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A Kuroshitsuji Fanfiction, I don't own Kuroshitsuji

Chapter 2: Deaths and Nightmares

-Sebastian POV; Night 1-

I finished preparing Lady Lily`s dinner that evening. It consisted of grilled chicken breasts, a garnish of spinach and a piece of fresh baked bread. For dessert I would prepare a chocolate cake. I entered the living room where I had left her reading a book only to find her not there. I sighed, my first night there and I had already lost track of my new master. I knew there were only a few rooms she entered.

The first was her bedroom, a large room with a large bed and window. She was no there so I moved on to her office. A large desk and window and a shelf full of books, not for her enjoyment though. Most of the books in here were about business. I knew she wasn't in the kitchen or living room. I knocked on the bathroom door and entered, no one was there. Where on earth could she be?

As I searched for her I began to think. For some reason or another I wanted her soul to always be with me. I have heard of this but only in a few demons and never with a human. These souls are being called 'soul mates'. I thought. I finally gave up on trying finding her on my own and removed the glove to reveal the contract seal on my hand that bound me to her. Ah. So there she is. I thought as I opened the door to the library to find her asleep with a book on her stomach. She was wearing a baby blue, knee length dress. She was bare foot so her contract seal on her ankle was plainly visible and her shoulder length unique hair was spread across the throw pillow. She was lying down on a couch. Not that it was my business but I wondered what she was reading and I looked at the cover, Ah, Poetry. Interesting. I thought. A small whimper came from the young girl before me. I looked at her and saw a tear streaming down her face.

"Mama, Papa, Curtis. Don't… go." She murmured in her sleep. So all her emotions come out in her sleep? Interesting… I said to myself "Crimson red flames, Mama… Papa, Curtis… Get out!" she whisper yelled. I was getting concerned so I lightly shook her shoulder.

"Lady Lillian…" I said lightly shaking her shoulder. She bolted upright, tears still coming out of her eyes at a rapid rate. She trembled and sobbed nonstop. When she noticed my presence she took off running out of the room. I sighed "Now dinner will get cold…"

I ran after her, of course I caught up to her rather quickly being a demon. She quickened her pace and bolted into her room but I caught the door before it could close. "Lady Lillian, are you alright?" I asked her as she held the door, trying to close it still.

"Leave me alone…" she whimpered. "Just go away…"

"My job is to assist you and protect you, so I can`t leave you alone." I said. I opened the door and found her sobbing, hugging her knees. I sat down next to her "Did you have a nightmare?" I asked

She nodded into her knees. "It was a memory…" she said sniffling "There was a fire… an assassin trying to kill off the family… I ran off but eventually got caught, they tries to kill me but I escaped again… they are still trying to kill me. After the fire I learned that if I show emotion that it is taken as weakness and can be used against you. I decided during that time that I would never show my weak side. So I pushed my emotions down, but they can come out in my sleep…" she explained "I`ve never opened up like this…"

"Hmm…" I said "You have some interesting traits, mistress."

"Don't call me that." She said bluntly "No 'mistress', no 'Lady Lillian', no 'My Lady'. None of that stuff."

"Why ever not?" I questioned with a closed eyed smile.

"It makes me uncomfortable, like a slave master. I don't believe in having servants and only had servants when Mama, Papa and my little brother Curtis were alive." She said her face blank expression on her face, never faltering.

"But I am to act as your butler until the day you die." I said "So I am your servant."

She sighed a loud apathetic sigh "Fine. You are my butler, to be at my side till the end."

"Yes, My Lady." I said, down on one knee, hand plastered over my heart.

-Lily POV-

I was there, wondering aimlessly through the manor. I had heard a loud crash and Mama and Papa`s screams. I saw Catharine, our maid. She saw me and said "You must get out of here, Milady! You mustn't get capt- Ah! Look out Milady!" I was captured by a burly man with blond hair and grey eyes.

"Ha! We got the little Foreman girl!" he said. I did what instinct told me and bit him. "Gah! Little bitch!" He yelled at me as I took off running. As I ran I saw my home was in flames. I ran away for three or more days. Eventually they cornered me in the woods and took me away. I escaped while they slept one night and they have been chasing me for years since.

Five years later I made a contract with Sebastian. Now…What shall I do next?

Hey! Thanks for liking this fic! To see a picture of what Lily should look like check out the link in my profile, copy and paste into your browser cause you must have internet access since you are reading this. Sorry the coloring is sloppy, I need new coloring utensils.