP! Renesmee was silenced. She turned her head to see tears streaming down Jens face. "Jen, I- I didn't I," Jen shook her head.
"Don't, I think you've said enough," Jen said and she ran out of the house.
"Jen! JENNIFER!" Renesmee called after her. "Shit," Renesmee whispered as she ran her hand through her hair, a habit she took from her mother. Before she knew it she was on the ground with tears streaming down. "Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid," She repeated to herself over and over.
Meanwhile
"A-Alice?" Bella choked out as Alice approached her, swinging her hips, as she moved closer to the bed.
"Yes," Alice answered as she stopped in front Bella.
"When did you get a bed?" Bella asked bluntly, Alice giggled.
"Silly, I've always had a bed, you just never came up to my room till now," Alice said sitting down on Bellas lap sideways.
"Oh," Bella replied as she turned to look at the bed, "then why-" Bella was silenced by Alices finger.
"Shhh, it's not good for your throat if you talk," Alice whispered. Bella just nodded dumfounded. Alice giggled again; it felt like music to Bellas ears. Alice slowly put her hands to Bellas cheeks and lent forward hesitantly, when she was a few centimeters away she stopped.
Is she… nervous? She is, she's nervous about kissing me! Bella was giddy that she had made probably the most straight forward girl in the world nervous. Bella decided to spare the poor girl by pushing aside her how fear and nervousness and closed the gap. At first Alice didn't respond which sent Bella into a panick mode, as she started to draw back Alices hands kept her face there as Alice clashed her lips to Bellas desperately. Bella gave a gruff, painful moan as Alice forced her tongue past Bellas. Bella quickly submitted to Alice As she felt Alices tongue work through her mouth, sending waves of pleasure through her body that Edward never gave her. After a few minutes of complete bliss, they heard a resounding slap from downstairs. Alice pulled away from Bella and looked in her eyes. Bellas Face was worn with a dreamy state, but also confusion as they listened down to where Renesmee and her friend were.
"Don't!" they heard Jen say then footsteps followed with Renesmee calling her name as the door slammed. Next they heard Renesmees soft cries from down stairs.
"I should go down and check on her," Bella said, Alice nodded and got off of Bellas lap, which she found to be straddling rather than sitting sideways like she was doing earlier. Bella took in a deep breath that stung her throat terribly. Bella cleared her throat and walked down to her crying daughter.
As Bella approached the kitchen she was able to make out the word "Stupid" being chanted over and over by her daughter. Bella walked in to see her daughter rocking back and forth.
"I hope you're not talking about yourself," Bella said walking up to her and crouching in front of her broken daughter. Renesmee looked up to see her mother and the crack her father left still there. It made Renesmee cry harder as she thought of how everything was falling apart.
"Honey, what's wrong, what happened?" Bella asked as she sat beside Renesmee and pulled her into her side. Bella rocked with Renesmee and waited for her to calm down enough to answer her. After a few minutes, Renesmees cries quieted down.
"I- I did something stupid mom, I yelled at Renesmee and then she went a-away, I don't think she'll ever talk to me again, she must hate me," Renesmee said gasping for air. Bella just nodded and put her chin on her daughters head.
"What did you yell at her about," Bella said after a few seconds.
"She was brushing off her fear of hunting, and I got mad about it," Renesmee answered, relishing in her mothers comforting grasp.
"Why did you get mad at her for that?" Bella asked, astounded that her daughter got mad at such a thing.
"I don't know, I just did, I know it's stupid. But I knew how much it hurt her to hear that word, to talk about what happened to her dad and ten she goes and says that it's okay for me to say something that hurts her so deeply! It's like… it feels like she wants, me to hurt her, and see that kills me. But what do I do, I go and bring it up and hurt her anyway, and now she's crying because of me and now I feel like shit," Bella waited patiently as she waited for her daughter to finish her rant.
"What do I do mom?" Renesmee sighed.
"Do what you can only do, apologize and try to tell her, more calmly, why what she said upset you, get her to see your point of view, then try to see hers, let her explain also," Bella said, Renesmee nodded and felt her mom give her a kiss on the head, which brought a smile on her face.
"So, what were you and Alice doing upstairs?" Renesmee smiled and looked at her mom, who was wide eyed from the sudden question.
"N-Nothing, anyway, get to bed, you have school tomorrow," Bella replied getting up.
"Aw come on you can confide to be, your daughter, what were ya doing?" Renesmee followed her mother to the stairs.
"We were doing nothing Renesmee," Bella said more firmly, but that was crushed by the smile that was appearing on her face.
"Awe come on Bella? Why the modesty now? You were fine when we were up in my room alone," Alice appeared at the top of the stairs, hearing the conversation just gave her the perfect opportunity to tease.
"ALICE!" Bella scolded, but Alice just smiled.
"SO what did you do?" Renesmee pushed.
"Well, you've should've seen Bella she was so speechless, and-"
"You're the one to talk, you were too nervous to even kiss me, I had to initiate it!" Bella exclaimed trying to save her dignity. Alice looked mortified.
"So you two were having a making out session, with your daughter in the house, mother you should be ashamed," Renesmee teased. Alice recovered and giggled.
"I- I- ugh Alice, look at what you did, Renesmee, for the last time go to bed, you to Alice," Bella Stuttered out, the force being lost in her embarrassment.
"I hope you're going to be joining me, Is-a-bell-a," Alice said.
"ALICE!" Bella scolded in embarrassment, but winced at her throat, knowing she used to much since the incident with Edward… Edward, she was going to have to deal with tomorrow while Renesmee is at school.
"Bella? You okay?" Alice asked in concern and feeling a little guilty for make Bella use her voice so much.
"Yeah, I'm fine, ehem, Renesmee please got to bed okay, sleep in your fathers room, I'll get you some clothes since I need to go hunting, my throat kinda hurts," Bella gruffly said, the pain making her bell like voice vanish. Renesmee nodded and hugged her mother briefly before running upstairs past Alice with a solemn look on her face.
"Alice seriously I'm fine, I just need to hunt," Bella said as Alice slowly walked down the stairs.
"It won't go away that quickly Bells, nor will the pain. I'm so sorry, if it weren't for me-"Alice was silenced by a kiss. After a few wonderful seconds Bella pulled away and put her forehead down to Alices.
"Don't ever say that, I'm okay really, my throats most just dry," Bella said moving to kiss Alices forehead. Alice nodded. "I'll be back, soon, and to answer your earlier question, yes I am going to be spending the night with you," Bella smiled as she pulled away to look at Alices face, which was sparkling with anticipation and happiness.
"Then, I will see you when you get back, I'll be waiting," Alice blew her a kiss and practically floated up the stairs Bella just sighed and shook her head at Alices silliness. Tonight was going to be a long night, tomorrow was going to be even longer.
