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3. In My Eyes

Little angel you got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Little angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight

Hanson – Broken Angel

If I were human I would have passed out right there on the ground as we came into view of the others. I ran faster then I had ever run before. It felt amazing, all of that time practicing for track, running 2 miles every day and then adding a mile on as I was able to, and now look at me. I could beat anyone back in New York. I stopped and placed my hands on my knees as he trailed a few seconds behind. He wrapped his arms around me as he came up from behind and I fell to the ground laughing. He fell a few feet in front of me and started giggling too.

"Looks like someone has to kiss themselves" I snickered.

"That's not fair you got a head start" he said rolling over to me.

"Oh, it's fair" I said to him. He smiled and quickly kissed the top of his hand. I smirked with satisfaction as he did so. I got up and walked over to where he was lying putting my hand out for him to get up this time. He grabbed me catching me off guard causing me to almost land directly on top of him, but I rolled myself in the opposite direction. He still had his hand intertwined in mine.

"Seth! nim-rod let go of my hand before I punch you" I warned. He kept a tight grip still giggling. I pulled my hand to free my fingers from his grip and stood up.

"Let's try this again" I said placing my hand down so that he could get himself up. Once he was up we both headed back towards where everyone else was. The crowd started disappearing, it was mainly a few young wolves left, Renesmee and I were the only Vampire's left. She seemed to enjoy hanging out with them.

"Seth where the hell have you been?" a female voice questioned. I looked over to see a beautiful young girl with long black hair and dark skin like the others.

"Leah Seriously you don't have to know where I'm every five minutes" he said to her. She eyed me like she hated me. I didn't even know her and I could tell just by the way she was looking that she wanted to pounce on me.

"Who's your friend?" she questioned with an attitude.

"This is Angel she's new to the Cullen family she's only a day old" he said to the girl.

"Angel this is my mental case of a Sister Leah" he said with an un-happy voice.

"Hi it's nice to meet you" I said to her. She made some sort of snorting noise and turned away. I watched her walk back towards the others hitting one of them in a way that looked playful but not really.

"Sorry she can be a real bitch sometimes" he said rolling his eyes.

"You two are definitely related" I said with a smile.

"Ya know" he said playfully hitting me.

~*~*~*~*~*~

A few hours later Seth, Jacob, Renesmee and I ended up in the kitchen after everyone else had left for the night. Jacob and Renesmee were sitting at the table while I was sitting on a bar stool at the counter and he was standing up on the other side leaning over the counter.

"So, you're a bar tender…"

"What kind of drinks can you make?" he questioned bringing the evil grin back.

"I can make anything pretty much, give me a name and what's in it and I'll make it for you" I said to him with a smile. He disappeared for a minute and I heard some bottles clinking bellow. His hand was the only thing to surface for a few minutes he pulled out some various bottles of liquor.

"Why do Vampire's have liquor?" I questioned. I heard Renesmee and Jacob laugh from where they were sitting.

"My Grandpa thinks it's best to look like we actually live a normal life, he had some Doctor's over one night and raided the liquor store and now we have liquor in the house" she said to me.

"OoO.. Is someone making drinks?" Jacob stood up and came over to stand next to me while Seth continued grabbing various bottles. I began to grab a few of them to see what he had.

"Ever-clear, Grey Goose, Oh.. Raspberry Stoli, this stuff will do… Captain, Pomegranate Liqueur" I pulled the two items over to me and eyed them.

"Do we have any cranberry juice and sprite?" I looked at Renesmee. She got up and walked over to the fridge looking to see if we had anything close to what I asked for.

"Surprisingly with these werewolves around we actually have sprite and Jacob loves cranberry juice so here you go" she placed both of them down on the counter. Seth was still down below grabbing bottles and putting them onto the counter.

"Seth you can stop now" I laughed. He lifted his head up in between the bottles and smiled.

