Hey! Well, this is chappy 3!
I'm not sure if I should continue it so just tell me if you want me to
PS Can someone please help me get a Beta
First: I Love You
Puck was broken
It's been weeks since he and Kurt spoke to each other. He was too stubborn to admit that was obviously wrong. He was too much filled with pride to admit he was anything but 'okay'.
At home, Puck was dead to the world. For days he wore the same clothes. He would always stay inside his room, curled in one of Kurt's Armani jacket just staring into space. He didn't cry. He was never an emotional guy. He just stared into the wall, his hand sometimes hovering over the phone, daring to dial Kurt's number. He longed to hear Kurt's voice, his laugh, and the way he sounded when Puck would sneak up on him and plant a kiss on his cheek. He didn't care how pathetic he sounded.
He just wanted Kurt back.
Really soon if possible.
He knew all he and Kurt needed was to talk things out but he was afraid he might say something stupid and they'd never speak again.
At school, everything was back to normal. Kurt was back into the dumpster, usually before first period. Puck knew it was a stupid way to have Kurt to even acknowledge him but he was desperate.
A very stupid desperate man.
"Noah?" Mrs. Puckerman said from the door. She was starting to get incredibly worried of her son, it's was time to bring out the big guns."Someone's here to see you"
"Kurt?" Puck said hopefully
"Sorry" Finn said apologetically as he entered Puck's cluttered room "Finn"
"It's okay" Puck said, going back to his wall-staring. "It's not your fault you kissed your ex and the love of your life found out. I'm so stupid" He muttered
"Yeah you are"
Puck shot his best friend a look
"For not talking to him" Finn added hastily
"I dunno man, I'm scared"
"Well, you were scared before and look what happened"
"Well this is different. This is life and death"
"C'mon Puck, I'm not asking you to recite the declaration of independence at gun point. Just text the dude. Meet up with him"
"What do I do when I see him?"
"Sweep him off his feet. Make him forget all about Kathy."
"Katy" Puck found himself correcting Finn
"C'mon dude. Just text him"
"Not now! He's having his nightly facial"
"It's just a text"
After a few more minutes, Finn successfully convinced Puck to text Kurt.
Kurt, Meet me in the auditorium after school-N
Kurt was fidgeting. He was going to meet up with Puck later and he didn't really know how to feel. A part of him wanted to kill Puck with his bare hands. Another part of him wants to just lock himself in his room and brawl his eyes out. Yet another part, less than 1 percent of his body, wanted Puck back
"Kurt?"
Kurt looked up to see Finn, Concern etched in his features "You okay?"
"Yeah" Kurt said as he continued to fidget "Meeting up with Puck today"
"Oh" Finn said, mildly surprised "How do you feel?"
Kurt thought for a while "…Confused" he answered
"Confused?"
"Yeah. I mean, should I really see him? What if I'm just settling myself up for more heartbreak? I just…I just don't know anymore. I mean, a part of me wants to just repeatedly kick him in the crotch until he bleeds and another part of me wants to hold him tightly and never let go. But I keep thinking, is it worth it?"
"I dunno" Finn said "But I do know this; I've seen Puck try to land someone. I've seen him try to get rid of someone but I've never seen him try this hard to keep someone. I think you should give him another chance."
Puck was fidgeting. He was in the auditorium, practicing his 'win-Kurt-back-song' on his guitar. He knew it was a bit pathetic but it was worth a try. He strummed some chords on his guitar and sang;
I got a couple of addictions
But I swear that I'm coming clean
I got new way of thinking
Yeah, You're bringing out the best of me
I got a bit of a history
But you're telling me that you don't care
I've been a bit of a mystery
But the only thing I found around tonight was you
Ohh, So come on, come one. You want it
Shut your eyes.
And feel the chemicals collide
You and I tonight
You're the sugar in my high
"Hey" said a feminine voice, interrupting him from the song
"Oh, hey Katy"
Kurt was actually thrilled. After that talk with Finn, he was starting to get really excited. They'd probably talk things out, maybe the conversation may even end with Puck declaring is love for Kurt. Kurt let out a dreamy sigh, he missed Puck a lot
"Hey, Lover Boy"
"Hi, Mercedes"
"Someone looks happy today" Mercedes said a smile forming on his lips. She's been really worried about Kurt, it's nice too se him smiling again
"Puck told me to meet up with him in the auditorium"
"Finally!"
The two talk for a while until Kurt had to excuse himself to meet up with Puck.
Kurt walked with a spring in his step. He was past excited now, with every step he took he peed himself.
But as soon as he entered he wondered why he was doing this.
"Is that what you wanted to show me?" he squeaked
Puck was sprawled across the floor, a girl, who he recognized as Katy from the picture, was on top of him, playing tonsil hockey.
Kurt's eyes started to fill as Puck broke away from Katy.
"it's not what you think" Puck said
"You know what?" Kurt said, tears cascading down his cheeks. "I don't care anymore. It's over"
"No! Kurt wait! I Love You!" he blurted out
This is not how Kurt expected their first 'I love you' would be. In his mind, if he would be crying, it would be out of joy, not because Puck just shattered his heart into a million pieces. Secondly, a girl wouldn't be standing in the background, looking awkward.
"If you love me, why do you keep hurting me?" He shouted him "Why didn't you call me when I was brawling my eyes out in the middle of the night, wishing you would be there. Why do you keep throwing me in the dumpster as though were not dating. And Why the flying fuck are you kissing her?"
Kurt didn't even wait for an answer. He was tired of waiting for Puck to figure himself out. He was tired of running himself too this for the so called boyfriend just for himself to get hurt. He was tired of being the secret boyfriend
He was tired of Puck.
I'm temporarily ending it here. Why? Love is a hoax used by greeting card makers to trick people into buying their cards filed with crap saying will love you forever. When in reality the person you love will crush your heart into a million pieces and feel no regret
Why yes that did happen to me recently.
