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Rin's eyes snapped open and he blinked slowly taking in the light. He glanced over at the alarm clock. It was blinking 3:47 in the morning…
"Arghh," Rin moaned as he sat up, stretching slightly.
"Rin?" Nitori asked from above him. Rin stiffened.
"Yeah?" he responded.
"Are you awake?"
"Obviously," Rin muttered.
"Oh okay…" Nitori said before becoming silent. Rin just sighed, and stood up.
"I'm going to go for a run. Go back to bed Nitori," Rin said. He saw Nitori nod, and Rin put on his tennis shoes, and he grabbed a sweatshirt. As he stepped out of the room, Rin pulled the sweatshirt over his head, already rushing off in a sprint.
He had some more thinking to do.
….
He had been running for the past two hours, and he finally decided to sit down. It was on a bench facing the ocean, and Rin just sat, watching the waves, trying to think of anything but Haru.
"Damn you Haru…" Rin muttered, looking down at his hands.
"Rin?" a voice rung out, breaking into Rin's thoughts. Rin looked up startled to see Makoto standing there, with wide eyes and hands stuffed in his pockets.
"Makoto?" Rin answered his questioning and surprised voice.
"Are you watching the ocean?" Makoto asked, sitting down next to Rin. Rin glanced away, pursing his lips, deciding whether or not to leave.
"No not really," he finally answered.
"Oh. Okay," Makoto responded.
A silence fell over the two of them after that, and Rin was just about to get up and leave before he blurted out,
"Are you still afraid of the ocean?"
Makoto flinched in surprise over his question. He glanced down at his hands, and sighed, giving a slight smile.
"Yeah…yeah I guess I am," he admitted. Rin nodded, frowning. He didn't like this. Here he was, talking with Makoto like nothing changed.
He had no right.
What was he doing?
Rin gave a growl that Makoto didn't hear and abruptly stood up.
"Are you going to the festival?" Makoto asked, as Rin started to walk away. Rin stopped in his tracks, and asked, not turning around,
"What festival?"
Makoto sighed, smiling sadly.
"The summer festival we have every year…are you going?"
Rin stared down at his feet, remembering him and Haru running around like the best friends they were back then. He even remembered Haru laughing a few times. Rin shut his eyes for a brief second, breathing heavily, before taking off again, refusing to answer Makoto's question.
He just didn't know what was going on.
….
Morning finally came, and Rin was still sleeping. He had come back around five thirty in the morning, taken a shower, and then passed out in his towel on the bed. Nitori at least had the decency to look away as he got ready for swim practice.
He had thought about waking Rin up, but he knew Rin was tired, and he knew that Rin probably wasn't even up for swimming no matter how much he denied it, so he decided to let him sleep.
If the captain asked where he was, then Nitori would just say that he wasn't feeling good, and decided to take the day off until he felt better. That would be a better excuse if Rin woke up and decided to come and swim, rather than surprise everyone when people thought he was practically "dying" with a high fever or something.
Nitori smiled faintly, before grabbing his towel and exiting the room.
He had to go to swim practice after all.
…..
Damnit… Rin thought as he saw the time. It was four in the afternoon, and he just woke up. Swim practice was on break right now, so even if he showed up now, no one would even be there. It's not even guaranteed that the doors to the pool would even be open right now.
Plus, Rin didn't feel like swimming right now. He was too preoccupied with his own thoughts, even if those thoughts were about Haru.
Rin shut his eyes in frustration, pulling at his hair.
I. Don't. Know. What. To. Do
Those thoughts coursed through Rin's head,, driving him crazy. He hated not knowing what to do in situations…it was almost as if he was losing to himself, which pissed him off.
"I HATE THIS!" Rin finally screamed at the top of his lungs, letting it all out.
He didn't like what he felt for Haru. It was confusing him and pissing him off to no low end, and all he could think about was what Haru felt, which made him even more pissed off! Finally, he stood up, knowing what he had to do. He needed to know if he was actually attracted to Haru.
There.
He admitted it.
Sue him.
He grabbed his jacket, flinging it over his shoulder as he stormed out of his room, intent for one place and one place only.
Haru's house.
(Haru's POV)
Haru sat in his tub, staring at his feet, as he replayed Rin's words in his head over again. That was all he had been thinking about recently and he wasn't sure why…he also knew that when he thought about it, all he felt was pain.
It felt as if his heart was hurting.
Now what did that mean?
Haru gave an irritated sigh, as he wriggled his toes in the water, and sinking down. The water was so calm, and there was no noise or movement to disrupt this peace.
He loved the water. He loved feeling it. He loved being in it. He loved the water, no matter where it was. He could live in the water…if Makoto let him, Haru thought grumpily. Makoto…his best friend. Haru smiled. He knew what Makoto was to him, but with Rin…now why was he thinking about Rin again?
"Never."
The words echoed in Haru's head, and Haru sunk down even deeper, so that now his mouth was below the water. Haru wanted to stop thinking about that because all it seemed to bring him was pain for some reason.
He didn't like it at all.
Why can't he just sit in this wonderful tub filled with water in complete and utter peace? Including his inner mind too…his thoughts were cut off by the shrill ring of the doorbell.
Haru sat up straighter, annoyed immediately. Whoever this person was, was disrupting his peace and he didn't like it.
Haru didn't get up from his tub, and the doorbell rang again, followed by a loud knock. Haru just stared at his feet.
If it were Makoto then he would have already come in, and if it was Nagisa or Rei, then he didn't really mind not talking to them right now anyways…and besides, who else could it be?
So Haru decided to stay in the bath, as he listened to the monotone of the doorbell over and over again.
Finally, after what seemed like the hundredth ring, Haru decided to see who it was. Haru stood up, wrapping a towel around his waist, and walking out of the bathroom and towards the door. The doorbell was still being rung, with quick, loud knocks every now and then. Right before Haru opened the door, he heard a frustrated growl, and Haru smiled in annoyance. What made them have the right to be annoyed when they've been pressing on that doorbell for the past twenty minutes like it was their job?
Or maybe that's why they had to right…Haru only shrugged, and opened the door, clutching at his towel unconsciously.
When he opened it, everything he had been trying to forget rushed back into him.
It was Rin.
Rin was here.
Why was he here? Haru thought aimlessly.
Haru only stared.
(Rin's POV)
Rin's finger was just about to press the doorbell, when the door was finally opened, and when he saw Haru his eyes widened.
Haru was in a towel. Rin stared down at Haru, and he noticed Haru blinking at him in surprise.
"Rin?" he asked, confused. Rin only stared, forgetting what he came here for. He blinked slowly, trying to clear his head, but that seemed impossible as his gaze kept drifting down towards the area of the towel.
Damnit.
He's seen Haru in towels plenty of times, as well as being naked, so why was it all he could think about now?
Shouldn't that confirm it? He asked himself, but he shook his head slightly.
That's not good enough, he thought to himself.
And before he knew it, he had leaned forward, surprising both himself and Haru, and captured Haru's lips in his.
He applied more force, and pushed Haru against the door wall. He gave low moan, when Haru decided to finally respond.
Haru was kissing me back?
He still didn't know what to do.
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