"Get me a glass if you want me to make this for you" I said to him. He shot up from kneeling and jumped up to one of the cabinets above the stove. He brought out two glasses for him and Jacob.

I opened up the bottles and began to pour a little bit of each of the drinks, I saw Seth eyeing me watching my every move.

"Seth, can you not stare at me like that while I do this you are such a creeper" I said to him. Jacob snickered at my comment and Seth stared away. I knew I couldn't test it and that upset me, this was my favorite drink, I pushed the first one towards Seth.

"The Climax" I said to him. I heard Jacob snicker and Renesmee smacked him in the arm as hard as she could.

"Ouch" he said rubbing his arm.

"Are you trying to tell me something?" Seth wiggled his eyebrows trying to be sexy.

"Just drink it" I yelled at him and then I began to make one for Jacob too. I looked over at him.

"You wanted to try one too right?" I asked. He nodded. I poured the rest of it in and slid it over to him.

"To the climax" they both said clinking their glasses together.

"Oh yeah this is good oh yea oh baby, that's the spot" Seth started to moan like he was enjoying the drink way too much, more like an orgasm.

"Oh Man" Jacob spit out his drink all over the counter while Seth continued his moaning.

"If you sound like that in bed no one's ever sleeping with you" I said to him, he put the glass down and stuck out his bright red tongue stained from the cranberry juice.

"This isn't half bad you know" he said to me.

"Yeah, it's not bad at all maybe you can make some drinks for our next party this is not bad at all, considering I'm more of a beer drinker"

"Jacob you don't ever drink" Renesmee said.

"I do when Dad and I watch games together" She looked like she was about to punch him out, and knowing her she seemed like a girl who could beat up any guy any time she wanted.

"So you guys really like it?" I asked hoping that they honestly did, I had pretty much been making drinks since I was 12. My parents taught me at the house to prepare me for when they would open their bar. I never told anyone that I was making alcoholic drinks under age not until now anyway.

"If only we had some lime juice, v8, and grenadine I forget the rest, it's a Roofie Coolada, I had it at a friends once it wasn't bad"

"Isn't there another name for that drink?" I asked hesitantly, I had heard of this drink once before, what sick-o made a drink named after something like that?

"Yeah the rape drink, you've heard of it can you make it?" Seth questioned his eyes bugging out of his head like it was the best drink he had ever had.

Well little Seth if you have ever had the real rape drink maybe you would find out what it was like to be a victim. I felt anger inside of me I wanted to burst out and reach across the table and mangle his pretty little face. So, being a newborn has its major disadvantages and it was the first time I snapped out of control. I jumped up onto the counter knocking over some bottles. I heard them crash to the ground but ignored them as I angrily launched for Seth. I felt warm hands wrap around my waist as I fought with him trying to get to Seth bottles were breaking left and right. In the distance I heard footsteps running into the kitchen.

"YOU STUPID JERK! WHY DON'T YOU HAVE SOMEONE MAKE YOU ONE OF THOSE AND THEN TAKE YOU TO THEIR PLACE AND RAPE YOU! AGAINST YOUR WILL!!!! A REAL ROOFIE DRINK!! HOW ABOUT THAT HUH? IF I GET FREE YOU ARE SO DEAD" I yelled. I felt myself sobbing dry sobs, there were no tears but I felt them. I continued grabbing at him but felt weak, by the time I heard Emmett and Edward enter the room I was calming down, although I was still trying to reach him. I was acting as if I was tired although I wasn't. The sobs were getting more intense and they were slowing me down.

Seth was still backed up against the sink. I knew it was Jacob who had his grip on me because I heard Renesmee try to explain to her Dad what happened as Emmett came over to help Jacob hold me back. I felt myself grow weak in the knees as Emmett took me from Jacob. I fell to the ground and sobbed for a little while longer. Rosalie was at my side in seconds.

"Everything will be okay sweetie" she kept saying to me. She was running her hands through my now sort of tangled hair.

"Seth don't worry about cleaning up, why don't you head on home" I heard Emmett say to him. I didn't hear him answer I just heard him sprint away out of the room he was hesitant at first but then quickly retreated. Esmee came in to see what all the fuss was about, her and Carlisle began to clean up the mess in the kitchen. Emmett decided to pick me up and take me into the room they had given me. There was a couch now put in there for guests so he put me down on there and Rosalie stayed right by my side. She rocked me back and forth as I sobbed for what felt like hours.

~*~*~*~*~*~

"Rosalie can we go in here I love vintage clothing" she was walking a bit ahead of me, we had decided since I didn't have any clothes of my own to go shopping for some. She had told me her Sister Alice would have loved to join us, shopping was her thing, but her and her hubby Jasper had decided to take a vacation of their own.

"Of course we can" she looked up at the sign and I could tell she noticed it has said thrift store.

"You know we can get you designer clothes if you wanted?" she questioned me stopping at the door. Although I had a breakdown last night she still took me out in public with humans lingering. She had faith that I could handle the smell, as long as no one cut themselves we were good to go, we even hunted a bit before coming out to Seattle.

"I'd rather not" I said to her. She smiled at we opened the glass door and stepped in. The old gray haired woman at the counter greeted us as we entered. I walked over to a rack of woman's clothing which was off to the right. There were so many cute t-shirts. I picked out at least 20 t-shirts, some designer jeans that someone must have mistakenly given the thrift store, I also bought some shoes. We also went to a Target where we bought socks, underwear and bra's to hold me over for a while.

"You know most girls would love to just one time splurge on something way expensive but you, you're a bargain shopper" she said to me as we were walking to where Rosalie had parked her car.

"Well, I never had much money my parents would never give me any money for my own clothes, I had mostly my mother's hand me-downs from the 90's that she had kept, some clothing was really vintage and was things she wore back in the 80's. I never had anything designer or fancy and I liked it to be honest, I find no reason to spend money on pointless things such as designer purses and 80 dollar shirts that rip in two washes" I said to her. She smiled at me.

"You're a good person do you know that?" she questioned.

"Yeah, I wish I could feel the same way about myself" I said to her.

"You should feel that way you're a beautiful well rounded girl, just because your parents were horrible parents doesn't mean you have to be a horrible person" she said to me.

"So launching at Seth makes me a good person?" I looked at her as we got to her red BMW. I placed the bags in the back and sat down in the front seat.

"For what ever reason you got angry he said something to make you spark you're a newborn you are not perfect, when Jasper gets back with Alice from their vacation, I'll have him sit down with you. He has experience with newborns and understands what you are going through" she said to me. I nodded and sighed then watched out the window on our way back to Forks.

"Welcome to Port Angeles" I read the sign as I passed the town from hell. We were driving through the main street of town, when I noticed the street we were on was the one where my parents bar was on.

"So what's your name pretty lady, I've been watching you from across the bar all week" Anthony leaned forward whispering in my ear as I served him his drink.

"Celestial Jade, what's yours sexy?" I questioned back playing the part of the bartender.

"Anthony, Celestial that's such a different and beautiful name" he said to me. I smiled feeling the warm blood rush to my pale cheeks.

~*~*~*~*~*~

"You young lady are an amazing bar tender" the conversation while leaving the bar was hitting my memory.

"I've been doing it for quite some time, if you have anything back at your place I could make you some more?" I questioned him as my tipsy self tripped over my own two feet.

"Oh darling that's not what I had in mind" he said to me.

~*~*~*~*~

"Take this bitch" I felt his hand slap angrily across my face as he bounced up and down inside of me. The weight of his body was crushing me and I could barely breath.

"Please, please stop" I cried with pain as I felt the tears falling down my cheek.

"Don't you dare talk back to me, take it like the good bitch I know that you are" he slapped me again. I began to feel myself breaking down inside and out, I tried to squeeze out of his grip but nothing was working.

"Angel sweetie are you okay?" I had my hands clenched onto both sides of my seat, I felt myself breathing heavily. Forgetting I was in the car with Rosalie and that I wasn't in that bedroom, which was only a week ago, yet it felt like a distant memory that would haunt me for the rest of my life, which now could never end.

"I… I'm fine" I looked at her my arms were tense and stayed straight.

"We just passed my parent's bar that's all" I said to her.

"My god Angel I'm extremely sorry I had no idea" I could hear the forgiveness in her voice.

"No, you didn't know" I said to her.

~*~*~*~*~

We pulled up to the house and sitting on the front steps was Seth, Rosalie pulled into the driveway and into the garage. I sat there for a few minutes while she shut off the car and grabbed the things she had purchased.

"Why don't you go talk to him, I'll take your stuff to your room" she said to me. I sighed deeply and nodded. I opened up the car door and slowly stepped out shutting it hesitantly. Rosalie hadn't shut the garage door yet so I slipped out that way, and once I was outside she closed it. He saw me as I made my way over to where he was sitting he stood up when I got closer.

"What are you doing here…" I looked away ashamed to look at him for what I had done. He was closer to me that I felt comfortable with so I backed away slightly.

"What ever I said I'm truly sorry" he said trying to step closer to me causing me to take another step back.

"Please stop doing that" he said grabbing onto my wrist.

"Look can we go somewhere and talk about this please?" he questioned me. I didn't want to say anything I just wanted to go back inside and enjoy my life with Cullen's without dealing with anything but having a Family.

"We can talk right here" I said to him. He sighed and reached out to my chin pulling it up so I could stare into his eyes.

"Please, I feel like people are watching us here" he said.

"Fine" I agreed.

We both walked away in silence, back to the place where we had watched the stars the previous night. He sat down and motioned for me to sit down next to him on the ground.

"It's not wet over here I promise" he said patting the ground. I hesitantly sat down next to him, not once looking at him.

"I'm not mad at you" he said to me.

"Well I'm mad at myself so what's your point?" I questioned.

"There is no reason to be mad at yourself, I just wish I knew what I said to upset you so that I don't accidentally say it again" he said. I finally looked over at him with worried eyes.

"What makes you think I want to tell you?" I questioned. He looked at me and frowned, I could tell he was getting frustrated with me trying to beat around the bush.

"You don't have to but I just don't feel like having you lash out at me again" he responded. I looked at him apologetically and shrugged my shoulders.

"Honestly I don't feel comfortable talking about it and I would like to forget about it to be honest" I looked away at the fading sun in the sky watching it set. The colors were beautiful, they were purple and orange. And the big circle in the sky looked bigger then it ever did back in New York.

"I can deal with that" he said.

"Will you tell me one of these days?" he asked.

"Why are you so concerned anyway?" I shot him a look.

"I may of just met you but who's there to say that I don't care, weather you like me or not I'm going to be in your life a heck of a lot if you are going to be sticking around with the Cullen's, like I said you need to be mended you are a broken angel in need of help, and I'm going to do it even if you kill me in the process" he threatened.

"Are you threatening me?" I questioned him. I noticed his frown which had been on his face for too damn long today disappeared and the smirk re-appeared.

"If you want it to be a threat… If you like it or not bitch I care and you can't get rid of me so easily by attacking me" he said suddenly. I began to feel my frown change as well. My lips pulled upward and I let out a small laugh, my eyes still focused on the ground below us.

"You know you want to snap back at me I can feel it" he teased touching my hand softly.

"If you don't want your head chopped off you better take your hand off of mine" I looked at him and then down at our hands touching.

"Youngling" he said to me.

"Old Fart" I stuck out my tongue at him. He did the same back as the sky became darkened by the top of the sun almost touching the tips of the mountain tops in the distance. Both of us stayed silent for the rest of the sunset as we watched the sky fall into darkness.